It is kind of nice to know I'm not the only lightly twisted one here, even though I'm sure I'm no where near being in your league. Thank you for being your sweetly depraved self ITM.
:P
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It is kind of nice to know I'm not the only lightly twisted one here, even though I'm sure I'm no where near being in your league. Thank you for being your sweetly depraved self ITM.
:P
Anything for you, Sexy. ;)~
Jan 11 06
1-I was in an unfamiliar location, kind of looked suburbish. I noticed how dry and dead the landscape was...and automatically wanted to set it on fire. I went into a house and found some matches, a box of stick matches, and went back outside. The scenery had changed to look like the outdoors at my grandmother's house.
I began starting any and everything on fire. Grass, trees, shrubs, fenceposts, even the dried out and dead cornstalks in a nearby field. I stood there in the midst of the monsterous blaze and laughed like a maniac, then started screaming, "I'M GONNA SET THE WORLD ON FIRE!!!", followed by more lunatic laughter. I then ran down the road throwing lit matches at anything that was combustable.
At one point frogs were fleeing from the ditches, trying to escape the fire. I picked them up and tossed them back into the flames, irritated that they would try to defy me by escaping death? lol.
2- I was on a big back deck with a bunch of family members. A picturesque river ran along side the property. I happened to glance far down the river. Saw a little red fox lapping up water from the river. I tried to point it out to everyone but no one else could seem to see it. I gave up trying to show them and was content to watch the fox trot along the river.
After a while, the fox leapt onto the river and crossed it, walked on top of the water. I tried to point it out to everyone again but no one was able to see it. At this point I began to seriously wonder if I was insane and hallucinating. The fox moved towards the deck that we were all sitting on, and again I tried to convince everyone it was there. No one could see it. I was left wondering if they were just saying they didnt see it to mess with me...or if I was going crazy...er?
3-Just recall a fragment or two of being dressed up like cat woman.
((perhaps i should lay off the late late nite im convos for a while. :embarrassed: ))
rofl. Nooo, it's my turn tonight :PQuote:
Originally posted by Vex Kitten
perhaps i should lay off the late late nite im convos for a while. :embarrassed: ))
And we like latex, right guys?
hahaha, you are very welcome! :P I didn't think it would affect you so much :PQuote:
2- Dreamed I was dressed up in a cat outfit. Have no clue why. But I was going about my daily business dressed in the skimpy costume.
(thanks alot Zeek...hahahaha )
3-Just recall a fragment or two of being dressed up like cat woman.
((perhaps i should lay off the late late nite im convos for a while. )) [/b]
anyway to put other people's inquiring minds. She is talking about Anime.
http://www.advancedanime.com/pictures/nekopshot.jpg
:P Latex? Guys dont usually like to use latex...
http://img57.imageshack.us/img57/6831/nekopshot5hc.jpg
Sorry for the dreams Vex haha,
Zeek
lmao...you make it sound like yall are taking turns or something.Quote:
Originally posted by Placebo
rofl. Nooo, it's my turn tonight :P
And we like latex, right guys?
Well...if you want some...come get some.
And don't forget the duct tape. hehehe
roflQuote:
Sorry for the dreams Vex haha,
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You are not sorry. If you were you wouldn't have posted that picture here. hahaha
I didn't expect it to affect me like that either. lol. But yes...in one of the dreams I was dressed similar to that pic.
lol...Zeek, I can't believe you posted that.
Shhhh! Everyone quiet! I got this insane emotion to attempt a VILD! (visually induced) ...Quote:
lmao...you make it sound like yall are taking turns or something.
Well...if you want some...come get some.
And don't forget the duct tape. hehehe
But yes...in one of the dreams I was dressed similar to that pic. [/b]
*Hypnotist sound effects in background*
You picture a women in a cat costume, you are carrying duct tape...
Hahaha :P
^_^ Bye VexKitty
--Zeek
*eyetwitch* *eyetwitch*
People here like really weird posts, or maybe they just want some, I'll put my money on that.
Cool dreams though! I wish I could say the same. I love the maniacal laughter and flames.
That was cool, really cool. Why can't I run around burning things? My dreams are usually about boring things, like arcades, corndogs, and really bad space movies. Darnnit. I need a new Dream Generator, mines busted. (Kicks it).
Aww.
Too bad Zek.
The hypnosis thing didn't work. No more catwoman dreams yet.
But if a duct tape carrying catwoman shows up in your dreams...run for your life. Trust me on this. :wink:
Hi Valvo.
I usually had odd dreams.
But moreso lately for the past few months but that's because I've had a lot of turmoil in my life.
That, or my dreams are influenced by the music I listen while sleeping, or the conversations I have with people just before I go to bed.
The 'set the world on fire' dream probably happened because I was listening to a Maralyn Manson song, 1996, that contains a similar line in the opening...'Light a candle for the sinners...set the world on fire'. Must have just stuck in my mind. :roll:
Hope you get your dream generator fixed.
I'd help you if I could.
:wink:
Jan 12 06
1- At my grandmother's house trying to clean and cook but there was no water. (she never had running water when we lived with her. we had to go out and draw water from a well and lug two huge pails of it into the house twice a day) I started yelling for someone to get some more water. I didn't see why I had to get it. I wasn't the one who used it up. No one complied so I just tossed the mop into the middle of the floor and shut off the stove. Basically said eff it. Why should I care if no one else does?
Decided to watch tv. No where to sit. This irked me considerably because apparently I was the one supposed to be in charge of or looking after her house and all these leeches were there messing the place up or sitting on their lazy asses watching tv while I slaved away. And to make matters worse, I didn't recognise half of the people there. I stormed into the living room and shoved the tv off of the stand. It fell onto the floor and a fountian of sparks spewed out of it. I turned to my 'guests' and told them to get off their asses and clean or get the fuck out. They all left. Which pleased me tremendously. Gram's house was now leech free.
(not sure if this is a separate dream or a continuation of the first)
Was outside at gram's. The lawn was horrendously unkempt but vibrantly green. Almost flouresent. Anyway, I happened to look up at the sky. A large circle of black cloud was twisting right above. I noticed other people lying on their backs in the grass, they were staring up at the spiralling cloud as if hypnotised. I didn't know wtf was going on but a weight of impending doom was literally thick in the air.
After a while, a god like voice eminated down from the cloud. It was as powerful and as loud as thunder yet gentle somehow. Can't describe it any further...very odd. Anyway, it started sermonizing, in a biblical type manner. Using thees and thous, etc. Everyone else had fallen to their knees or were lying on their backs and I just stood there stupidly listening to the big black swirly talking cloud. (hehehe I am easily amused afterall)
At some point the voice focused on me, but I can't remember what it said to me. Lightning came down and struck all the kneeling and lying and fearing people. They disintegrated into nothing. Everyone was gone except me. I looked around and knew that I was alone. An indescribably vast feeling of lonliness posessed me then. I looked back to the sky but the talking cloud was gone. The sky was blue again. The grass green. Everything was sooooo quiet. Felt like I was the only creature left in all the universe.
I didn't like the feeling so I started down the road, hoping ot run into someone...anyone else. Don't think I ever found anyone, though I'd occasionally have the feeling that I was being watched by someone who was scared to come forward.
Oh, there was a point when I saw a massive black splotch forming in the sky. Thought the cloud was reforming. But as it neared I saw that it was only a great swarm of chattering starlings. I welcomed the sound of them (which normally irritates me) because before that, it was so quiet I feared I might be deaf.
(( :angry: damned distractions here...))
Jan 13 06
1-DREAM # 75
Was working as a cashier at a cornerstore/gas bar that my cousins currently work at. It was damned near close to blizzard conditions outside and I remember being angry that i had to work even though there was a high likelihood that no one would bother driving to the store in such conditions.
My cousin T, was working gas. She came in and told me she didn't want to work outside in the cold and ordered me to switch jobs with her for the day. I told her I there was no way in hell I was going to sit outside in that tiny booth in the middle of a blizzard. She however, argued that she 'outranked' me and ordered me to switch.
I just surrendered rather than argue further. Went outside and froze my butt off in that tiny glass booth. To my surprise a truck pulled in, a ratty looking white truck. Two guys jumped out and went into the store. A while later they came out and left, disappeaered back into the blizzard.
Eventually got cold enough I went inside the store to warm up. My cousin was lying behind the counter in a pool of blood. Still alive but barely. She'd been robbed and stabbed in the neck. I did't seem to care. I was glad that it was her and not me.
***thing abou this...she asked me to come work with her a few days ago. Not saying it's a premonition or anything. This is just a footnote.
2-Another unpostable dream. Title it...the Joshua dream. Excellent one.
Jan 14 06
1-Just recall bits and pieces, since I was being rudely awakened every other hour last night.
Me and some others were trying to cross a clear shallow river. The others jumped from rock to rock and made it. I tried to do the same but each time I stepped onto a rock it wobbled or tipped over. I just moved back to the river bank and tried to figure a different way across.
Somehow ended up on a natural stone bridge that spanned the river. Sat atop it and looked down at the river. People were swimming in it...as well as baby snapping turtles.
At some point I slipped from the rock and was dangling there by my finger tips. No one seemed to notice I was just hanging.
Got to a point where I couldn't hold on anymore..so i let go. Woke up before I hit the river.
2-Felt myself drifting to sleep, actually experienced a couple of seconds of sleep paralysis. Yay?!?
Anyway, lost it and fell asleep. Seemed like only a couple of seconds later I thought i heard someone call me. I sat up right away and looked around the darkened living room. LIstened hard for any sounds. There was nothing but the hum of the computer.
I stood up and walked half way across the living room before I realized that my skin felt tingly...like it was still asleep...or just waking up.
I stood there for a few seconds flexing my fingers and feeling my arms. The sensation was so strange...almost similar to the surreal numb of sleep paralysis. When that realization hit me, it also dawned on me that I was dreaming.
I stepped up into the dining room and moved to the computer. Tried punching a few keys to see if I could operate it but my fingers didn't seem to have any substance to them. They looked real enough to me but felt ghostly at the same time? Hard to explain.
I suddenly heard my bf getting out of bed and moving down the hall way. This frightened me, I didn't want him to see me in that state...whatever state that was. It was almost the same fear as being caught naked?
A second later I woke up on the couch again.
My bf entered the dining room a second after.
Jan 15 06
1- At my grandmother's house again, trying to plant roses in front of the house. Got them all settled in and watered, went inside to tell her I was finished but I couldn't find her. Went back outside to discover that all the roses had withered and the shrubs themselves looked like they had been trampled.
There was one flower left, it wasn't a rose. It looked like a large day lily, except it was blue with darker blue spots in it's center. It was a nice looking plant. Made me feel unbelievably depressed.
I turned to go check on the hickory nut tree that I'd planted. (planted a hickory nut irl back when I was 13 i think-last time I saw the tree that had sprouted, it was taller than me) Found that someone had hacked it in half. Only the twig like trunk was standing there. I felt so...broken? An almost suicidal feeling. Nothing mattered. Everything I touch dies?
Ended up sitting on the front stoop, listening to the birds singing. It was like a massive chorus of a billion different birds singing. I knew some of the birds from their songs. Heard redwinged black birds, starlings, a bluejay, goldfinches, & a bunch more...spent the rest of the dream trying to sort out the different bird songs to keep my mind off of how depressed I was.
2- Was in a hospital...a patient. I needed to escape. I didn't belong there. I sneaked out of my room and roamed the halls. I cringed away from other patients like they had the plague or worse. Didn't want to touch anyone.
Found an elevator and slipped into it. Kept pressing the G button but the elevator would never go to it. The closest it came was the 2nd floor then went back upward again. Whenever it stopped, I'd immediately press the door close button to keep anyone from boarding my elevator.
It never reached the ground floor. Frustrated, I kicked and punched the elevator buttons. Wondered if there was another way to get to G. I happened to turn and noticed there was another door at the back of the elevator. IT was an elevator within an elevator...which fascinated me. Wondered where it went. When it's doors opened I stepped inside.
It was very small. Just big enough for me to feel snug in. I had no control over this elevator. Don't know how it operated, there were no buttons or levers inside of it. Just smooth stainless steelish walls and doors. Marble floor and ceiling. Very sterile looking.
This small elevator stopped frequently and opened its doors on various scenes.
One, I could see a labotomy was taking place. This frightened me, wanted to get out of there before they did the same to me. The docs looked over and saw me but the elevator doors closed quickly....thank heaven.
The doors opened upon another scene, a bunch of sickly looking kids. Looked like they were starved and beaten. They had huge sad eyes that held no light or life in them. The kids milled about the room like zombies. Some of the kids looked at me but seemed to stare straight through me. Really creepy.
There were more scenes but I don't remember them all now.
The final scene the doors opened on was a couple of nurses rolling a bed towards the elevator. Atop the bed was a person in a body bag. This didn't bother me because I knew it would never fit in my elevator. One of the nurses stopped outside the elevator and pressed a button. It hit me then, I have to operate this elevator from the outside. So the next time it stopped, I immediately peeked outside and there was a control panel. I quickly pressed the G button and slipped back inside before the doors closed on me. (almost got crushed by the doors they closed so fast)
Finally...after what felt like hours of being trapped in an elevator, I got to the ground floor. It was empty..which was good. I ran outside and down a steep hill...last I recall is heading to my old apartment on Palace Street.
3- Recall walking along some deserted traintracks. I knew that eventually they would lead me to MY graveyard. (by this I mean the cemetary I used to sneak off to when I needed to be alone) I recall hoping that there would be zombies there. Zombies would would be good because if I saw a zombie or two...I'd know I was dreaming. Then I could finally have a lucid dream.
As I was thinking this...it never dawned on me that I actually was dreaming. I just walked down the traintracks singing some stupid made up nursery rhyme-ish song about - 'zombies mean I'm dreaming'. Hahaha.
At some point I heard a voice say...in a loud whisper...'The rest...is silence...."
I woke up immediatly.
[b][u]January 9th - 15th
Looked over my dreams for the past week and just for the hell of it, tried to find a common thread that ran through all of them.
The only obvious ones I could come up with are:
Death
Water
(in one or another of it's various forms)
there are probably others but I'm too lazy to dig past the surface right now.
:roll:
Jan 16 05
1- In Niagara Falls. Was walking along 15th street from Willow Ave towards Pierce Ave. (towards the house we lived in there, the cockroach and mouse infested house from my teen years) I cut down the alley and came up behind the house. I was just about to open the door when it flung wide open, an arm shot out and grabbed a hold of my hair. I was yanked into the house.
The inside of the house was huge and mansion-like. I was dragged up a flight of stairs and tossed into a darkened room. Someone else grabbed and bound me. Struggled like crazy but ended up with the upper half of my body completely wrapped in duct tape. A tall man stepped into the room and blathered on about his 'master plan', which basicly was to swap me for some stupid old vase.
The entire time I was bound, my mind was overflowing with forms of torment. All I wanted was to get my hands on that self proclaimed evil mastermind to make him suffer.
A guy eventually came with the vase, he looked alot like Aladdin (disney aladdin). He said he'd only offer the vase if I was set free first. So someone cut the duct tape from me and I stood up. Only then did I notice that I was dressed sort of like that chick from Aladdin, his girlfriend. I did think it was odd but the Aladdin guy grabbed me and pulled me away before he tossed the old vase to the evil guy. He missed it and it shattered on the floor. The guy fell to his knees and tried to scoop the pieces up. As he was down, I tried to squrim free of 'Aladdin's' grip to attack the evil vase lusting guy. But 'Aladdin' dragged me away and outside.
The house looked all run down and ratty again.
I was cold. Snow was everywhere. We ended up fleeing in the general direction of the Falls. Used all the little shortcuts I used to take when I was a kid. Cut through the graveyard, behind the elder hospice, past the fire hall...
Don't recall making it to the falls.
2- It was pouring, me and my bf were at a shopping mall that just happened to be closed. We ran for cover under a plastic gazebo-type thing. I got sick of waiting for the rain to stop, I mean I was abolutely pissed that we were standing there for so long. I finally said...'Eff it. I'm going to get the truck. Gimme the keys. I'll drive over and pick you up.'
He tossed me the keys and I ran through the rain towards the truck. It was way the hell out in the farthest reaches of the parking lot. Got in and started it. Began driving towards bf but the steering seemed off somehow. Couldn't keep the truck straight.
At some point the truck had turned into a rickety old bicycle. The handle bars on it were wobbly and I could barely steer it. A small part of me thought...'I thought I was supposed to be in a truck', but the thought drifted off as I tried to keep the bike straight. Didn't feel like wiping out.
Almost got to bf but the bike suddenly fell apart. It lay there in pieces. I tried to put it back together but there were way too many parts. An excess of parts. Actually seemed like the parts of 3 different bikes where lying there.
Some kids happened by. I told them they could keep the parts if they wanted them. Then I just turned and walked down a street. Completely forgot about my bf. Completely didn't care that it was still pouring like a flood of biblical proportions was on it's way. Just walked in the rain.
***dreams came from seemingly no where. Was actually trying to dream of and Island in NewFoundland. No clue whatsoever where the aladdin theme came from.
Yeah, not just any island in newfoundland! THE island!
Screw aladdin. He's lame :P
Hey Placebo...I dreamed of an island last night..but not THE island.
note-headaches have returned with a vengence.
Jan 17 06
Was at an airport, uncomfortable, seemed overly crowded with people. Normally I'd be afraid to fly but this time I was anxious to get out because I felt claustrophobic. Boarded the plane no prob and was off to where ever. Eventually landed at an airport on an island. Went and enjoyed ourselves for a few hours, drank, danced, usual tourist stuff.
Odd thing, was it was a hot and tropical setting but I was dressed in my customary black clothes and black leather jacket. I didnt find my attire to be odd in the dream.
End of the day comes, we have to leave. I go to pay for the return tickets and the lady told me it was impossible to get a flight back that night. I didn't mind too much. Was in no hurry to get home. Reached in my jacket to fetch my wallet but suddenly remembered that my bank card was in my water bottle. Somehow pulled my intact and unwarped bankcard out through the narrow neck of the water bottle. Handed it to the lady at the counter, she took it, dried it then swiped it through.
I'd paid a luxury room for the night and rushed off to check out the accomadations. Got distracted by the beach. Was overcome by an inexplicable and insane need to swim but I didn't have any bathing suit. After a bit I couldn't take it any longer and just stripped down to my underwear and tshirt and dove into the ocean. Felt soooo good. Never wanted to leave.
As I was swimming, a pride of lions stormed onto the beach and began mauling people. I wasn't worried, they seemed to be afraid of water. Knew I was safe as long as I stayed in the ocean.
lol, nice dream, specially the card in the bottle :lol: , you seem to notice alot what you wear in dreams, maybe you should start doing RCs while cheking your outfit, can come in handy ;)
:D
Sortilegio, you are a genius. I don't think I ever would have picked up on that. I'm too busy looking for things outside myself.
Ty...ty...ty.
And I will try that.
No prob ;) just be sure to tipe in any crazy lucid dream you get :) :P
and when he says any crazy... He means murderous clowns running around... not the erotic ones.
:P But those you can PM me hah,
Sincerely,
Zeek
Sortilegio: Will do.
Zeek: May do.
Jan 18 06
Had to take some painkillers to deal with my headache. Fell asleep soon as I hit the pillow. Dreams not even close to what I'd wanted.
1-Trailors & Mansions
Was living in a trailor. Went to lock up the windows and discovered the screens had been popped out and the windows were wide open. Knew someone had been inside. This creeped me out. I put the screens back in and made sure the windows were locked up tight. Triple checked them just to be on the safe side. Headed down the hallway and just happened to hear something move in the hallway closet. I knew someone was hiding inside. This knowledge half terrified me and half enraged me. Fight or flight?
Ended up sneaking from the trailor though a great part of me argued that I should go back and attack. I could claim self defense if I ended up killing him/her. I left despite the murderous urge.
Couldn't find the police. Couldn't find my bf. So I roamed around wondering what to do. Ended up walking up a long driveway. A palacial house was at the end of it. A man was just stepping out of the front door. I instantly knew he was the one who had pried his way into my trailor.
Started bitching at him, basicly, wtf were you doing in my place, I know it was you. He just grinned and told me to prove it. Happened to be a woodpile and a lovely looking axe near where I was. I grabbed the axe and charged. He fled into the house. I started hacking up his door. Used the axe to smash out his windows. All the while I'm demolishing his beautiful house, I was yelling, "How the fuck do you like it? How does it feel to have someone fuck up your place."
After a few minutes of insane smashing and screaming, bf was there dragging me away. He shoved me into his truck and we sped out of there.
2-Yin's (may actually be a continuation of the above dream?)
Me and my bf were standing in line at a Chinese Food restaurant. I was in a severly agitated mood, got tired of waiting and just sneaked in, got a table far in the back away from the main cluster of patrons. Didn't want to be touched or looked at by anyone.
Ordered a wonton soup for myself, a house special for bf. Waited...waited...waited. Finally the food came but I had to wait..wait...wait again for bf to get inside. He finally got in the door, I waved him over. He only waved back then sat with someone else, the snobby, skanky looking woman he seems to like reminissing about. (he'll know who I mean when he reads this...hehe)
Instantly my mind raced with ways to introduce them to agonizingly slow and torturous deaths. I happened to look down at my food and all the psycotic thoughts just dropped off. Alone, I finished my soup then left. Didn't bother glancing his way. Guess I just didn't give a damn anymore. But...I did have the keys to his truck, so I took it and cruised aimlessly around the city. Actually enjoyed driving in a 'borrowed' truck. (irl I hate driving)
***moral of this dream...if you piss me off, make me an offering of wonton soup and I'll put you out my mind instead of putting you on the torture rack????
3-Kakuto?
I was walking through a maze of crumbled corridors. Came to fork. Had an urge to turn right, but ignored that and went left. Walked for a long time, no idea where I was headed. Came across a guy sprawled face down on the floor. I ran over to him and flipped him over. He was covered in blood and what looked like chunks of flesh. I took off my outer shirt and used it to clean the guy off as best I could. He seemed really familiar to me but I couldn't place who he was. He had long silverish hair, a scarred but handsome face. He was clad in blood spattered white armor and was surrounded by broken weapons.
I lifted the guy into my arms and cradled him. I knew he was still alive so whispered into his ear, tried to convince him back to conciousness. After a while he awoke and rolled instantly away from me. He glared at me for a few seconds then asked why I bothered to help him...why I bothered to care.
I responded with a simple...'I don't know.' because I didn't know why I bothered to help or care.
He stared at me as if I was some sort of freak of nature. I became really uncomfortable under his glare and got up to leave. He stood, grabbed my hand and placed a card into it. It was holographic. Words were upon it, and in behind those words was another set of words floating in the background. I could almost read them but even with the slightest movement the holographic words would alter or shift or disappear altogether.
Spent the rest of this dream trying to figure out what the hell was written on that card. Had the feeling that if I figured it out...it would be the answer to all my prayers.
4-Morning Dream
Was happily gnawing away on a chicken thigh. Turned it over and to my gut turning horror it was covered in maggots. I dropped the chicken thigh on the floor and began spitting out my chewed up food. Maggots of all sizes were squirming through the spit out chicken. I could feel them squirming around on my tongue and down between my gums and inner cheek.
I quickly drank some water and used it to wrinse the maggots out of my mouth. I spat the larvae specked water onto the floor and tried to calm myself. But just knowing those things were in my mouth....blah. I was so disgusted that I felt like I was going to faint. My stomach, it suddenly felt like it was stuffed full of maggots, all twitching and writhing. The feeling was horrible, I think I was going to scream but when I opened my mouth I vomitted. Maggots spewed out and splashed out onto the floor. The sight of them made me vomit again. This time some came out through my nose too. I fell to my knees and could do nothing but repeatedly puke. There seemed to be no end the the maggots...thought I was dying. Then realized, 'I'm dead...just didn't know it till now.'
***I despise maggots. I think my loathing of them borders on a phobia. So this one classifies as a nightmare for me. My stomach turns and skin crawls just thinking about that dream. :eek:
Good to know. What the hell does wonton soup taste like anyway?Quote:
***moral of this dream...if you piss me off, make me an offering of wonton soup and I'll put you out my mind instead of putting you on the torture rack????
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