I had this dream awhile back (earlier this year), but I've always been curious as to what it meant cause I've never had this kinda dream before.
I was in some large, public building with family and relatives. It was a dull, browny colour. Then I went into a separate room and sat down on a small, rusty looking chair by myself. I was very calm. Then outta nowhere I had a sudden, great urge to remove all my limbs. So I took a saw and slowly started sawing at my calves (close to my ankle). I didn't completely saw off my feet, but instead, I sawed around my bone. So it was flesh then like 3 inches of bone then my foot.
At this point, I was still completely calm and felt no pain and there was no bloody mess. I then continued onto my left hand (I'm right handed). I completely chopped it off with ease. Then I wanted to do the same with my right hand. I looked at it blankly and thought to myself "Hmm... I really wanna cut it off... but I dun have my left hand to saw it off... Wonder if I can hold the saw with my teeth..." I didn't think about it much after that, and just shrugged the problem off then stood up somehow.
Then the scene changed, I was outside of the building. It was like a large mall complex. The sky was blue with a few clouds. I was walking along a footpath like bridge (made just for people) with somebody - I can't remember. That person was walking ahead of me. Anyway, I had crutches and was limping quite badly. I remember thinking to myself how I was even supporting myself upright - cause my feet were like pivoting around my bone. My nerves were totally gone, so there was no way I could control my feet. Again, I brushed off the problem and then took notice of the people around me. It was quite crowded. They were all giving me weird looks - not of horror but of disgust. Like I was crazy or something. I remember thinking "What? What are you looking at? I just felt like it, ok?"
The person in front of me slowed down and looked back at me, then told me to not mind the people and just continue walking. So I did.
Info about me: I love to draw - it's basically the only thing I'm really good at. I would never, ever live it down if something were to happen to my right hand. I've never self mutilated. I hate pain, can't stand it. I'm pretty self conscious and love to look my best in public but in the end I dun give a sh!t if people think badly of me.
Please help interpret this for me. D;
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