Thread: I NEED HELP FIGHTING MY DEMONS

I have a little bit of a prologue, PLEASE bear with me. I'd like your input:

I can remember some of my nightmares involving Demons from when I was very young (7 or 8) years old. As far back as I can remember Demons have been the only things that have truly frightened me down to my soul. When I say Demons, I mean it in the sense of evil spirits (eg. Satan). I used to be afraid to write the word Satan and take it home with me for fear a Demon would come for me in the night.

Well I'm 20 now and I haven't had one of these dreams in a long time. I used to have them all the time when I was little and I learned how to wake myself up from these dreams. As i've gotten older, the dreams lessened... untill last night. This is what prompted me to join this site and post my dreams.

I had a dream I was in a house, a home. It was someones home. I've never been there in real life but in my dream every detail was very clear. It was dusk and there was a brownish orangy glow throughout the house. I was with my current roomate. I think it was supposed to be her mothers house but ... it wasn't. I was taking pictures of different things with my camera phone. I took a picture of a picture that was mounted on the wall. The picture on the wall was of my roomates niece. When I took a picture a reflection lit up on the glass. It was only for a second and it wasn't a figure but just a white cloud looking object. I closed my camera phone and my heart began pounding because I knew what was going to happen. I felt it and I said to myself "they're here." I sat on the couch with my roomate and I was trying to protect her from the demon(s) that were coming. He was there. Me and my roomate were sitting on the couch and he was between the couch and the window. He had no figure or face, he was just there. I felt his pressence. I yelled, "leave, leave us alone, go away." He didn't respond verbally but I felt him and his mocking laughter he refused to leave and entered my body. I was fighting with him. He left my body but remained between the couch and the window. I knew I had to fight him, I knew this was a dream. Dream or not I had to fight him. I punch at where his energy was coming from. My mouth stayed shut there was no more speech but communication with our "spirits" our energy.

I woke up shortly after that. This morning I woke up physically ill. My stomach felt like pure acid inside. I don't know why, I didn't eat or drink anything abnormal.

Its been so long since I've had one of these dreams I couldn't bring myself out of it. When I was younger, as soon as I realized I was dreaming I would turn my eyes back in my head to the point of pain and it would force me to wake up.

All my dreams involved me trying to make these demons leave and then they'd mock me and enter my body and leave my body again.

The last time I had a dream like this I was at my parents house. It was a year ago last august. I was in my bed taking a nap and the demon came at me again. I don't really remember that dream because what stuck in my mind was when I tried to wake myself. I tried to move but it felt as if my hands and feet were glued to the bed. I tried to scream but my voice wouldn't work. It terrified me. The thought of it still scares me, thats why when I had this dream last night I needed to do something.

If you've read through this whole thing, please, any input, if you think i'm crazy, haunted or just a regular joe... let me know. I just want some input.

Thanks