Funny, I never thought of the girl as an oracle figure but it does make sense (or perhaps just sounds satisfying to my curiosity).
As a person I don't think I would ever have anxiety dreams, I've never suffered from them or nightmares.
It's very true that for most of my dream I am a spectator. These dreams are semi lucid, but I have an awareness that if I try to take too much control of the dream that it will effectively crack it like an egg, and I will wake. I can physically feel the tension when I try to exert control of some kind. When I began to talk to the girl (which was a conscious choice) I could feel everything begin to fold in, so I brought my hands up and focused on their backs (which I can remember in fabulous detail!) and the girl changed into a boy. I spoke to him for a short time (I don't know what of) and then I woke up.
Funnily the more I write about this dream, the more I remember. I had recently been researching the various meanings that dreaming about school can have, and I believe my questioning of my location towards the girl was an attempt to link the school to a given part of my mind. e.g. I was trying to find out if it represented my fears, or my intellect. etc. But that was why I asked where i was.
I have in the past had a series of dreams about my old schools. Again they didn't involve any kind of involvement in school work, rather an ambling around school grounds. Very much the spectator.
I would like to take an more active part in my dreams, I'm not interesting in wresting control, more interested in exploring the potential meanings of certain tropes and symbols. I guess patience is in order!
Originally posted by Leo Volont
Dear Nemof,
It is odd that your dreams have taken you to a fictitious school. What of your own schools? And then it is worrisome that you are not studying, or even that you do not have anxieties about not studying. A common enough dream is to find one's self close to Finals without recalling ever having attended Classes or read the material, and one finds one's self panicking over the prospect of flunking out disasterously. But you are just a spectator.
This seems to be Dreaming for Beginners. You really need to become more involved in your own dreams. You must become a Player.
Now it was positive that you encountered a Goddess Oracle Character. Such Characters typically point the way, though often cryptically. Telling you that you were "nowhere" is at once cryptic and yet very direct. As far as your own dreams go, you have not yet even begun to register as a serious Persona.
Unless you begin to be an actor in your own dreams.... in your own life.... well, your entire life will pass you by while you passively drift.
Sign up for some Classes.
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