Thread: Dream about being raped(?)

I had this dream where I was being shipped off to a week long retreat of some kind. We weren't allowed to take ANYTHING, and we were going to be searched to make sure. Of course, I tried to sneak things in. I managed to sneak in condoms and a bag of rice by stuffing in my bra, a place I was sure they wouldn't look. They did not search there, and so I got away with sneaking them in.

The first night at this place we (myself and a group of other people) were shuffled into a cafeteria type place, where a group of boys were already hanging out. As I passed them, I looked at one and instantly recognized him as my ex-boyfriend's best friend, someone I had always found attractive. Since I was single now, I giggled a bit and waved. He didn't seem to recognize me at first, but when he did he left his group and stopped me from walking any further. I was flattered and a bit nervous, thinking he liked me.

"Hey Emma." He said, grabbing onto my arm...I laughed and let him lead me outside into a field.

"My general told me you stole from me." (In this dream he was in the army, though in real life he's attending university) I wasn't scared at this point in the dream, so I went along it and denied it.

"He said you did, and now I'll teach you a lesson." He led me across the field to a place on the other side obstructed by tall grass. It was late at night, but I wasn't cold. I was totally under the impression was just joking around.

He laid me on my back and proceeded to try and have sex with me, kissing me and whatnot. I figured in my mind that since I was attracted to him, I might as well. I remembered the condoms in my bra and gave him one.

After a few minutes of having sex with him (Which in the dream was VERY painful... I'm not a virgin in real life, but I must have been in the dream), I told him to stop. He did, but he was really angry. I asked to see the condom, and he said he didn't know where he put it (????). I started to cry and ran back to where my group was staying. It was some kind of dorm now. I found an older girl who went to my school last year and asked her for help. She went to a nurse type person who gave me a pill (it must have been the emergency contraception?). Afterwards I felt a bit better, and after this the dream ends.

In real life I haven't seen this guy for about a year. He and I got along fine, but my ex tells me he didn't like me at all. Which isn't really an issue for me. I am in my senior year in high school, and am 17. The boy is 18 now, and my ex is 19. We broke up about a year ago, though we still talk on occasion.

At present, I have a thing for a boy at my school, whom I'm having trouble getting to know. I was wondering if this dream has anything to do with the boy at school? The boy at school is sending me some major mixed messages...