Ok. This dream (when it happened) was the first I remembered in a long time. I really appreciate you taking the time to read and interpret this. So, here it goes…

I’m standing on a cliff and below me is a rocky shore and a deep blue sea that makes me want to jump in. The wind is whipping about me, causing my hair to fly wildly along with my long white linen dress. (Which is weird because I don’t ever wear dresses or skirts) Out of the corner of my eye there is a figure of silvery blue light. I now realize that my hands are tied. It isn’t threatening, but I still am compelled to run away from it so, off the cliff I go.

I’m now in a green grassy meadow that invokes some peace back into me. I’m wearing a black long sleeved top and black pants. White ribbons are laced through the sleeves of my shirt. Ahead of me is the Queen of Spades staring into a cracked and broken mirror. She looks mad and yet she looks sad, almost to the point of crying. Staring straight back is the Ace of Spades. Running through the meadow is the figure of silvery blue light. I, once again, feel the need to run away. I decide to jump through the mirror.

I’m standing on a cracked and broken road. On the horizon there are two HUGE mountains and between them is a weird red glow. I noticed I was wearing a pair of jeans and a green T-Shirt with a black leather jacket. (Not real different from what I wear now, minus the jacket.) It’s now suddenly dark and eyes are staring at me from deep within the trees. I look up and the silvery blue figure is in the form of lightning, jagging towards me. I full of fear and I, again, decide to run. So into the horizon I go.

I’m finally on a log in the middle of a wide river trying to cross. The river looks rough and full of rapids. I’m now wearing a long mossy green dress and there are leaves in my hair. I feel anxious and scared, like whatever I’m running from is going to catch up. It does. The silvery blue figure appears in front of me and I’m suddenly cloaked in it’s light. I still feel nervous and yet I feel like I really wanted this thing to come and find me. (Weird!) The figure is definitely giving off a male aura. I can’t see the face because the figure is wearing a mask. I feel very close to this entity, like I know them. He smiles and opens his arm for an embrace...I then wake up.

I have had nothing real big and major happen when this occurred. I had gotten out of a couple relationships that didn’t end to well and I had discovered a new crush with extreme reluctance. I have kind of distanced my self from the opposite sex after the relationships but they weren’t real recent. It’s just that I had felt an attraction to this dream guy. Like I knew him and he knew me. It was really weird. I hate being scrutinized too close and I hate feeling powerless. The outfits changing was kinda weird, I’m not Miss Fashion Sense.