Life's Dream Accounts

I was in a city that reminded me of the Final Fantasy VIII Ether City or that futuristic city, I-forget-the-name of except the buildings were a lot taller and the city was HUGE. I was in a car when I went 'on call' it was like I was James bond or something because I had a 'mission' but it was unclear to me what it was within the dream. I ended up stopping at a 5-star hotel room waiting for a response from a mission caster within the dream. I was also having hot steamy thoughts in the dream that were sex related. I stopped at the counter were I was to get a room, the lady says it was 500 dollars a night, 500 dollars?! In my dream they wanted my social and all this crap I wasn't just going to hand over to them so I ended up feeling depressed at the end of the dream because I had a girl with me.
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Money dreams are a trap. I need to invent something were currency is run by intuition or clarity, and me being the dreamer should know that I have control. Anyways I think I was trying to get laid in the dream by a really hot korean/japanese girl. She was really cute. This dream kind of excites me for future dreams.

I was riding my bike home from school like I used to as a freshman in college, then I noticed the there weren't any sidewalks and everywhere I was riding my bike seemed to be more for cars. When I peddled I noticed the side of the road on the sidewalk was deformed and there was construction being done on the sidewalk, new freshly paved. I was afraid to fall off the bike because below me was uneven area, I fell.

I awoke and I was in a place of light and dark. There was a door between me, the dream world I was in, and the place of light and dark that I was now in. The two year old version of me runs out into the world where they had paved the sidewalk and I tried to grab myself, but the door was only cracked open and wouldn't budge anymore. I then awoke as the two-year-old me stepped into the pavement, I grabbed her, and took her back into the world of light and dark, to the veil where she belonged.

I had to record this three times already on here because I get booted off.

I was in my old neighborhood, I noticed some of the few details from my memory of how it used to be, then I noticed that I was hovering around the neighborhood like I was on a hovercraft. I get excited and move out towards the main section of the street. I noticed that there was hardly any traffic along the way and wonder. From a distance I see this open ocean bridge with an incoming thunderstorm. People start running. I hear a roar. It was Godzilla

Instead of fighting gamera, godzilla decides to start destroying mega corporate business, that was his goal.

Then all of a sudden its like I am in a movie theater, I am in one. Watching these movie unreel, eating popcorn next to familiar guests. The light goes off, people start booing and leave. I walk outside the movie theater with a friend and it is raining and storming, I hear a roar.

This dream makes me wonder if it is possible to use dream signs to zoom out into a completely different scenarios using basic earth elements like water, or the thunderstorm in the beginning of the dream that was in both segments.

Suddenly I was waiting for a train car to arrive on the railing system in a dream world. I looked around and saw people walking about as they did in waking life in similar places. I noticed that there were several tracks leading in different directions in which all the directions seemed to venture out into a similar distance, almost as if they shared the same track but split, if that makes any sense.

This kind of reminds me of my life right now, and how I hold a belief that I have many options or ways to outlook my own life, through meaning and understanding or disdain. I like the first two over the last, except, sometimes I get caught up in my own feelings and I feel like I can fall into an empty void of eternal darkness, and that's just scary, but as time ticks on I am learning to rid myself of fear and old beliefs so I can become one again. Oh, and have better dreams because I have been through quite the dry spell lately.

It has been a while...mostly due to that my dreams have been bland, until recently. I have more time now to work on lucidity too

Had a dream that I was trying to find the world of Harry potter or the world of witchcraft and wizardry. I was standing on what seemed to be a ledge on a castle top as I waved down at three characters who had to be Ron, Hermione, and Harry of course. I waved at them but something seemed off, the kind of just drifted as the stood there and I could see slight facial movement of smiles but my eyesight seemed off. I then jumped down from the castle ledge to greet them but ended up flying on a broom stick across a quidditch field, before the quidditch field view of each of the house bleachers/stadium seating I remember seeing a couple characters gathering some equipment from a car parking lot near a grocery store and their outfits were not fitting for what I would call wizardry. One of the guys I saw was wearing bright orange and it was really ugly. I took a quick glance shrugged it off and then flew over a horizon of buildings both magical and muggle. Never found out why Harry, Ron, and Hermione were just standing there outside of Hogwarts in a circle just staring at each other.

I then woke up to a voice that sounded mad at me, I was still slightly dreaming. The dream voice was mad because I had a decent dream that I could remember and this dream antagonist hates it when I have dream worth-while which is hardly ever. He carried on by calling me a fake emo by staring me eye to eye and then I woke up completely. It could have been peeves or some poltergeist, just saying...

edit: Also before I woke up all the way. I had some dream flashes, one of them there was a green flash, like the one Harry potter would describe...and then after the flash I remember seeing Donald Duck scream and runaway. Could there have been a slight notion of a Harry Potter, Kingdom Hearts, Disney Crossover, because that would be freaking awesome if I could dream about that.

Okay, starting to record my dreams online again. I haven't had a lot of memorable dreams recently but here it goes...

My dream starts out where I am at the beach with a couple recognizable family members, except instead of having their current appearances they look as though they came out of the past from like more than a few years ago.

My cousin who is nearly a young adult in waking life was his four-year-old self. He was wearing a pair dark-mid blue swimming trunks that either had prints of seagulls or palm trees but I could not tell which it looked like both designs. A couple older relatives were there with my cousin and as we sat and waked around the beach enjoying the elements of a beach like setting, I couldn't help but notice that this beach I was at seemed to have a limit to what was happening around me.

Just like when you look at a snow-globe as child, you see the element of the setting within the snow globe but then it is all limited within that space and too a kid that is boring.

So when I realize this my cousin runs off into a distance, he then leaves with his mother in a car without me that then proceeds with me realizing that they just left, but then I am overjoyed because I can start to play with my settings as I felt they were just distractions within the dream.

I am not lucid but ideas start to pop up into my head, and the settings start to change. I was on the beach which lead up to a boardwalk. I walked past the boardwalk into a car lot, there was nothing really scenic in-between the board walk or car lot. I then start to realize people within the dream are panicking about something, but I have no clue what it is. I look around and see nothing to panic about. I look down and realize I am instantly hold a Suri child then I realized it looked just like her around age 1. I then noticed that was why people were screaming and panicking, they were actually excited that it was possibly Suri cruise. To me in my dream it was an adopted child I had to take care if instantly that second and I started to get anxiety with what to do because people didn't want me to leave with this Suri Cruise child. I noticed then that when I tried to get in my car and leave with the baby in my hands while per-cautiously putting her into a child safety seat, I freaked out. By the time I got to a car it was gone, I opened a car door only for it later to disappear...and then the cars started to run out in the parking lot. I felt stuck, trapped, and cornered just like I did in the beginning of the dream with the snow-globe like perceptive of my surroundings which made me think in the end if the dream " I really am stuck in a finite globe..." as I stood there and all my surroundings disappeared...END

Called the dream Suri Cruise and Throwback Tides because of the obvious Suri character and then 'Throwback Tides' is the idea that the people in my life where themselves from the past which is how the word throwback makes sense as well as the idea we were on a beach setting with tides or ocean currents.

I think I had this dream due to how disgusting one of my mom's friend's house is, and I had gone there recently. I mean it is pretty bad. I would describe it if it didn't make me gag but I will end of sort of describing it because of this dream I had last night.

Anyways, The dream started out where I was at a Seaworld exhibit but to me it looked like someone had a pool in there backyard and was keeping sea animals there. Anyways I have had this come up in dreams A LOT from as far back as childhood around age 6 or so. Scenario; I'm supposed to be at a sea life exhibit and it turns out to look more like someone's backyard exhibit.

The dream morphs into an event that was supposed to have happened but never did since my family is fairly clean. I was with my family and I was insulted by the chaotic mess they left all over the house. It was a wreck. I went into the bathroom to take a shower and it was filthy, just not nearly as bad as the shitty public bathroom dreams (literally). There were diapers left in the trash. I was impaled by the smell and was yelling out for someone to clean up their children's mess, but everyone was zoned out and walking around like there wasn't anything to clean. I finally just gave up trying to get them to help me clean and thought "fine, if you like living in a mess then you live in it but I'm leaving" and then I woke up.

I probably had a dream about this because I recently got out of a situation where I was enslaved to clean up after a filthy man due to his poor disgusting habits that he was bred in and still his mom cleans up after him. Hated my life then, glad its over.

EPIC dream last night.

It started out where I was walking around this huge monument building. There were corridors and long outside hallways with pillar structures. It kind of reminded me of European structures from my trip to France back in 1999 except way bigger. I was walking around when I found my 'party' which was basically like grouping up with someone on a friends list on a mmorpg, except me and this person seemed to know each other for quite some time. We walked around jumping over these pillars when the 'dark force' in the dream attacked.

Everything was on fire and I was helplessly trying to "rescue my classmates from this secondary school" this is what I said. So the monument was like Hogwarts. There was a gauge on my display screen. It was like sword arts online. You are in the MMO but can still see people's Health points. The gauge was showing how many people where in peril and who I needed to save first so that there life was saved just in time for them to survive. We retreated and rescued those who we could. Then when I looked around I realized there was this huge world I was in that was like Final Fantasy XIII, Open world and I could see all the fiends, monsters outside of the castles I just retreated from. The dream ended when I suddenly realized I was 'trapped' and saw myself being caged, which is more ironic than anything but I did see my hands stick outside of a human cage.

Then my dream changed to where I was watching families from video games and anime, and the epilogue of these games/anime specifically. What I was looking at was their life after epic boss battles, their babies, basically there life with kids as we live. It was somewhat fluffy and then I woke up feeling awkward.

If anyone was wondering: I saw things like we would if we were to dream in anime or computer graphics. It was very strange since I can't normally do this.

I had this dream about four years ago but had to share it because it reminded me of how unique my dreams can be sometimes. I pulled this off of ld4all on my account since I have the same username and all, but I don't go there as often to record dreams. So here it is, typos and all.
3/09/10
My dreams from last night :
Titled: A faraway enchantment

From the start of the dream I was running away with a girl who was similar to Cinderella . I wasn't actually there but it seemed I was viewing her actions as a ghost or spirit but not specific. She was running away from her godparents/evil step mother and sisters because they were treating her badly and blaming every circumstance or misplaced object on her part. There was a scene were the girl went dashing under a long dinner table and was pulling the cloth down with her as she went along the bottom. She made such a noise that a group of people came down from a long corridor in this huge house in which the dining table was. Then there was a scene where her parents/godparents were standing by one guy who was missing his pocket watch and kept asking who took it. I thought it was my fault even though I wasn't there and jumped out of the house, yes, out of the house, kind of like I was jumping into another dimension. outside the house I was climbing up a tree, furthering my adventure "as fast as possible" as I claimed because I was getting away from something of which has not been revealed to me but to me was more like a burden of blame and consequence. The tree, to my surprise spoke. It said "climb up my vines and and situate yourself so you can see the sky from above, it is going to be a bumpy ride." The tree was very exact as it spoke as i climbed it lifted me up to the very top and I then saw the sky from above. It seemed to me that I've seen this landscape from previous dreams. I can describe the scenery as: Thick trees so thick you can't see the forest ground, it was lush, and prehistoric looking like in the movie Jurassic park. I remember sitting on the tree's top and saying something like "this is it" and falling down towards a huge Disney like castle. When I landed a prince pointed towards a tower which flashed red. he said to me, while pointing at the tower "that is it."
and then he told me I needed to leave and included that I was in evil witch, and that meant to me that i didn't belong. He tried to throw me into a magical gate that was like a parallel universe with a magic shield.But i did not want to leave. I ran off and as I ran off he said "you have to leave!" I told him I had one more thing left to do, and then a godmother's message repeated in my head "as the clock strikes twelve you are to know" or something along the lines of that and as I heard the clock strike things appeared to me strangely. The dream quickly as it was being folded into my mind and in this ending sequence The godfather was sitting by a table in which a spread lay out, kind of like tarot cards, the cards had Disney characters on them, one of them that stood out to me was one of Donald ducks nephews. The godfather then told me what the spread meant as the Disney song "as you wish upon a star" played. He told me that I either do or I don't believe in magic. As I woke up i already knew that I had a belief in magic in RL, and then the cards became different, and instead of there being Disney characters there was a display of child psychological disorders each being labeled as non significant, and then I woke up...

My next dream after going back to sleep had to do with a very wealthy daughter and her father. They were actually high in the monarchy, and they also had a kingdom. But the father wasn't sure what to do with his daughter. The father mentioned that his daughter was coming of age and wasn't doing what was expected of her. He sent her away to a boarding school for the needy. At this poor boarding school she found the lover of her life...but then I woke up the dream ending in were they first met, the dining table at the boarding school for the needy.

Before I decided to wake up for good this morning I had a strange experience where I had a vivid dream that happened right after I closed my eyes for a couple minutes after being wide awake. It lasted about a minute but it was so vivid.

Apparently I was in japan, people all around me where dressed in white uniforms, with blue leggings or skirts. It kind of reminded me of school uniforms. There where three buildings in a row, huge and wide buildings that looked like chapels mixed with some school layouts. I was walking with a friend who spoke Japanese but she understood what I was saying, I was asking where I was supposed to go for a certain thing I really don't remember what I was asking but she understood and pointed to the middle building among three different ones. This kind of made sense since the building was the second building from left to right and right to left. It had the roman numeral two in big bold letters in front of the school. People where standing around chatting amongst themselves, it was strange. I could see the source of light from the dream, I couldn't see people's faces but that is common. There were people sitting on benches among this board walk, with schools in the back of the board walk, and green grassy fields. That was pretty much it though.

So today I was feeling kind of transparent, so I took a REALLY long nap and had a really long crazy dream.

I woke up in my room, and for a minute flipped the switch in my head that I was dreaming. I saw my dream self-shift up from my waking body and settle into the dream scenario and within this amount of time I went from aware I was dreaming to red alert. It was very strange. I totally changed.

I got up, looked around for a bit, it was dim in my room and I could make up lumps of random stuff in the room. When I got up my body didn’t get up with me, it was like I was too ‘sore’ to get up so instead of my physical body within the dream walking around only my vision moved around as if I was watching someone and not actually playing a part in the dream. I was aware of this and didn’t like the idea that I was being shut-off.

As I tried to get up I tried and it was almost like gravity was too heavy and pulled me down to the ground.
Then a different scenario popped up. The slumlord was home and he was complaining on the phone to someone about a pirating incident and that there might be some sort of tracking device in the neighborhood. I kind of said “okay…” to myself like it wasn’t weird but it was.

I couldn’t find my mom anywhere. In waking life she was still at work but in the dream the slumlord said she was missing and didn’t seem to give a damn, he was too worried about there being ways to find more ‘movies for free’ and continued to walk around the house in a frenzy, it was really annoying.

I looked sat down on the couch and realized there was a movie with my dogs in it playing except it as like someone edited the video footage and put their creativity into producing a movie about my dogs, which is ironic because in waking life my baby coco died from a bladder stone and this footage was kind of like a gift from my subconscious about remembrance as it reminded me of family home videos I used to watch a lot when I was younger, except it was staring my dogs. I remember in the video one of my dogs was barking at something and then for some odd reason there was pixie dust remnants around the dog, which was one of the edits.


So I got up and checked my phone and realized that all my contacts where replaced with strange names or unrecognizable characters. One of my contacts that I needed, my mom, was listed under some strange name that I can’t remember. I tried calling the number then realized that I got a text from the number when calling, it said something like “I’m over at…..house, not coming back EVER” I took this as if the person, my mom, was serious. I closed my phone while staring at some bizarre photos that reminded me of porn but all blurred out and thought how they could on my phone, apparently one of my unknown contacts was sending me perverted crap. (I have a flip phone that is definitely not 4g or photo compatible) I then went around the room wondering what to do. My imaginary friend in the dream who is also a spirit ghost asked me what I was going to do about this as if there was a reasonable answer. I just shrugged and then I heard some strange noises outside my window. I looked out the window and saw a car pass, nothing unusual. I then saw my imaginary ghost friend pull out an ipad device and show me something strange on the United States map on a very strange map? I then asked “what is that, I app where they tell you about zombie outbreaks?” I said jokingly and then I woke up while still annoyed that the slumlord was truly deserving of his name.

Is was in the air, I wasn't on a flying vehicle as it didn't seem like that but it did seem like I was slowly drifting down from the sky like Mary Poppins without the umbrella of course. I felt light headed and sick from being in the air. I took a look at my surroundings and saw that there I was descending own to a castle, that reminded of something from Final Fantasy. I saw Rikku, from FFX down on this bridge, she was dressed in here x-2 attire, had seen me and started to shift around the bridge she was on, it was almost like she recognized me from somewhere or I knew her. I then said "Hey! Rikku!" and woke up.

I was in a warehouse and then I realize that everything in this warehouse belongs to me. It had racks of baby clothes from planned children, mementos of marriages, and keepsake boxes for all my children plus my own, and boxes of random stuff. This place was towered with all these different things. I don't really have children in real life so maybe this was telling me something. Then, my family walks in except its them from like 15 years ago, when I was about five years old. They were telling me what they wanted and such, but I told them I couldnt just make things magically happen and I couldnt afford their tastes. They wanted expensive things, but it just wasn't what I could afford. For some reason I was five years old and saying all of this in the dream.

Then I was in my dream life. I was in my families New york penthouse, or at-least that is what I called it in the dream, and it looked over a utopia of houses, gardens, and lake views. But then I realized as I was standing next to my wife in my dream that the whole place was tilting back and forth, it was like the building we were in was unsupported by an actual structure, like it was floating. END

In my dream it started out like I would any day in my waking life, I wake up, my head may feel light or like I need some refreshing, except in the dream I never feel refreshed I always feel this stiffness of wanting to escape from reality.

I then find myself coming up with a story, it begins that I am stuck in a time before time ever existed, I then think this might be related to dinosaurs and such. So I find myself running away from these dangers, animals, micro organisms, it didn't matter what size they were I was afraid of them all. It didnt want to be in this world anymore, because there were no people, no buildings, nothing built off of human society.

I was scared and alone, then it got weird. I was told by a narrative voice that outside of this world was what I had experienced before (in my waking life) that I shouldn't be afraid of what is untold, lost, and forgotten because it didn't matter.

I was then trying to find food for babies, this had nothing to do with the last dream but it seemed as if the last dream never came to an end, there was no switching between dreams or anything. Anyways, I was having to find baby bottles and figure out which bottle was suitable for the baby, if the milk was spoiled or if the baby needed something else. I was getting frustrated because I was being watched the whole time, and it made me uncomfortable. END

I've decided from now on I will title all of my dreams. I won't color code yet since I haven't really expanded in that in the dream world yet and I am still working on becoming lucid more often than rarely

Discarded Arena

I was in some sort of arena that looked as though it was revamped but just for this dream. It was similar to a circus arena except instead of there being a large circular opening in the middle with seating all the way up the sides there was a circular middle still, but seating around the circle, like at a camp ground near a camp fire or something. With short notice I knew what was happening and to my surprise there was supposed to be some battle between people and their superhero appearance. This one guy had was dressed up in all blue and people were cheering at him, I thought he was kind of lame looking. He then called over to me and told me he would give me one free game. I suddenly agreed to this and asked him, "wait, what kind of game?" We were aside the arena when he told me they were vintage video games from the 90's. All of them looked to be nintendo 64 games because of the way the cartridges looked except the game titles themselves were exclusive to the nintendo, the first console. The titles included super mario brothers 3, and the other ones were ones I never heard of before that included super mario brothers return of castle crashers and some included beast taming and such. I of course choose to pick the ones I never heard of before, but then get distracted by a conversation of glowing appearance to the side of me. The all of the sudden its like I'm in elementary school again. I'm running with people I used to recognize from elementary school from real life out of the arena (we ran like we did to lunch XD). I asked what was happening but somebody finally said they were closing "it", it which would be the arena. It seemed as if the place was never real to begin with and I start thinking about my fake journey through dreams which is actually me trying to remember from waking life that I wanted to have a journey lucid dreaming but I failed, yet again. While I am thinking, I am running in slow motion towards this iron gate still. It seemed as if though I was running for the life of me but getting no where with all the effort I was putting into my running. The gated area reminded me of the entrance and exit of a amusement park. It wasn't amusing to me at all though and reminded me of prison. I was then thinking I hope the fence doesn't close yet, then it did, right after the last person escaped. I never once thought "Maybe I closed the gate?" since it was on command to my thoughts. Nope, instead I decided to climb the gate and escape. END

Ritual Coffee Shop

The next dream I had just bought a coffee shop and had some co-workers or dream friends to work at this coffee shop for me. I was unloading some very strange Halloween decorations from the trunk which included a couple of giant eyes pasted to a candle stick holder, a pumkin head, and some other strange things. I was on my way to decorating this coffee shop when it was then revealed to me why the coffee shop was even for sell in the first place. In a movie sequence I was shown that there was some sort of wiccan ceremony held in the coffee shop and that whatever they cast through the ritual meeting killed them. Then I was back near the trunk of the car where a dream character friend was explaining to me this scenario. I told the friend of mine that they were just fooling around with spooky ideas and that it was very creative but very unlikely to have actually happened. I then unloaded to decorations, start walking to the coffee shop when all of the sudden the dream starts playing Halloween like music and ENDS.