ok i'm new so i'm still getting used to this whole thing. I'm a girl and i'm 17 years old. My exboyfriend broke up with me in September 2006 and i'm still upset with it, i don't really talk about it to people though because i don't want them to know i'm still upset. He's a year older and got a new girlfriend right away after we dated for almost 9 months. He kind of cheated on me with this girl julia, and then after we broke up he started seeing this girl kelly. and he's been with kelly ever since we've broke up. He goes to a different school then me but his sister's go to my school. His youngest sister Tori and I were pretty close, and his other sisters Chessa and Cassie were kind of close to me too. I'm a dancer too. anyways here's my dream.....
I was at a wake and i walked inside one of my old friends (and my ex boyfriend's friend) was opening the door for me he was dressed up in a tie. I walked in with my brother, dad, and grandpa. Inside the wake there were a bunch of chairs, then behind the chairs were lots of bleachers and people from my school where there. I saw my ex boyfriend's parents sitting down in the front and the dad was asking people if they wanted potatoes. All i knew was that my ex's three sister's died, but i didn't know how until i heard from someone at the wake it was from a car accident. so once i saw my ex's parents i walked up to them and hugged them and said sorry and i asked where my ex was (mj). they said he was outside, i said oh is he with kelly?(his girlfriend). they said yeah, so then i said ok i won't go over there now then. so i walked up to the caskets (there were 3 of them, but only one was open). Tori's (the youngest sister that i was closest to) casket was open and behind her was the 2 other sisters caskets. once i saw tori in the casket i started to cry very hard, i turned and hugged my brother and said something like "little tori!" then my brother removed the top of the 2 other caskets and i said "chessa, and cassie!" and i was just crying very hard talking about tori.
Then all of a sudden i was at my ex's house, and i was dancing in one of my beautiful costumes that's blue and purple and a dress. i was dancing to a song and it was a dance for the three sisters. next to me was a couch with my ex and all of this friends from his school and his girlfriend and one of his friends said oh she just dances with the park district she's bad. and i screamed well u dance with Dixon! then i walked over to my ex patted him on the stomach and said come here give me a hug. he was wearing a dark blue shirt, and jeans and sitting next to his girlfriend close. he started to argue with me and said no, and i screamed a bunch of swear words and gave him the finger and walked away. then his mom said to me you need to apologize i don't appreciate you swearing in my house! (she was wearing a blue bathing suit that was like porcelin and it didn't look anything like his real mom) so i walked back and said i'm really sorry about swearing i just got really mad. so then i left, and i don't remember if it was raining outside or not. but i saw some boy with a green shirt and dark hair on from the wake and i asked him if he could take me home and he said yes. he had a green car. so we got in the car and talked about how my ex was a jerk, and i was saying how i hated kelly and i thought she was ugly. then the next thing i know we're at the zoo. and i go to the bathroom and the stall i'm in is clogged with period blood on toilet paper shoved in the toilet. i try to flush the toilet but it won't go, i try again and it won't go, then i try again and it finally goes down. then my friend daniella (we're good friends but right now i've been kind of mad at her for not hanging out with me and my friends that much) is at the zoo and knows the guy that i'm with and says that he should take me home. so he takes me home then my ex boyfriend picks me up in his car at my house and i tell him all about my dream about his sister's dying and the zoo. we were backing out of my driveway. so in my dream i dreamt that his sister's died, and i went to the zoo with the stranger.
so it's kind of confusing and long, and i hope u don't get bored reading this, but this dream really kind of scared me about his sisters.
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