Ok posted some of this in the newbie thread but have been told to post here. I dreamt last night and it really bothered me. More detail as i read the suggestion at the beginning.

Im walking down the road talking to the man i have been seeing on my mobile, its late and dark and although im not saying it we both know im going to commit suicide. Im pregnant in my dream but for some reason we cant have the baby and I was saying sorry to him because i wanted to keep the baby and the only way i could was to commit suicide, my logic was to go with it. and he was talking to me but the line wasnt great and i could see him in my dream and he was crying and he said love you but i didnt catch it the first time remember thinking that i had misheard him. He was so upset and i was shocked at him saying love you and being so upset. I dont remember anything else just feeling like my heart was going to break for what i was doing to him and me.

This dream shocked me and upset me in reality the guy is restrained and hard to figure and im not suicidal in the slightest. Help anyone ??? would love to make sense of this dream x