Thread: please help...........please (may be lenghty but please try to help me, it would mean alot to me)

Last night I had a dream (well more than one but one that I remember in such detail that it can't be ignored). This was an epic dream, one of many that I have, but this one was special, just like another I once had and that started my epic dreaming. Now in this dream (I'm just giving the rough overview, If you want the whole thing that you can just ask and I will provide), but in this dream, there was this lady. She would choose one person and give them everything they wanted, then when they were REALLY happy, she would take EVERYTHING away, even the things that you had before. She chose me. At first I really didn't notice a change but after a while, she came along. It is a girl I know in real life and she is very special to me, she just doesn't really know. Now, the lady had me going out with her, I am a very loyal and devoted person in relationships, but in this one I took it up 3 more notches. I was always there for her and we were very loving toward each other. Nothing could seperate us and we really loved each other. Now in one part I was at a costume party and I was dressed as a clown and I was with a friend (I had no idea who the guy was but he was dressed as a clown to). We left out of a stores stock room (the dream really amost always took place in a mall, big one too). We say a Mexican guy working and asked him how to get out and he pointed the way. so we walked a tunnel and found ourselves outside and it was nighttime and there was a ballon contraption other people dressed up as clowns were on the skies, like the ones on helicopters. So I got on it and I really didn't trust my balloon so I asked the one woman that worked on the landing pad for a new one and she pointed out one that was full of 'super helium'. so I went over to it and wind picked up and was blowing away the balloon but it was tied to the ski. I knew I would be left behind if I didn't get it, so I really tried and got the balloon. So I looked off the edge and I saw a city, beautifully light city, busling with life. "Take off time" the woman said and the rig started to move. After we got off of the pad, the city just in an instant, the lights went of and the ski disappeared and the balloons poped. We all plumited, only to see the darkness we fell into (what was wierd was that I could FEEL the wind in my hair and the the rush of air on my face, thats how real this dream was). Then I saw I had the balloon handle in my hand and a light coming at the end of the plumit. The light was a post in an amazingly beautiful park with cherry blossoms and a winding road in it with little hills and benchs no one sits on. I thought I would hit the bottom and well you know, but just in the nick of time the handle inflated (how dont know because it had no sides). Then I started flying very fast, wind still in my hair, and I was wairing the cloths I am now, and I JUST realized this after a day of mulling this dream over. But I flew all over and then I was on a flying horse, no wings but just a horse. We flew and had the most fun in my life and I was happy. I also saw a buddy go flying on a tow horse drawn carrage having the time of his life. So we landed and the horse and everyone else was gone, just me in the park now. Then, the lady appeared, I knew what she was after. I told her, "Take everything I have and will ever have.....just please....don't take her away from me.....im begging you." in the most...I don't even know how to describe it but all she said was, "Maybe". So she left. After more events that I'm not going to get into detail about, but like I said if you do just ask. So lo and behold she did take everything away from me exept the cloths on my back.....and her. She was still with me, loving and caring, more than ever before. I didn't care that I didn't have anything, I just had her and that was all I needed.

I don't think i really need to mention EVERY little detail, but you get the idea of how I felt about her. After this dream, I don't look at her the same way, I see her eveyday. This dream really changed me, just like all the others like it. My dreams are really deep and if you ever want to hear about others I've had, like I said, just ask. But yea, I now look at her like I did in my dream.

Thank you for your time, oh and just to say, im not emo
but thank you for any support.