oke this is the story i know it sounds mean
but i had this dream that realy scarred me a friend of mine thougth it migth had to do whit my fears

how can fear efect dreaming
ill explain my last 2 dreams

oke this is my first dream this one scared me the most

i am going to a consert im not myself i know that much cause i know the ppl ofthat band
i see one of my best friends who is in the band at the doors i go to him he looks tired and beaten
i ask him what is wrong whit you are you tired
he says no i am not tired just a bit down
i ask him ifhe wants to tell him whats wong
he tels me this strange story about tarzan and jane what i cant completeley remember unfortiunatly
he goes in by the back stage enterance and i go in trogh the visitors door
i sit down next to a girl i never seeen before but whioo ever i am seems to know this girl she strats talking about beeing exitet to be there and sudenly my friend comes in to the sideclub
holding a bottle of pills
i tell the girl if he takes more tahn 3 we knock it out of his hands
he takes 9 ore 10 pils and we stand up
after that we take the pils out of his ghand he hits the floor not breathing not moving
the girl tels me to get some one from the band ore the crew i run to the back stage entereanse ans i get my fiance and my self who i treuly am if you get what i mean well call her to make it notthat comfusing her and she .
She sits down next to my friend and starts givving cpr
he trows up what ever he had taken and starts breathinh again my fiance gets the phone from the girl and calls an ambulanse if my friend is taken away my fiance sudedenly gets hit by somthign and fals on the floor himself apearing to be dead my treu self starts to panic and scream things i cant understand she seems very very destrougth after that moment i woke up


my second dream i was runnig vleeing from some thing i only cant remember what acording to this site running from somthing means loss

and considering i am afraid off loss maybe my dreams are relatet to my fear of loss