Thread: A Peek Into The Mind Of Gez

Pumpkin king lucid

I this lucid was after i had woke up and gone back to sleep.

I was in school and was instantly lucid.
I felt a surge of power and for a few seconds just watched everywoene.
It was packed with kids in uniform i even recognised the odd familiar face.
I had the "this is halloween" song from nightmare before christmas stuck in my head and began chanting it running through and against the crowd, i felt like i was some sort of "Halloween king" and decided to try out some of my powers.
Everynow and again i would raise my hand at someoene making them sorta turn into stone with cobwebs on them, i was controlling the crowd like zombies, making them all sing the song and follow me around.
But then things went nasty, i think i like got one verse of the song wrong and the crowd began to turn on me, shouting and shoving.
"Fuck This" i thought to myself and began beating the living shit out of anyone that even looked at me wrong, well i wouldnt call it beating more like running and tackling people down the stairs and falling on them from the top, which in real life woud have hurt me aswell, but since it was a dream i took this to my advantage.

erm...pills and...stuff

I was on a half pebble and half very steep sandy hill beach.
i was in some sort of contest with a few others.
Our first challenge was to find different coloured pills burried in the sand in a short amount of time.
We were wrestling around in the sand grabbing anything we could, trying not to slip down the hill, i collected loads of red pills adn was very pleased with my collection, but only to be told at the end
"these are the wrong ones"
The second challenge involved being harnessd to the side of a cliff and try to stop some witch snapping your rope, i never started that challenge though as i was complaining that my harness was slipping.

Sophisticated Sewing Killer

I was in my house with a familly that wasnt mine but.. they were, and we were trying to stop some killer in all black with a machete and a gas mask covering his face from gettin in, we kept trying to escape through the top floor window and i remember standing on the tiled roof but chickening out and going back inside, i think he got in and killed my "dad and mum"
so it was just me and my "sister" ( looked like buffy's sister)
We managed to calm him down somehow and he turned into antony hopkins in a dull blue jumpsuit , we were both very nervous and didnt trust him atall but then for some reason my sister decided to take him on a tour around the house down stairs (we were upstairs in my parents bedroom) .
After a while of nervous waiting i had a very bad feeling that my sister was dead, i rushed down stairs almost falling over and burst into the utility room it was complely different than normal and lined on the walls and surfaces where numerous manekins and model heads all with fabric patches sewn to there face , oh and the occasional splash of blood...not a good sign.
I turned round to the garage door and there crouched over the mutilated body of my sister, was the killer, sewing fabric pathes to her face with a rusty needle, we were both locked in a deadly stare for what seemsed like years, the corner of his mouth curled into a sinister smile, i darted through the kitchen toppling models as i went i burst through the door into the cool night, the street was bathed in the creepy yellow light of the streetlamps, i tried to run up the driveway to the sanctuary of the busy road ahead.
but it felt like i was wading through water, i heard the killer calmy strutting up the drive,getting into a car and starting the ignition, then suddenly the dream turned into more of an action film and i felt the cool steel of two guns in my hands, without looking i fired at the car behind my back. there was a screeching of rubber and a dull crash, he was dead.


Any tea?

This dream didnt make much sense, or any real meaning exept that i should stock up on more tea.
I was in my room with a couple of freinds just generally chilling, we had snacks n stuff, watching a few films and all that.
Then J turned up pretty unexpected , she looked quite awkward and i was trying to make her relax and startconnversation "you want something to drink? Alcohol?" I said
"erm nah...got anyyyyy..tea?" she replied quietly...
"erm ...yeah , i think , ill have a look"
So i went downstairs looking for some tea but all i could find was some cofee, i dont think she was happy.
Then sometime later on i remember trying to get home and seeing jack from ws who gave me some obscure directions, again i had another case of dream deja vu and thought i had taken this route in another dream, its weird, i swear there must be a seperate "Dream dimension" or somehting

Theme park and bits n bobs oh and some lucid gropping

Vey fragmented by ill try and piece bits together

>At one bit i remember being in a very small park area with a marble gazebo in the center, it was night time and me and the others were chilled to the bone, we were armed with a small digital camera and an obsessive urge to catch these nightmares on film.
I held the camera to my eye and scanned the perimeter, and almost as soon as i did a pale face peeked around the corner of a wall "Look at that LOOK AT THAT" i shouted to the others, they had obviosly seen it to "its, its THEM, we need to get out of here" one of them screamed and proceed to run off.
No way was i missing this , i had real footage of a ghost on my camera, quickly remembering the job at hand i slammed the camcorder back to my eye and panned to the same spot, and there the pale man was standing proudly , but now there was two of them.....what? and they looked exactly the same *FLASH* and now there were about 6 of them, "what the hell " i nervously muttered to myself, the camera dropped from my eye and my jaw widened, now there was about 30 of them in perfect formation marching towards me, i started to stumble back wards and threw my camera at them which of course did nothing, the stumble soon turned into a frantic run , i slammed into the metal gate seperating me from freedom, i grasped the crusty black metal bas and wrang them desperatley frequently looking over my shoulder , there was now a whole army of the dead with all there marble like eyes locked onto me.
Once again i kicked at the gate, i could see what looked like a theymepark in the distance,
the pale army was now seconds away, i took in my last breaths and closed my eyes.
"good job its nearly midnight, they all dissapear at midnight" said a disimbodided voice and with that they all dissapeared with a cheap poof of smoke and the gates screeched open.
OK now here comes a weird bit that i just remembered at one point i was fighting of a alien bug that was trying to eat a midget in a suit and tophat....hmmm.
dont remember how i got there but i was now in a cross between cardiff and a theme park it had nomal shops and stuff but had that "theme park ambience" to it, lots of kids everywhere kept recognising me.
At one point i remember going to pay for something in "boots" and only had 5p on me which was kinda embaressing.
I think i got separated from the group i was with and was in the "cowboy section" of the themepark but it was completely deserted like it was under construction or something, i got lucid but couldnt really be bothered to do anything drastic so just explored and took things in, it was pretty cool here away from the crowds looking at the scenery i would love to explore a deserted themepark in real life.
"hello?" a voice said
I looked up to see a native american girl smiling at me but i wasnt to caring about that i was to busy looking at her butt, it was screeeeeaaaaaming to be touched so i did what any person would do and gropped her... it was a nice ass too.
Later there was somehting about Steven Fry giving me directions back to the main themepark, and when i got there i was....Throwing fake vampire teeth around......

Doom 3 vampires

I was playing a mod for doom three with vampire monster things in.
i remember playing through loads of different levels and at one point fighting them off on a subway train.

Cardiff meeting

I was strolling thourgh cardiff with a burger, and i met with 2 nice looking girls .
after while of talking i looked back and they were all ugly and stuff.

Borat Bungee jumping

Cant remember much of this one exept at one point there was a giant scafold structure which i reluctently climbed up accompanied by Borat who seemed to keep falling off.
After dodging lots of bird poo and rusty nails that seemed to pepper the scafolding i made my way up to the top.
where I was quickly grabbed by a man in a helmet, my feet were tied together and i was pushed off on the end of a bunjee cord it all happened in the click of a finger.
i felt a huge adrenaline rush as the ground raced to meet me , my head slowly tapped the ground and i flew back into the night sky.
I so wanna do that again! i said to my mum later on in the dream "too late" she said "its almost time to wake up"
i took a peek out of the window to see the scafolding teetering dangerously on the back of a pick up truck which chugged into the distance.

Off to morroco

I was in a huge bus filled with people,outside the was a rocky spanish sandscape, sun shining brightly.
The inside of the bus was filled with fun, chattering, people telling jokes and just enjoying themselves.
It felt like a giant school trip and the atmosphere was awesome.
I asked a plump looking teache where we were going "morocco of course" he replied (never been there or seen it in my life)
I think "J'"s sister was there also.

No brakes NO BRAKES

Basicly i was in my mums car in a carpark waiting for her to come back when i "accidently" knocked the hand brake *Crrreak*
Im guessing thats not good.
i tried to keep still as possible, every single move i made the cars wheels squeeled until it finallly lots all grip on the ground and began to slowly but suely slide down the hill, i desperately tried pounding the pedals but nothing happened so i was now trying to steer the car backwards while trying to avoid parked cars, i think in the end i bumped a car which made me come to a halt, and ran off... im such a wimp.

Telescope in the sky

Cant remember alot of this dream exept it consisted of me trecking around the place, nowhere in particular just lots of different familiar dreamlandscapes ,just walking around feeling quite relaxed.
the part i distincly remember was walking around a desert at night, the moon light shone down making the sand seem a deep dark blue, it was slightly cold and the sand felt refreshing under my toes , then out of nowhere a giant telescope parted though the clouds covered in intricate marble patterns , a giant beam of light erupted from the elegant lense creating a giant white spotlight on the ground , without hesitation i leaped into the spot light arms spread eagled i let the warmth and the intense light absorb me and everything went white.

19th Dec

Ghooooost looks like a lady!

Quite a weird dream.
I was a ghost hunter scrounging around my house , so far i had caught all but one of the ghosts that i needed, i searched up and down from side to side but not a sploodge of the paranormal could be found.
Perhaps the ghost could have turned into an inanimate object i thought to myself and with a spontanious thought i flicked off the lights and there on the ground was a suspicious pair of head phones which in the darkness revealed a green floresent glow and jolted slightly, i suddenly had a feeling that the ghost that inhabited this object was angry REAL angry, and was preparing to break free of his plastic earphone prison
i grabbed the head phones at arms length and dropped them into a beaker , ran downstairs to the living room as the beaker began to violently vibrate i placed it infront of the cd player and slammed the play button, A high pitched squel emitted from the speakers and the beaker vibrated even more! until it shattered.
It emitted an explosion of of yellow and white paint that moved in extreme slow motion before it hit me it frooze and turned into a huge bunch of yellow flower buds, mean while the cd player started playing
"dude loooks like a lady!" at full blast.



20th

Touchy Feely!

Cant remember any details exept having some fully clothed huggin n kissin with some cute black haired girl on an unfamilliar bed.

Get your shoes on!!!!

I found this really funny when i woke up.

Me and 2 others were leaning against a wall in a shopping centre, obviosly waiting for someone.
The other two looked very focused and sharp eyed meanwhile i just fiddled whith my shoes, all of a sudden a man Darted past us and the two others began to take chase while i desperately tried putting my shoes back on without much sucess " PUT YOUR SHOES ON!" the bald one shouted "OK Ok !".
I gave up in the end and just wore my shoes like slippers , the two others were still right on the tail of the man and doing some relly complicated parkour moves while i waddled like a pathetic peguin shoelaces trailing behind me....

Wahey

Something about staying over the night with you know who and sister.

Uneasy night, restless, stressfull dreams


Hectic Morning

It was a school morning but it was as if everything was going wrong i woke up with a huge afro on my head and was trying to tame it,my parents were rushing about every where oh and my school unfiform had a huge hole in the middle also there was something about my parents and grandparents cooking some pies?

Suburban invasion

I used to have dreams like this loads when i was younger, trying to stop somewoene getting into the house or preparing for them to come and planning hiding places.
I cant remember who me and someother kid were preparing for, Either some goverment organisation in black cars or some mutant who looked like sloth from the goonies but bigger and evil.
Maybe both!
Either way i was in my backgarden planning escape routes if the worst came to the worst

Alaaarm aak

Somethin involving my ipod alarm going off repeatedly and i kept having to slam the button, come to think of it that could have been real life, not sure.

Aaaaaak i the follwing dream was soooo long and detailed but i woke up and fell back asleep twice during it, unfortunately i didnt have any paper to write anything down so i only remembered fragments and the last part.

Out on the town

Me and Mahus gang were roaming around my dream version of cardiff which blended into my sunny distinctly dream version of Barry.
We were inside a minisupermarket and were trying to steal some food but it was more like a game rather than a crime, everytime the black plump shopkeeper caught us she would just smile and put the food back.
In the end we gave up and a remember a childhood dream sign cropping up.
The scout fair in rommilly park.
We all walked towards the park, we could hear the booming of the megaphone and children laughing but when we got there they had all packed up.

Maze game
,
I was in a deathmatch game in some old fashion dark stony house with lots of small corridors and dark passageways.
i was being pretty sneaky diving into shadowy corners and shooting people in the back, i remember i kept coming across Chris M (the Idiot) and seeing as he had a huge line of people following i was pleading to join his gang, think eventually he gave in and let me, while at the back of the line everyone was plotting against him.

Doctors who's Art Set

I was in the B and Q hardware store with two people who kept switching between my mum and dad and Doctor Who and his new Sidekick.
At the beggining of the dream i remember the Doctor was teaching me and his sidekick how to see invisible crows and how to defeat them , simply by looking at them and making gun sounds.
Later on i remember me ,my mum and my dad bought a very posh looking art set off a huge tall person wrapped in a single cloth.
It consisted of a "thin pen" as they called it lots of different and texture colour paper and some other bits and bobs.
I remember very vividly the words "Gun Child" written on it...
We just payed for it when suddenly a red faced ,fat, blonde ,middle aged and grumpy man swiped it up.
"What are you doing?" i shouted at him
"This is for my little girl, back off!" he said
The arguing went on for ages, i explained that we had purchased it fair and square and we could tell this man infact had no little girl and was just being greedy.
Then suddenly i looked down to the art set...it had gone, i caught wink from the doctor and could see that his assistant had theart set under her shirt.
Smiling i said "Fine...Have it" and walked calmy away.
We all had huge smiles n our faces and as soon as we were out of sight we slammed our shoes togother and from them grew green futureistic skis with jets on the back!!!!
We all ZOOOOMED around the shope dodjing clusters of people, it was EXTREMELY exillarating (sp?)
A while behind i could see the man whos face was now BRIGHT red he shouted after us patheticly.
In the end i just showed off to the crowd, doing power slides and spins.
Pretty awesome.

Teeth falling out

While walking down my stairs my two front teeth plopped into the palm of my hand.
In a blind panic i rose my hands to my mouth and to my releif i felt two new teeth.
I peered into the downstairs mirrot with my mouth gaping and sure enough there were two new (slightly crooked) teeth.

Day off school

Something involving me not going to school i think i "pulled a sicky"

Elbowing Chav

In my old primary school canteen i was taunted by a greasy little chav and was taking the piss out of how he was younger and bigger than me (get it alot in school) i took him completely off guard and elbowed him swiftly in the face twice
I was then congratulated by all of mahus gang.

Teacher dirty look

My female bio teacher came into the bar or party i was in and gave me a friggin sexy look, i so wish i was lucid

B "He says your too old"

I was in the back of a mobile car at night when i got a text from you know whos sister
"Hey Gez im at .......'s house party my freind (some boys name) says your too old for me"
What? i thought to myself?

Yesterday

Hiding
Me and a few others were looking for hiding places in a posh house / Construction site, everyone managed to steal my hiding place so i made a small cove with wooden planks and hid in there, we never met the thing that was chasing us but i think it had a chainsaw or somehting.

YESTERDAY

Got sliiightly lucid and sort off did the task....sorta

Lucid task, Gym

In a slightly different dream version of my sports hall with lots of kids being talked to or taught by some female in black, cant really remember how i got lucid, in think it was down to nothing happening...if that makes any sense, like the action stopped and it didnt feel right.
I didnt feel very exited and was still pretty wary if it was real or not.
Plucking up courage i stood up and asked
"Are there any lucid dreamers here?"
and just as i expected everyone burst out laughing and for some reason i thought hiding in a basket would help..... so i dove in a woven basket.....
oh well.


TODAY

Monkey men and basking Sharks

Very surreal fragmented dream, these sort of dreams really make me wish i could remember them in detail it had an amazing and strange story line but i just cant remember it, i can only remember certain scenes...how lame is that.
At one part i remember being on the back of a basking sharks...back and getting a ride to the shore, i was accompanied by some acrobatic guy who i guessed was a close freind or even a brother in the dream, we definately had a task, either that or we were hiding from someone.
I also destinclty remember me . him and someone else "training" in my back garden.
Jumping on the trampoline doing different acrobatic moves and stuff.
Practicing combat moves on my lawn.
I also remember very vividly a move we did to get onto the second floor window it involved him jumping on a ledge, grabbing my forearm and swinging me above , then, i would do the same, then he would do it and so on, im determined to remember the details of this dream and EVERY dream after it

ANY HELP WOULD BE WELCOME!!!

Mud

Really surreal and scary dream.
Oh and did i mention IT MADE NO SENSE.
i was in a twisted version of my nans house only the entire floor was bubbling unstable dangerouse mud, that could suck you under with one wrong step.
I remember trying to find a path and testing for stable ground, i ened up in what seemed to be a very bare bedroom with one metal bedframe
"M00000OOOOOoooooo"
I jumped into the air and landed on the bed startled.
In the corner of the room was a cow, eyes bulging and hooves stuck in the mud moving wildly.
Then out of nowhere a disembodied voice sadi something to the effect of
"The mud parasite then proceeds to make its carrier drown themselves"
And without a second of hesitation the cows eyes widened and he dived into the mud..... dissapeared.
*Thwak*
suddenly something clamped itself onto my tongue, looked down and saw what looked like a maggot with small lobster claws firmy attached to my tongue
In the end i managed to yank it off but bloody HELL was this thing strong... i mean it was tiny for god sake.




Lucidness "Im singing in the after noon"

Oh yeah thats right, ive got my motivation back
Had a good ld last night not to much clarity but atleast i had some control this time rather than wandering around.
Once again i was in my grans house down west.
I saw myself in third person as a grown man in an old suit with my hair greased back and thats not all....I WAS BLACK AND WHITE, like id just stepped out of a 20's film that of course was the dead giveaway that i was dreaming.
With a grin i burst through the door and outside.
It had that "west wales" atmosphere but it was as if everything had been re arranged i walked around for a bit observing and at some point i remember singing somehting like "im singing in the rain"
eventually i decided to acctually DO something.i came to a populated alley of somesort adn couldnt think of what to do, Ill summon somehting! i tried to create an apple behind my back.... but it didnt work.
So of course if i couldnt think of anythinkg creative........... and i grabbed the closest girl.
I dont want to share the details but i remember just before....
i was awakened by you know whos voice "no no no no Gez what are you doing"
i awoke in my school libary with you know who over me "You were talking in your sleep" she said laughing, and of course it was a false awakening.

Yeaaaah Boooiiiii 2 lucids in a row... not the most spectacular but thats understanable on a school night.

Cant remember the actual dream but i do remember when i got lucid, this time panic had a lot to do with it i was outside a glass building on the concrete and some crazed people were advancing on me babbling daeth threats and smiling manically.
As i usually do when i panic i searched for an escape button, but this time i was searching for it under my collar...:/ doesnt make any sense.
Any way with this failing lucidity snapped into action i couldnt stand their babbling voices and in the end screamed "SHUT UUUUUUP" at the top of my lungs, and they all just froze... just like statues.
I smiled and ran through them all.
All of a sudden the concrete ended and i ended up in the stands of the "dream version" of my local swimming pool without hesitation i dived towards the swimming pool expecting a splash...but it didnt come when i opened my eyes i was flying above!
thats about when i woke up
Im gunna try for a hat trick tonight and try and summon someone up :]
But i find it much harder to have an ENJOYABLE lucid dream while knowing i have school the next day.... the mood im on makes a HEAP load of difference.

nice job on the lucids man. your journal motivates me to try harder, even though im having a crazy dry spell.

and whats this business about searching for a button when you panic? i dont get that

Thanks dont get many comments in these parts.
Yeah thats the best way to motivate yourself, just read other peoples experiences.
Its like if your playing a scary game or something....like when i was younger i remember playing some of my cousins games and if anything got to scary i would just panic and press the escape button.

haha thats awesome..when iw as a kid i used to play my dads game Doom, id use all the cheats but id still get scared of the monsters and stuff

haha yeah, no idea why i searched for it under my collar though... :/

Yesterday

In the woods

Nothing special i was just running around the woods near my school with some people, oh yeah... and yoda was there also

Last night

MY trampoline

Dont remember much due to being woken up.
My trampoline had been moved out of my backgarden and near the traffic lightson the grassy bit, i was walking home from school and asked someone if they wanted to go on it... bad idea as soonas i said that everyone who was also walking home crowded on the trampoline, and when i opened the net to let my freind in THEY ALL jumped on, i asked them all to get off and go home.