This is an entry out of my journal. One day I had I was feeling depression and somewhat suicidal but not enough to commit to it. I closed my eyes with nothing on my mind except disbelief in what life was all about. In my dream I was walking through a neighborhood, lost and confused. There were airplanes landing in the streets and the houses were humongous it was overwhelming. My vision then changed to a view of an icy cold bridge people where moving under it going backwards and not going forwards. All my emotions turned dark and I felt as if death was as worse as it got. Then a voice told me once I have gone backwards I can never go forwards. |
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