I've had this disturbing dream that I accidentally kill someone else's babies two times in two weeks. The dreams were slightly different, but the main themes were the same.
My friends and I have tried to interpret it, but we always get stuck. So I'd like to hear if anyone here has an idea of what it might mean!
Note that I'm 16 years and have no plans whatsoever in having a baby, usually I think babies are annoying and uninteresting and before this I never dreamt of them 
1st dream:
I'm in a big city (Stockholm) looking at something in a display window. Suddenly i see this drugged/ drunk shabby woman in her thirties stagger towards me. She's carrying two babies, one about 4 months and the other about 11 months. I think to myself "Who let her take care of two babies!" and rush towards her. I try to take the babies from her as she falls backwards, but I lose my grasp and drop both babies head first into the alsphalt. I panic and think "Oh my god, I killed her babies. I couldn't take care of them better then her, and she's a junkie"
2d dream (part of it, it was waaay longer):
I'm in an underground poolhouse, it's dark and weird looking and there's four different pools there. One deep, one shallow, one super-shallow and one steaming hot. There's a caretaker-man there and I go talk to him. He sais "Each year 160 kids drown here, 48 survive and 0-16 get disabled for life"
I ask him why so and he sais it's because parents let their infants bathe there.
i go over to the steaming hot pool and meet a couple carrying two babies. They ask me if I can take care of them while they go out. One of the babies isn't bigger then a foetus, but still it can wave it's arms and act like a real baby. The other baby is about 8-9 months.
They take the foetus-baby and put it in a mini sized floaty-thing, and then they tell me to teach the other baby how to swim in the hot pool. They also tell me to make sure the foetus dosn't drown.
i get into the pool and start "tossing" the baby between me and my friend in the water, so that it can swim between us. After a while I turn my head to check on the foetus, and see the float with it in it has turned upside down and it has died. Shocked, I miss "catching" the other baby and it falls down to the bottom of the pool and hits its head. I manage to get it up, but in my desperate attempts to save it I accidentally bang it's head into the pool wall.
It's still alive, but severely head-injured. I think to myself "Shit, his parents cant see him like this". I get up and put the baby on a high chair next to the pool. Suddenly it starts swinging back and fourth, and before I can get ahold of it it falls backwards into the concrete floor. It's stretched out real gruesome with blood comming out of it's mouth and eyes staring at me, and when I try to pick it up it's head falls off.
The parents get back and start screaming at me for murdering their babies.
I think that was all. So, any thoughts?
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