I want to find out if my dream means something or nothing.

My age is irrevelant, as I view age as an unnecessary discrimination in some ways. (Just because I'm young doesn't mean anything, besides my knowing less than adults.) Here's some information I think might help, then I'll type out my dream:

I don't have a cellphone. Olivia does. -points to other info- She has my home number recorded in her phone.

My friend (Olivia) had gotten a boyfriend not too long ago, maybe about 3 months? I've felt a little envious.

I've seen older guys that are attractive.

My friends appear in the dream:
Two of them named Olivia and Camille. They are both dear to me and without them I wouldn't be able to survive the horrors of being alone in a school with cliques. (EX: I am odd. I wore a hot pink tiara, purple tights, pinkish red shirt under a Night.Befor.Xmas sweater. Imagine what I looked like when people around me wear Abercrombie, American Eagel, Gucchi, Juicy, and all that expensive crap.)

We are at a fair in my dream. My friends and I are planning to go to the State Fair next wed.

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i really want to know if my dream is important or not... Wether I will ever meet someone in this sort of situation....
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I dreamt a happy dream... But I cried when I woke up, I missed the warmth.

I remember I was walking by myself through a crowded carnival/fair thing, though no one ever bumped into me. As if the world was going past me and I wasn't a part of it. I wasn't feeling anything at this point.

I sat down at a long wooden table with plates on it and a package of gelled fruit appeared in my hand, and I knew what to do... It seemed as if I was at a job at the carnival/fair. I began scooping it on the plate when this older (about 3 or 4 years) blond guy examining my plate quickly and then sitting down next to me and doing the same thing I was doing.

I remember being happy when we started to talk... I read something in front of me, which I'm not sure where it came from, that said something about kissing the person you loved. The man (it just seems right to say he was a man... but he wasn't exactly a 20 year old man) was reading over my shoulder than kissed my shoulder lightly 5 times. I remember this swelling of happiness then turned around to smile at him and he smiled back.

We stood up, this is where the scene completely changes, then everything shifted. At this point I had no memory of the blond guy and I was taking a picture with a whole lot of people, and a friend was holding me up, Olivia I think, because I am short. I almost fell but she caught and lifted me higher. I felt happy and was laughing the whole time. I remember the camera flashing.

The scene came back to blond man, where we were just standing up. I smiled happily at him and he returned it (i don't really remember ANYTHING that I talked to him about), and I was REALLY happy, when I looked back down at the plates. They were gourmet style foods, but mine was less -gourmet- like than the others, which didn't seem to be a big surprise.

I remember feeling a little sheepish and saying to him that I wasn't a very good cook. But he smiled and said something about that it was fine... I remember smiling bigger and feeling that swelling and tackled him into a hug. Then I felt this... this warmth... I loosened my hug to look up at him, sharing the same happy expression. I hugged him tightly again and the warmth spread through mu body. I was so very happy... But I don't remember if we kissed or not... Maybe we did... But maybe we didn't.

My friends came along smiling to, appearing from the carnival background saying its time to go. I wasn't upset about leaving the blond, but I remember letting go of him to walk over to my friends when he asked for my phone number. Olivia gave me her phone and I said sure. He dissapeared and I was on the phone with him.

I said something about calling him back because I don't know my home number, which I was going to give him, and he said it was fine. I hung up feeling very happy and started walking with my friends with the phone in my hands. I looked at them and said, "Guys, I think I found myself a boyfriend." and they both were happy for me and saying, "Really? Omygawd! Really?" Then I woke up... Crying because I missed the warmth and the feeling the guy gave me of being loved. Throughout that whole last scene, we were walking through the carnival/fair....

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Think you can help me decide what this means? Please?