Stars, moon, kiss, and talking sky

**kalii2** · 07-31-2007 08:58 AM

Because I am good and I read stickies here is a bit of my current background, relevant to the dream.

After dating my now ex for nearly 2.5 years she broke up with me, and a few weeks later, while on a business trip that took her a mere 3 hours away from the woman she fell in love with while still with me, they started dating, with the I love you's and everything already.
I have been more in love with my ex now that we broke up, and it is strange.
She has been back home for about 2.5 weeks now, and things are actually going okay. She is not hiding her new gf from me (the woman lives on the other side of the country), has been telling me things about her, and while it hurts, I am happy that she has found someone.
Let me back up a moment....... I still want my ex back. While I'm happy she found someone she loves so much, I still pine. VERY much.
My ex loves space, and sci-fi and I like it to some extent. My ex looks at the stars a lot, as do I as we walk to the apartment from the car after work or whatever. This dream was on the night of the full moon.
It was one of those "just before you wake up" kind of dreams.

I will post two versions, as the first one I wrote was quick and dirty with pen and paper, I tend to forget quite quickly and didn't have time to turn on my computer!
I have my own ideas about what the dream means, but I can see it two ways. I won't post my ideas until some of ya'll reply, I don't want to influence anything, i'm curious to see if anyone else sees it the way I do.
So here is the quick and dirty version:

In the car looking out at the stars
a voice in the sky
was talking to me
I didn't believe it was
happening but it was
then writing in the sky
saw the Aurora Borealis around the moon
pointed it out to her
she leaned over to see
also golden shimmering
shooting star in loopy swoops
it was all so beautiful
I was wanting to kiss her
but was afraid to
did it anyways
it was off a bit from
dead on her lips
and we chuckled
she kind of "hesitated" out of surprise
I leaned back a little to see her face and gauge the reaction
she then leaned in and kissed me again.
I was sitting in her lap
as we were kissing

And here is the version I wrote after waking up a bit more and thinking a bit about it.

I was in the car looking out at the stars
(it was an almost surreal night sky, we were in the car I was the passenger and she was driving. something about a bridge? like we went over one or something)
we were not talking, just driving home.
Suddenly I hear this voice, and it seems to be coming from the sky.
Its a funny "whatever it is" that is talking. I asked out loud if it were talking to me, and if it were in the sky. It replied yes, and it had a younger style of talking, funny like ha ha.
R was hearing it too, it was funny. almost like it were telling jokes, but not. we were laughing though.
The speaking stopped and then words appeared in the sky, in milky blue letters, small type.
R leaned over to see what was being written. I don't recall what the words were, but they looked as if they were in a book. It was a block of text.
She continued to drive. as I looked at the moon, the Aurora Borealis appeared, a beautiful blue color. She again leaned over to see it, but it only lasted a moment, and she missed it. I then saw a very distinct sparkling gold shooting star come down to the right of the moon. I remember being aware that I don't make wishes on stars, so I didn't make a wish on it (I almost did but then remembered)
I exclaimed "I just saw a shooting star! or maybe it was a meteor because stars are not gold like that. it was something." or something to that effect. next thing is she is in the passenger seat, I am in her lap, and I lean in and kiss her softly, but I was nervous so it was a bit off center. I could feel her tense just a little from the surprise of it. I leaned back a bit to see her reaction and it was a mix of soft laughing from the off center-ness, and a bit of confusion, and some happiness. Then she leaned in and kissed me back. and it was good.
Thats all I remember.

So I have a few more details to add like how I felt and whatnot.

When I dream it is usually from a "movie" point of view. I feel everything, as if it were me, but the visuals are somewhat like a movie, I see myself, my whole body, as if it were a movie playing in my head.

This dream was similar, though the point of view changed a few times from being like a movie, to seeing it through my own eyes, and sometimes from the front of the car so we were both in the picture.
Most of the parts where I saw the stars and the moon and the words in the sky and heard the voice were like I was looking up and out the open car window.
The parts where my ex was leaning over to see out the window were like the POV of being in front of the car. Same with the part where we kissed.

The voice in the sky was funny, it was male, it was out loud, because my ex heard it too. It was almost like god was a comic or something.....I just remember laughing at it, almost like making fun of it, but at the same time being kind of in awe. (I might mention I do not believe in the Christian God, but do have a small belief in spirits and goddesses and whatnot.)
The words in the sky were strange, it was just a block of text, but the letters were this milky blueish white color.
The moon was really bright, and full.
I never ever make wishes on stars, or dandelion puffs or tossing coins into a well, because every time I do, the exact opposite of what I wish for is what really happens. Thus I did not make a wish on the shooting star in my dream.
I remember thinking "you make wishes on shooting stars right? (as if DUH you're going to miss the chance!) Oh but you don't do that, so don't wish on that one" so I didn't.

When it got to the kissing part, it was right after the star part, but it was like time kind of skipped because suddenly she was not driving anymore, she was in the passenger seat, and I was on her lap.
I remember feeling quite nervous about kissing my ex, because I was afraid that it would push her further away from me, but I went ahead and did it anyways, and it felt good. It had that feeling of "oh she was okay with it! we are going to work out." especially when she kissed me back.

Dang I am so tempted to write out my own interpretations, but I will hold off.

**kalii2** · 07-31-2007 08:54 PM

nothing? Hrm. is there anything missing? is it written in a confusing way?

**A Humble Sinner** · 07-31-2007 09:17 PM

I can't really interpret the words/voice though I'll havea guess if you can tell me some more about their content, but I think the rest of it is just your subconcious reacting to losng your ex - the "oh she was okay with it! we are going to work out." (when you kiss her) seems to me to be an obvious plea, as if it is just showing that your subconcious mind really hopes she will like it, and hopes that she still likes you. Apart from that I think it's just showing your love to her and showing that you have a continuing attatchment to her.

I'm not much of a interpreter but that seems to me to be pretty obvious.

I hope that helps.

As I said, if you can, tell me more about what the words said.

By the way, having her talk about her girl-friend must be a BUMMER. TO put it mildly. I feel for you

**kalii2** · 08-01-2007 02:24 AM

I wish I could remember what the voice was saying.
All I remember is that I asked if it was talking to me, and it replied with "Yeah" with this kind of "DUH" tone to its voice. OTher than that I don't recall exactly what it was saying. It felt very much like some kind of "God" voice, in its vibe, yet it spoke in a very flippant and sarcastic manner.

Okay I must add some background to this.
The woman that my ex is now seeing is very religious. She is very active in her church.
The kiss in my dream followed somewhat how their first kiss went:
My ex kissed her first, and the other woman was kind of hesitant, but then kissed my ex back.
My ex was surprised by that, but happy.

I have a feeling that this dream was saying that I want to be the one kissing my ex, and not this new woman.
That I am jealous, and my dream played out with me in the role of her new GF.
It would explain the "God" voice, the block of text in the sky that looked semi bible like.
That it is all just wishful thinking on my part, even though I did not make a wish on the star.
From what I have read in dream dictionaries, dreaming of a moon that appears "strange" does not bode well, it signifies infidelity of your lover. And shooting stars are symbolic of changes in your life, and/or self fufillment and advancement.
Oh and I just found this: To dream that God speaks to you, signifies feelings of guilt, eternal punishment, and damnation.

Lovely.
And
To dream that you are crossing a bridge, signifies an important decision or a critical junction in your life. This decision will prove to be a positive change with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage

and
To see skywriting in your dream, represents a spiritual message. It signifies a connection and union between the spiritual realm and the physical realm. You are looking for some reassurance.

To see the aurora borealis in your dream, signifies a positive spiritual experience filled with warmth and love.

Gah, this dream was one big long symbolic train.
A confusing one at that.

The thing is, I think this dream was more than the parts of these dream dictionary "definitions"

**A Humble Sinner** · 08-01-2007 10:40 AM

Originally Posted by kalii2

I wish I could remember what the voice was saying.
All I remember is that I asked if it was talking to me, and it replied with "Yeah" with this kind of "DUH" tone to its voice. OTher than that I don't recall exactly what it was saying. It felt very much like some kind of "God" voice, in its vibe, yet it spoke in a very flippant and sarcastic manner.

Okay I must add some background to this.
The woman that my ex is now seeing is very religious. She is very active in her church.
The kiss in my dream followed somewhat how their first kiss went:
My ex kissed her first, and the other woman was kind of hesitant, but then kissed my ex back.
My ex was surprised by that, but happy.

I have a feeling that this dream was saying that I want to be the one kissing my ex, and not this new woman.
That I am jealous, and my dream played out with me in the role of her new GF.
It would explain the "God" voice, the block of text in the sky that looked semi bible like.
That it is all just wishful thinking on my part, even though I did not make a wish on the star.
From what I have read in dream dictionaries, dreaming of a moon that appears "strange" does not bode well, it signifies infidelity of your lover. And shooting stars are symbolic of changes in your life, and/or self fufillment and advancement.
Oh and I just found this: To dream that God speaks to you, signifies feelings of guilt, eternal punishment, and damnation.

Lovely.
And
To dream that you are crossing a bridge, signifies an important decision or a critical junction in your life. This decision will prove to be a positive change with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage

and
To see skywriting in your dream, represents a spiritual message. It signifies a connection and union between the spiritual realm and the physical realm. You are looking for some reassurance.

To see the aurora borealis in your dream, signifies a positive spiritual experience filled with warmth and love.

Gah, this dream was one big long symbolic train.
A confusing one at that.

The thing is, I think this dream was more than the parts of these dream dictionary "definitions"

Usually I find that these definitions vary and that they aren't accurate. I feel it is a lot easier (and more accurate) to try and depict what your subconcious mind is telling you, because I think dreams are just subconcious messages to you reflecting your life.

Seeing as your ex is a religious woman and you were happy about the vioce's words... maybe it was a represtentation of god telling her it was ok to be with you and to go back to you?

**kalii2** · 08-01-2007 06:33 PM

Originally Posted by A Humble Sinner

Usually I find that these definitions vary and that they aren't accurate. I feel it is a lot easier (and more accurate) to try and depict what your subconcious mind is telling you, because I think dreams are just subconcious messages to you reflecting your life.

Seeing as your ex is a religious woman and you were happy about the vioce's words... maybe it was a represtentation of god telling her it was ok to be with you and to go back to you?

Heya Humble! Thank you for the input, I really appreciate it

I guess it was a bit confusing the way I wrote it. My ex's new girlfriend is the uber religious one. She goes to church, participates in church functions, went to a very very Christian college, has said things like "its good to be with my brothers and sisters in Christ", goes to these Christian conventions(yeah shes THAT religious)
My ex is a non practicing Messianic Jew (converted to Judaism at 17 from growing up Catholic, has just recently declared she is a Messianic Jew)

I've basically resigned myself to the idea that the dream represented my desire to be the one kissing my ex..........its something that is manifesting itself in my daily life anyhoo, so the dream was just an extension of that feeling.

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