I wanted to talk quickly about the dream I had last night before I forget anything. The first part of the dream was the death of Tanya in my arms. It started out with me parachuting with her, but it cut to me holding her in my arms while she was dying. She eventually died, and I was in disbelief and incredibly sad. But then I shook her, and she woke up for like 5 seconds. She thanked me for bringing her back, and called me sweet, but then died right after. I brought her back again, and she died again. I brought her back one more time, but decided it was killing too many brain cells. So she died. It cut to a scene of her funeral. I went up to her coffin (who had a body of a guy, but somehow I knew it was Tanya), but then when I touched her she opened her eyes.

Then it cut to a scene of a completely different place. It was a dark, scary place with no life and no mountains. Just what appeared to be a mars like surface floating in the air. Red, dusty, and no roads. It had nothing but cars and gas stations. The day before I remember seeing Nyre, the day after I remember reading in the news paper that she died. I wasn't as sad, but I couldn't believe it happened. I showed someone the newspaper I read and they couldn't believe it. That's how my dream ended.

These were two of the women I loved the most in my life.

I haven't had such a vibrant dream that I could recall in such a long time.

I remember waking up and having my eyes teary and feeling very sad.

Now the background

Tanya was my most serious girlfriend. We went out for 22 months until i decided to break up with her 6 months ago because I thought I wasn't in love with her. Next month, she started going out with another guy and I regretted breaking up with her. I was still in love with her. We tried staying friends, but she would only call me whenever her boyfriend did something wrong. In other words, she was using me for security and back up. I had enough and broke contact with her.

Nyre was my crush all throughout elementary school. We never went out, I never got the chance to tell her how I felt.

Recently I met this woman a few days ago and already I've developed strong feelings for her, and she feels the same for me. I could already tell that I could fall in love with her if we started going out and it's not just me. We both feel the same about each other and it was like we were meant for each other.

Part of me is telling me that the death of those two women represents me finally letting them go and pursuing a new love. I don't want to believe that though, because I still feel like Tanya and I could still have a great relationship if she ever broke up with her current. Anyway, hope thats enough background. How do you interpret my dream?