Thread: Lucidbuddha's Dreams

The White Carpet

I am tailgating at a football game. My friend L. gives me two unalcaholic drinks that are "bad" in some way, either he spit in them or something got in them. I then leave and find myself at another friend's house. I don't know this person quite as well. He is older and I have no real life connection for this DC. I start loading up a plate of steak, beans etc. from the grill outside when I spill my coke a little bit. It lands on a piece of white carpet near the sliding door outside. He is quite upset and cleans it up right away. I go in & see a salad at the table that I was going to eat for dinner. Some girl is invited over and she comes in and sits on the couch. Again, I have no connection w/ this DC. I go to fill up my drink and this time I spill the whole thing. He gets extremely mad and says "This is ridiculous!" I try to help but he claims that I am making it worse. I then get ready to leave by saying I have a paper to write and begin to exit the sliding door with a full plate of food. He tells me that my friend L. can come over whenever he wants. He calls him "Dr. L" He clearly doesn't like me at all. I open the sliding door and my hand holding the food wobbles slightly and half of my food ends up on the deck....not on the carpet. His dog happily eats it up. The man laughs and I spill the other half leaving only a fork full of beans. He says "at least ya got your beans" I leave and realize that I still have his dishes. END

Interpretations? Questions? All welcome!!

RIVERFALL
11-7-06

I'm in a backyard with a decent size waterfall/river/pond. I'm following a kid who starts climbing the rocks on the edge of the water, up to the first set of decks, like patios. He's up quickly and starts to climb the next one. I can't grab onto the top of the railing. I'm afraid I'll fall and hit my head on the rocks below, I'm trembling.
I then find myself on the other side of the riverfall & am talking up to the "mom" of the kid. I become Lucid. The "dad" walks out to the deck from the sliding glass door. I ask "Am I dreaming?" He says something like "How should I know?" and goes back inside. I then fly up to the deck, after a few attempts and talk with my friends mom. END

Murder on Main Street
11-8-06

I am with a group of friends, some of them I know, some I don't. We all wear blue shirts. We seem to be lost, around an abandoned army station? J. walks by a small shack and screams! I turn and she swears she saw a little boy's face in the window. After a few minutes, I see the boy's face too, but he is gone now. J tells me that she doesn't want to play in this dream.....why wasn't I lucid then? I felt very passive about the whole thing.
The group decides to go into this shack. Walking in, we see a long corridor with many hallways. The boy comes out of a side door, surprising us a little. He says he can help us. I feel like he's a ghost and try to tell others. They don't believe me. The little boy has an apprentice? A girl who is a little older than him, she is his subordinate. I try to get her to tell me that he's a ghost. She says something like "there are bigger things going on here."
We follow the boy throughout the maze like structure. Along the way we find various items of use, a walkie talkie and...weapons? I take a couple of group members and enter a doorway that leads to a large circular room. There are 3 men in green shirts that don't speak english. My friend tries to communicate. One of their guys is outside the window and needs help? We climb up to the window and drag him in, he's ok. He has a pizza. We decide to group up with the green shirts and go to this large, living-room type to relax and eat. There are plenty of sitting areas. The boy is missing.
While we eat our pizza, the walkie talkie starts to make noise. Sounds like someone has somebody else in their crosshairs? I feel like it is 2 people on the 'red' team ready to shoot each other but they don't know it. Everyone is tense. Just then, the shadow of the boy was in the hallway that ran next to the large room, dropped. Large men with guns came through, everyone was silent, even the gunshot that killed the boy.
They came in and shot a guy in his stomach, he was already in pain from being dragged through the window. He then started shooting people in cold blood. I passively ate my pizza, not a nervous bone in my body. I could feel the barrel on my shoulder, he passed me up. I then witnessed him go to my roomate, who was eating his pizza on the couch, very nervously. The man put the long barrel into his mouth, I could see the fear in A's eyes. And pulled the trigger. I looked down at the floor.
END

Beach Bus

I'm sitting on a beach with D. There is a nice house, kinda old, behind us. It has a balcony and a walk-out basement. There is a swing/bench, facing the house.
There is no water, no lake, ocean, river etc. Instead, at the shoreline, there are 2 buses. There is no-one around. Feels more like a desert than a beach. It is very sunny out. We both have drinks and are trying to study lines for a play. We decide to go into one of the buses, to get out of the hot sun, so it doesn't heat up our drinks so quickly. Shortly afterward, a man kicks us out and says were not aloud in there. He hops in his bus and takes off down the road.
We figure he's gone so D. talks me into getting into the other bus. I fold the passenger seat down, and use the cup holders on the back of it. We climb into the back. The sun is still getting to my sprite. I notice that not only is my cupholder filled with sprite, but so are the other 2. Did I spill? "oh well", and we continue rehearsing.
Then we see an older couple walking down the beach, they're heading right to the bus. We hurridly get out, grab some towels and clean up our mess. They don't seem to mind. D. suggests we sit on the swing/bench for awhile. I agree. As we're walking up to the bench, my alarm goes off.
END

J. and I are driving somewhere, perhaps on a trip. We're not in a hurry. I decide to take a detour down a long dirt road. There are no houses anywhere, just beautiful plains and woods. The road ends, or goes off in the distance, and there is a large bus stopped in the middle of the road. We stop and explore. There are some people our age on the bus, were we supposed to meet them there for a field trip of some sort? We decide not to go, or the bus drops us off a little ways down the road, not sure which.
We then find one house. There are people all around it, like they're throwing a party. There are tubs all over, with ice and beer in them. Also there are lots of piles of clothes. One pile was so large that I made it into 2 piles so it wouldn't tip over into the tub of ice and drinks. The woman that owns the place asks if I'd like a drink. She points to a tub, and says help yourself.
Then J and I are out by the road, talking with some people our own age. They ask us if we know where we are...we hesitate, is this some strange place? Off in the distance there is a small streak of orange that we can see through the woods. I ask what it was and a small smile comes across a strangers face. He says, this place is very special, there is a species of animal that is almost extinct and this is the only place left for them to live. This whole area is guarded and strangers aren't usually let in. These creatures are not just rare animals, I have a feeling that they are spiritually connected somehow.
I am then talking to the woman who owns the house. Somehow we get on the subject of the land we are on. She is very edgy and takes me off to the side. She asks, "can you keep a secret?" I say yes. She then takes me another couple of yards away from the house, she asks "are you sure, this is important" I then say, "if its about the rare animals that you're trying to protect, I already know" She looks surprised and then smiles a little. "Its more than that" she says. I tell her how J. and I are into holism and she kinda laughs like that subject is simply childs play.
During this conversation, we are about 50 yards or so away from the house, on the corner of a dirt intersection. There is a fence on the North-West corner lot. A man is riding a red bike toward us from the north. We look his way to notice that an Orange, fox, dog, lion type animal is darting his way. Everything seems ok at first but the beast side-swipes the bike, throwing him against the fence. Everything looks like a mess of blood, orange, and bike. We rush to help him, the animal takes off.
There's blood on my shirt from helping the man, he's ok but he's got a bite taken from his arm. The woman tells me he'll be fine and for me to go in the house and clean up.
As I'm walking through the house to the bathroom, J see's me and is freaked out. "WHAT Happened!! Are You OK?" "I'm fine!" I say as I wash the blood from my hands, "It's not my blood" then she says "Oh baby, that was your favorite shirt" I tell her, "one of them" I then take off the shirt, having only a white tank-top on. I joke around and flex, my brother is there, randomly, and he jokes with me alittle, giving me a small punch.
The group decides that J and I are ok people and we can stay in one of their cottages for the night. Although the season was summer, the cottage land was completely covered in snow. There is an argument among our hosts. Somebody's wife is missing, and somebody else is on the land, wanting to expose or ruin the project. A man gets upset because he believe the other man took his wife as bate, in order to expose the land. Does that make sense?
So one guy leaves, and he's got some sort of motor sled. He takes off to look for his wife. I see him shoot up hills and fall hard on snow, nearly hitting a large van. At the top of the hill he see's his wife walking, seemingly lost. A Few yards away he see's the man looking to expose the project walking toward her. He hurridly takes off up the hill.
He saves his wife but the man is still on the loose, with a shotgun? He ends up using me as a hostage......This is where it gets really interesting.
He takes me to this city-type area, except all the buildings are primitively made. At the same time, it kinda looks like vienna because they are all very tall and surrounding a lake that leads into a larger lake. It seems the bottom layer is made of bamboo and twigs but the higher layers are more solid. There is a dock that leads to nearly the middle of the lake. At the end of the dock there is a spotlight, that is apparently used to help airplanes and helicoptors find their way. The man w/ the gun, points to some wooded area just beyond the buildings. He tells me to keep it their if I want to keep my life. I hesitate, he leaves for a while and I point it elsewhere. A helicoptor comes whizzing in the scene, following my light. I point it away from the small city. The man comes back and stiffly sticks the gun in my back. I put the light where he wants it. There is a small break in the buildings where I could see the woods more clearly. All of a sudden.....
A large, very large, size of a house, turtle slowly sneaks past. WHAT?? There is a smaller turtle, apparently dead in the bay area, the larger turtle goes underwater, and up under the dead turtle. So there is a dead turtle, on the back of a huge live turtle. He goes closer to shore and reaches for some food at the top of a small tree. I am stuck in fear. We then hear more noises from other dinasour type beasts. I see another large reptilian creature pass through the woods. The 'leader' of the city is in the bottom tier of the buildings and I look at him as I see a triceratops go through the woods behind him.
END

11/28/06
Musical Pond

I am around a gathering area for a small community. There is a circle in the center, then steps leading to a larger area with pillars all around. This reminds me of something from a tombraider type arena. There is a man sitting against a small wall and a girl leaning on him. I hear a flute and a rythmic drum beat, it is not the center of attention, but people are passively enjoying it. I grab what looks like a strange pink glass instrument. I try to play it but fail miserably. People aren't upset that my notes are off but laugh a little. I realize that the instrument that I'm trying to play is really an elaborate smoking bong. It has come apart and because it isn't mine, I do not want to break it while I try to put it back together. There is something in my left hand that makes it difficult....a book?? An older man comes up beside me and grabs the pieces, turns one around and fits them in together. I walk around back to the center circle, there is about a foot of water in the circle. I see a family of 3 seated together and another child wanting the father to play catch with him. They seem tired and maybe they are worried for their other child? I then begin to play catch with the young boy. He throws the small foam football over his parents and we toss it back and forth for awhile. I then remember seeing a woman sitting in the center of the arena. A commotion is going around about what symbol or diety everyone should worship? Some decision is supposed to be made and discussions are taking place. The woman in the center of the area, sitting in the water, gets in the lotus position and begins to meditate. I ask her what she thought and she says, "we need nothing" or something like that. I tell her that I know what she means and that I believe in Buddhist ideas. She reminds me of Beyonce Knowles, or Brandy....couldn't figure out which one. I go to meditate with her.

11/29/06
My Longest Lucid Dream

This was a get out of bed for 2 hours and then go back to sleep dream.

I'm lying in bed and my girlfriend wakes me up and says that there are people here. Then I hear "like me". My roommate is sitting at my computer about 2 feet from my bed. Then the door to my room opens and there's like 4-5 people waiting for me to get up and talk with them. I think 2 of them were from my high school and haven't seen in years. I walk out into the hallway and sit on the washer as they talk, I'm not really paying attention because I just got woken up. I then jerk awake and realize that I was dreaming. It was harder to tell because I was in my bedroom, it was closer to a false awakening.

I tell myself that the next time something occurs in my room, to realize that it's a dream. I hear a knocking on my window, and a voice that seems off into the distance. I feel like they are asking me to get up. I feel like it's J. my girlfriend. I hear a sliding of a window and then a fiddling of the blinds. I realize that I'm dreaming that my girlfriend is climbing through my window. Once she gets in, I tell her that she's in my dream and that I want her to fly around with me. She agrees and we try to shoot up through the ceiling. We tried twice and kept hitting the top. I then told her to look down as she does it in order to trick the mind. I think my mind heard me because we were still unsuccessful. I then decided to go through the open window.
I was going to visit the lucid crossroads in order to watch the world end but once up in the air, I decided to explore my surroundings. I've read a book recently that claimed the dream would be more beneficial if one stayed in their surroundings and got to know the locals. We then fly over to a building that looks similar to the one at the lucid crossroads and go inside. We fly all the way to the restaurant at one end. J. wants to get some food so I decide to explore more. I'm flying around, grabbing peoples hair as I pass, generally poking fun and having a good time. I decide to stop at a gentleman eating a sub. I grab his arm and ask "Who are you?" He laughs and I ask more politely "What is your name?" and he said my name, although it sounded as if a drunk person said it. I marveled at this and left him alone.
I flew out of the mall/restaurant and noticed a blimp flying up into the air about 1/2 mile away. I want to fly to it and see whats going on. There are a few trees that I have to dodge to get to it. Sometimes when I see the blimp it is just a high-rise that telephone line people use. When I see it clearly, it seems that there's a large cave, supported by a tree and a few people are stuck in it. There's also a crazy lady on the ground, late 40's tall and has a top that keeps slipping. The guys on the high-rise love it. I fly over and realize that no-one is being saved, there are 2 bodies in the cave but it isn't unusual.
I then lie down and look straight up at the sky. Suddenly the woman comes over me, her chest in my face. She thinks that I'm injured and asks if I would like an ice-bath. I didn't realize that she said ice until i found myself in a bath full of ice! I tell her that it should've been a warm or hot bath. The tub next to me is warmer water. (This is all outside, right by the road and the tree cave) I get up and begin to fly away, to again try to find the lucid crossroads in order to see the end of the world.
Same dream time although I don't know how it fits in.
I'm at my neighbors apartment and he tells me about how this certain music is supposed to hypnotize people or change their lives or something. Then, my roommate's brother comes in and asks if i'm coming to his great party. He says 'fuck cops, this is going to be crazy' That's all I remember.

12/06/06
The Trip

Something is going on with my Mother and family at my old house. We're all cleaning up the kitchen but at the same time, when we find a cracker we put a type of dip on it and place it on a plate. For some reason there are cops there and my mom is upset.
My friend from childhood comes to the door. I say hey and ask what he's been up to, he says something about his mom having small cancer. (My roommate mentioned this in RL the other day)
I am then with another 2 friends who I've known since high school and still talk to. They tell me that they're ingaged to be married. I am in the backseat and they say they are going to Chelsea. I ask where that is and they say near "the land" I say again that I have no idea where that is and he says some weird directions that didn't explain it at all. Like, "You take this road south until you get to the land and its just to the right of there, thats chelsea" I give up. They are eating celery and some other veggie.
We talk about me being a cop and how my girlfriend would dump me if I really was one. Then we turn on a dirt road. My alarm goes off.

SAM JACKSON

I'm in a large room with a long table in the middle. Looks like a type of commitee room. I'm a bad guy with Samual L. Jackson. He begins to tell people what to do, get on the ground etc. He leaves me in charge of keeping my gun on this young woman in the closet type room. It reminds me of an elevator without a door. I become extremely low lucid. All I know is that I don't care what happens and this poor woman is terrified. So I whip out of the elevator-room and start shooting Jackson. About 4-5 bullets later he's still standing shooting at me. He's a typical villian in movies that won't go down but after 2 shots I'm on the floor. He does the typical slow speech before he shoots me and I keep thinking I'll show him by shooting him during the speech but his hand is in the way of his face and this somehow stops me. I wake.

This wasn't really lucid by definition but I'm glad that I was willing to take the chance if it was a dream....good choice.

Vague snipets of various dreams.

I'm on a dance floor, people are still setting up. I've recently hurt my leg, there's a large bandage on it and it was a decent gash. After attempting to dance, it hurts badly, I leave the dance floor to take off the bandage. There's till dried blood on my leg.

I'm in an IHOP in chicago. I see a friend from my college (in Michigan) but I'm not sure if it's her. She calls me later and asks if it was me. We share a moment and then my brother calls me. I'm in this weird bunk thing. It reminds me of the Lego that the hunny I shrunk the kids slept in. I have to climb my way up, its about 15-20 feet from the ground. It looks like a storage unit. I'm lying down with a black cat. My brother asks where I am and I tell him, (I'm no longer in chicago, my back yard now) I see him walking across the yard and he see's me. He says to follow him. I turn to climb down and the cat runs past me and jumps smoothly to the ground. I am afraid to fall a little but make it down safely. I start to walk into a store and see my roommate N. He is working there as an internship or something. It seems like a bank that sells electronics. My Brother is calling me near the front door. He has lots of business type people talking to him. He tells me that the system that he recently bought didn't work and I had to make the decision to either wait for it to get fixed or buy another system. I said the other system because it was obvious that he didn't want to wait. N. also added a bit of information about the new system, his bosses were impressed. Then my bro C. said that he deleted something on the system that he is returning and they discussed charges and policies.

I'm walking to a house with J. It's number 17, or 7, or maybe not, maybe 10...now i'm pretty sure it was 10. Either way it was hard to find. We kept finding numbers around it until finally we found it. Was it supposed to be her fathers place? I walk in with her and there are two mid-20's girls sitting on the sofa and 2 large black dogs. One comes up to me and I say 'woah' at first but he seems to like me, the other does not. We eat something and some people leave. I go to the kitchen to clean my dish because everyone left. We also must have made hot cocoa because I was cleaning that dish when this guy came in and started talking politics or something. He was gay, and in the army? Or somehow he had a lisence to kill. He wasn't mean or anything, he was more gay than 'arg! lisenced to kill!' Anyway, the chocolate around the pitcher was hard to get clean.

J. and I are sitting around on lawnchairs with some others. There's a T.V. and we're waiting for the newest CMU commercial that both she and I were supposed to be in. I think I decided not to be in it for some reason because we were all anticipating her. She had one small part when she just put her head down and she seemed upset about it. She got up and said "oh well" and we left.

J. calls me up (guy J. not girlfriend J.) I ask him what he's been up to and he invites me over. It's really early, like 5 am or something. We're talking about random stuff and I look over his living room wall and there's an olympic sized pool in his house! I look over the other side and he lives next to a furniture store. He leaps over and lands on a couch laughing. there's an older couple on another couch at the end of the line looking at us.

Wow, that was random.

12/16/06

Jail, Aliens and Back to High School

I'm in Jail. I don't know why or how I got there but I Wake up in Jail. I look through me and my cell-mates magazines and grab two that interest me. Before I get a chance to read them (and realize that I'm dreaming) a call is heard for everyone to go to this little hallway for a game time. It seems that the jailhouse has hired someone to help mediate games and develop different opportunities for inmates. I think that it is stupid and get cocky with the girl who is arranging it all. My roommate N. is also in Jail with me. After the failed attempt at tossing these bone things into a basket all the way down the hall, (stupid game right?) he decides that he cannot stay another day in jail and goes to see some VIP's to figure out what he can do. The next day in Jail (weird how usually my dreams only intail fragments and not whole days...at one point I thought I was dreaming and dismissed it because I felt like I was in Jail for a long time and that I dreamt I was a college student, weird) I got cockey again with the girl that set up activities. After lunch I was supposed to wash some trays but they broke into a million pieces and I should've gotten in trouble for it but dismissed it and didn't mention it to anyone. The 3rd day I was walking out to the yard and saw my roommate N. in an old 60's car....itdidn't seem out of place though, was it the 60's?? It seemed that he caught a deal to get out of Jail.


I'm at home in my PJ's with nothing to do. I decide to take my dog for a walk down to the beach. I realize that it's the middle of the day but I feel like skinny dipping. On my way there, I see a bunch of people by the bus stop and decide to go to my old high school and take more classes, I thought I could get another degree or something like college. I arrive and try to find a specific teacher, can't think of the name now, I don't think I remembered the name in the dream either. I end up getting lost asking all kinds of teachers when I realize that everyone is headed out to the courtyard. A teacher stops me and says I have to follow him. I walk out there and sit in a chair. My girlfriend J. is talking with a group of people. I sit outside the group and a girl walks out of the building, seemingly just took a shower, and sits on my lap and starts hitting on me. I tell her that she needs to get off before my girl kicks her butt. She reluctantly leaves. Then a commotion stirs and there are like 3 very large-headed aliens. Thats when I notice that everyone at the school has large heads, but the aliens have extremely large heads. It was as if I was the bottom of the evolutionary chain, the high-school in the middle and these new aliens on the top. I ran up and asked if he could teleport. He then flashed a neon glow, dissapeared and reappeared about 20feet away. I thought it was cool but the people around me said "duh, anyone can do that"

The alien dream was cool and all but the Jail dream confused me a bit. Why would I dream about being in Jail and why would I assume that it was my real life and that my real life as a college student was what I would dream about in Jail. Thats something thats fucked up to deal with when you wake up. Question everything.

I'm at my parents house heading toward the bathroom. My mom is in there with her laptop, just hanging out, not using the bathroom other than sitting. I tell her that I need to go and she blows up and yells that she can never get any privacy and is never able to do anything. I yell back that she has her own room and there is only one bathroom. She leaves in tears and I go to close the door, one second later she opens the door slightly just to make another bumbling comment. I go to her and yell at her more and tell her that she's immature. I gently force her to the ground. My dad is encouraging my dog to lick her face while she's down. She begins to smile slightly and goes back and forth between angry and giggly, it seems that she's trying to guilt trip us but the comedy of it all lets her laughter show. She's a mess on the floor and I get up and then I really wake up, to go to the bathroom. It is 10 minutes before my alarm was supposed to go off.

I was attempting a MILD.

Suddenly I hear a door shut, sounds like my front door. I'm the only one home for awhile, this worries me. I feel my bed move as if someone was coming to join me in bed, J. wouldn't do that, she's too far away. I let it go as Hypno stuff. I'm listening to Stephen LaBerge's Induction CD and it's that part when you imagine walking down a spiral staircase. I'm going down and I miss a step and jerk awake, grrr. Suddenly I find myself in a dream, it is hard to hold on to. I realize that I'm dreaming and notice the image wasn't very clear. I shout "MORE LUCID!" helped a little, I then shouted "MORE VIVID!" not much there. I then began to spin and imagine a field which I could continue my journey, as I spun I spun myself awake. Very frustrating.

Morning of 12/22/06

I'm in a supermarket, waiting for a friend to buy me a 5th of something. I get something and then wait for him, he's broke and asks for $, I give him both of my credit cards.

I'm standing outside of some apartments with a group of men. Someone asks if I have a gun, I see a man walk past with a .45 in his coat pocket and swipe it while I say "I do now". We all then get on bicycles and head across the complex. The last person on a bike kept saying "ride, ride, ride" as we biked across. When we arrived at another apartment everyone jumped off of their bikes ready to shoot. 2 of the guys walked up to 2 different doors and knocked, then backed up. Everyone started shooting when the 2 guys opened their doors. The guy next to me kept yelling 'Shoot!!' I didn't want to kill anybody so pretended that my pocket was messed up and I couldn't get my gun out. The guy in the right-hand doorway saw everyone and slammed the door before he got shot. Of of the guys in my party ran in after him and started shooting. Then everyone jumped back on their bikes and took off.

I'm helping C. with a puzzle. She's making it like a building, upwards in a tall rectangle....it's not working. I decide to unfold in and lay it out flat. It seemed to work better and everyone was helping put the pieced together. It was done shortly and it turned out that it was a large olympic sized pool. Soon everyone was playing in it. I then found myself up very high, I become Lucid. I dive into the pool and then swim up to the top. Everyone is having a good time. I decide to try breathing underwater because I've never done it before. I grab a girl for pleasure while I'm down there. I'm ecstatic that I can breathe. I wake.

I then go through cycles of waking and going back to the pool, I was feeling randy so I would grab a different girl and dive underwater, each lasting only a few moments before awaking again.
My final dream of the morning I wake up and there's a lot of people sleeping on my bedroom floor. I get up without waking them to take a shower upstairs. I close the door and strip down to a towel. I hear a knock and check who it is. It is a guy that needs to get in the bathroom. I let him in but I notice there's a lot of girls across the hall giggling about us. I give them a little flash before shutting the door. Then something happened where I was watching some fitness thing on tv and then the woman was excercising in the main-room. I become Lucid again and begin to have my way with her. I wake.

Spiritual Barrier?
I'm sitting on the hood of a truck with my extended family. It's a nice day and we're all by a river, slowly streaming by. J. and some others leave to get food. I see my aunt float lightly in the water and slowly return to hold onto the bumper of the truck. I went to swim and found it difficult to remain afloat, I attributed this to the fact that I was chewing gum. I then noticed across the river a little ramp that led into the water. E. and my brother C. had some McD's bags with them and started to toss cheeseburgers across the river. I watched a cheeseburger soar across the river, into someones hands and then fall upsidedown in the water, and remained afloat.

I realize now that there's a lot of food reference in my dreams. I need to start questioning whether I'm dreaming everytime I come across food. Hopefully I will RC next time I come across food in my dreams.

First a dream from a few nights ago that I was unable to record.

I'm helping some girl get to class on campus. Is it J.? Once she's there I leave through a small window and find myself in a little cove area with bushes all around me. Am I running from someone? Hiding? I then think about where I was supposed to be heading and thought, "why did I help her find her class when it was way out of my way." Then I head to north campus. By the way, the semester is over, I had no classes to worry about. Should've RC.

Now this morning

J. is playing a video game, except its one of those ones where I'm not really in it but I am. Anyway, she's controlling two character that are on bikes going down a dock. (This is interesting because I was supposed to meet her at a place called the Dockside if we both went Lucid) Beyond the dock some few meters out was a lighter area of water. J. says "oh shoot" and one character tries to jump to it and falls short. The other character makes it barely. I say something like "you should've had them going faster" and she responded "I didn't know that was coming up"
Then the single character on a bike (these are bicycles by the way) was riding on the water. But this time I was the character and I had something in my hands, I can't think of it right now, but I think I need it for the end of the level. There's this oasis type place except it's just a ring of light blue water and in the center a small tree. I jump the light ring and see J.? in the water floating. I'm tired from swimming/biking but I ditch the bike and try to save her lifeguard style. She switches places with me because she see's how tired I am.

Bit of a strange dream huh?

Due to being out of town, here are a few dreams from the past few nights

3 nights ago...

I am being lazy watching T.V. because I'm the only one left in my apartment. My roommates have all left for break. I decide that I'm wasting the day and go outside. After I walk about 30 feet from my door, I see a large bear across the parking lot. He looks at me. I look to the left and see 3 kids in awe/scared. I start running back to my apartment door. The Bear charges at me! I leap into my apartment and try to shut and lock the door. I manage to shut it but when I try to lock it up the bear forces himself through the door as I attempt to keep him out. I wake.

Same night,
I am seeing a counseler and apparently I just got done telling her a lot about my last few days. She seems arogant when she tells me that I'm suffering from anxiety. WHAT? I always felt that I was pretty psychologically stable and she tells me that I'm anxiety disorder? She says that it's textbook and starts talking about other people who've suffered and what they've done.
I'm suddenly in front of a large house with a stairway and railing that leads from the 3rd floor down to the 1st. I'm with my counseler and she's telling me about these people who are afraid of waterfalls and the cure seems to be to slide down the railing of a stairway. I'm watching these older women, around 40-50, slide down this 2-story stairway in glee. I still feel hurt that I was diagnosed with anxiety.

I wake and link the bear with my anxiety disorder. I look up Bear in my dream dictionary and it doesn't add up for me. Says something about my personality and an overwhelming part of it that I don't have control over, or an overwhelming relationship that I need to step up to. Either way, I don't really see it or agree.
Next night,
I'm in an audience watching a good comedian. Next thing I know there's a new amatuer comedian that takes the stage. There are balloons everywhere and people are shouting and generally giving her a hard time. What's worse is that she's not that good either so she naturally gets flustered and comes off worse. She asks if anyone knows how to use the mic system and I see my buddy John E. get up from across the audience to help her. By this time the crowd is so upset that they start throwing things, I feel bad.

Next dream I am looking out at a large audience and am about to walk out on stage. It seems that I have a big anouncement. I walk out and see that the majority of my audience are cartoons. Yosimite Sam hoots and hollors at my appearance. I'm bugs bunny?? I start to tell everyone of a big movie coming out. It seems that I'm directing Space Jam, which came out some years ago but I'm making sure that everyone knows what a big deal it is. There are people from the community in the audience too and also people from my high school. I tell them that there are lots of parts for real people and that this is their opportunity to be a part of something that will last forever. Yosimite Sam starts shooting to the roof hollaring about something he liked. I start walking about the audience talking to individual people. For some reason a bunch of special effects kicked in and i was walking along a rolling runway in the middle of the audience. It was strange. I introduced the stage manager and special effects person as Sheena V. A girl that graduated a year before me. Strange, she never worked on the stage. I then talk to a few girls who were very excited about being in a movie. Behind them were their parents who were very concerned. Once I talked to them and told them that they should be in it too, they were less concerned and more honored. I wake.

Last night,
This one kind of inspired me to write a story if I was an english major or something. It seemed very like a story.
Theres a mentally handicapped individual named Rayford (I've been reading the Left Behind series) and a young girl named Jocelyn (name of my girlfriend). She's nice and sweet and everything but no more to him than that. He reads more and more about science and ends up figuring out how to fly and becomes smarter. One day she seems him outside running towards a large bush. He jumps up, lands on the bush and flings himself towards the sky. She's amazed. He comes back down to show her how. Then I show up as a random character and try to run toward a bush and fly to the sky, and fail. I watch him do it one more time and see him start to disappear in the sky. I focus on him image and fly toward him without launching from a bush. I lose him for a quick second then regain focus and shoot toward him. Soon I see him get really big really quick and shoot past him. I feel really good about flying, like usual. I don't know what happened next. I think we talked and he didn't want to tell anyone how to do it so he didn't and became mentally slow again.
I wake

It is late morning when this series of LD's came up.

I am sitting around some people that I don't know. A girl is sitting on my lap and her boyfriend is next to us. He doesn't seem happy. I become Lucid because it isn't mygirlfriend on my lap. I start trying to get her boyfriend jealous and I become even more lucid when he doesn't do anything. I hear the conversation going on but I'm not really listening. I'm just enjoying my lucidity and kinda laughing at it all.
I wake and then back to sleep.

I imagine that it is summer time and me and J. go tubing down the river. I suddenly feel the shallowness of the water, it seems it turned into a mucky, shallow stream. I walk through the muck until it opens up again. there seem to be a lot of people stuck on the edges and emergency vehicles trying to help people. I hit a tank of some sort in the water and hop over it. My roomate N. is with us. I realize that I'm dreaming and decide not to put up with all of this. I look at J. and tell her that I'm dreaming and I'm going to go flying but I won't carry her. She looks at me and says that she can handle it. I take her hand and we fly up to my roommate's dismay. I look around and remember the task. All I see is random people stuck in areas and the river looks like a bunch of muddy puddles. I then see a larger group in one puddle and fly over that way. I yell "Are there any Lucid Dreamers Here!!" and they just start shouting and waving like a bunch of college kids on spring break waving to a helicopter. I repeat it and get a louder yelling response. I wake.

WOW

Here are my notes that I wrote at 3am.

Sleeping Tiger, Took opiate, snakes & dogs, snakes on crotch, crying in corner, finally see the message, wasn't thre before, opiate, J. snuck it in as joke, back to get bracelets or chew sticks, people out to get us, everyone in blue, guns with 3 bullets each, cap/beebee, I kill a lot & keep J. safe, running from evil one, aliens? Safe spot-girl says "Be prepared to pay", I don't understand, alien at balcony tosses me to sky, fly past moon, past stars, blackness & stars, start forming in a restaurant, cartoon people then real, friend looks out of place, lots of 'stuff' around me, I pick up and go.

I was lucid but decided not to use my control because I was very interested in where it was going.
*also note that I was watching 'The Forgotten' on t.v. but never saw the ending

So I'm in a place with a bunch of insence burners, yin-yang, eastern religious stuff and it reminds me of a store called the Sleeping Tiger. There are little ceramic plaques with little pictures and words at the bottom of them. I took something, reminds me of an opiate (never taken before) and suddenly see all kinds of snakes and dogs all around me. I was holding a dogs bottom Jaw, he wasn't too fiercely attacking me, and grabbed a snake that was headed for my crotch. My girlfriend J. was there and wasn't reacting and the store owner was very calm sitting on a bean bag chair in the corner. I think the snakes and dogs disappeared because I then sit near the girl in the corner and start to look at all the plaques. I notice something I've never seen before, there were more words than what I'd seen before. I don't recall reading them but I felt as if I could finally see the message of god or something. I started crying in the corner, overwhelmed. J. grabs me and starts to leave. She tells me to calm down and she's sorry but she thought that giving me that would be a funny joke. I didn't think so. She then remembers that she wanted to get these weird chew sticks. They kinda look like candycanes except more like a bracelet.
I don't know what led to this part...but...
People are out to get us. I am seeing people get hit by bullets and everyone has a gun with 3 in it. Everyone that is chasing us is in Blue. I'm dodging left and right and remember diving and feeling 2 bullets, one by my ear and one just under my side. I am now aware that I am dreaming. Suddenly J. and I are caught. The man holds a gun to me and I say "Wait" because my bullets weren't going in right. They were the cap gun bullets and the 3 of them were stuck together but I couldn't fit them in my gun right. Once I got them in, I capped the guy and started running where people not wearing blue were telling us to go. I took a left from this dock, when down like 3 stairs, through a door, took a right and the girl holding the last door at the top of another set of steps said "Be prepared to pay" I asked her what that meant, and I think I asked how much and she just repeated herself. I then saw that through the doorway outside was a Grey Alien gestering for us to run to him. I thought that we were running from the aliens in the first place. I trust the girl and go to the alien.
He either put me through a portal or tossed me up but I find myself soaring through the sky towards the moon. It is a dark night and the moon looks dark. I think about changing direction and how much it feels like flying (it was actually quite different because I felt forced through the sky, almost like a fall) I then fly past the moon and up into the atmosphere. I see the stars and the black sky.
Then my scenery started to change. I could see yellow walls appearing and tables except everyone was cartoon. I thought about this and noticed that nobody was moving. It seemed like the scene was loading and the cartoon part was just a phase in the process. Once the picture was clearer, people were real again and I looked around. I was obviously not fitting in from the way everyone looked at me. Everyone else was wearing bright colored clothes that matched the bright colored background. I was wearing drags, dark browns etc. I look around me and it looks as if I just walked in with a bunch of luggage and dropped it all around me. There were bags, suitcases, hairdryers etc. I look around more and saw a friend of mine (no-one i know in RL) and he was dressed like me as well. He helped me grab some luggage and we started walking off. Then my alarm went off.

My Comments:
The forgotten is a weird movie when people who tell secrets are launched toward the sky to who-knows-what. I think I incorporated that into my dream and tried to find out where it went. Instead I find myself changing scenes because I never saw the end of the movie. I don't know what to think of the opiate, snake/dog part. The animals weren't as big of a deal as the message that I hadn't seen before was. This was a weird long one. I still have a few to add from last night but that will have to wait. COMMENTS WELCOME!!

Just another snippet of memory from last night.

There's my father and another, older woman in the room. She's my teacher or director or something. I keep spilling her drink, am I drunk? Dancing? But I feel like I keep wiping it up and keep spilling it. I think my dad is laughing at me.

WOOHOO!!! YESS!!! I F*IN ROCK!! I DID ALL I COULD REMEMBER THAT I WANTED TO DO!!

#1
DayCare Party
I'm in my place and there's a lot of people around. There are a lot of babies and kids but also a lot of college kids looking like they're ready to party. I think some 6 year old punched me in the face and I was yelling at him then his dad who was around late 20's grabbed my throat and pushed me up to this light fixture that kept poking me in the back of my head. I tried to explain but he wasn't listening. I said "this is my place, who did you come with" and he said my friend W. I said, "well she doesn't live here so you can leave now" He set me down and then i went to play with some kids (some were gliding through the sky) and i roll on my belly on a skate board around the very large room. (I had a belly-button pierced and also what looked like a third nipple near it pierced as well) I see a young girl at a desk and go to kiss her. She backs away and starts getting upset. I said something like "i'm soo sorry, i thought i was dreaming, please don't think i'm creepy" I suppose that's not a good way to test if you're dreaming. haha


#2
SCI-FI EARTH
I realize that I'm dreaming and start flying around. I look up at the sky and see 2 moons and another earth. I decide to visit but lose the dream quickly.

#3
PHASING TASK
I'm in a horse shack, or manger type thing. There's a door but it is open for like a horses head, the top part is clear. I decide to try phasing, and walk through without opening. I push my body and feel the door on my legs and middle. I keep trying to push through knowing that it doesn't exist. Instead the door pushes open. How frustrating! I decide not to give up. I see some people dressed in rags walking through the field, looks like an event is going on, or daily farming. I hold the door that I just pushed open with one hand and with the other try to push through it. I felt a small patch in the door that would've probably broke if I tried that spot so I avoided it. I made a fist and willed it through the wooden door. It was slow at first but once I got my arm through the first 6 inches it seemed easier. Also when I was in the middle of pushing through, it felt like an edge of wood was scraping my arm, as if i'd punched through it, but it was solid. I wanted to knock on the other side, so a few more inches and I pressed my hand on the other side, and knocked. Wow, that was interesting. I then knocked on the other wall and then removed my hand.
I look around and see lightly wooded farmland. I fly around and people are dressed weird and waving to me. They all seem to know me and I think I'm in a nice suit. I see everyone heading to this one building, I think its a high school. I land and start looking at people. It's a halloween dance! How fun! I decide to find a date. I find a cute dark-haired girl that just seemed to be wearing a nice black dress, kinda classy. I walk up to her (she was standing next to the ticket booth) and said "hey babe" and she responded like she didn't have a date and she would play along. The woman said "tickets?" and I said 'you have our tickets babe?' and she went in her bra and pulled out 1 ticket and $25.00 (one Twenty and one Five) She handed them to the woman and at first it seemed that she didn't want to give the twenty away. Once the woman took our tickets it seemed she'd either forgot about us or was stalling for some other weird reason. She kept giving people behind us tickets and just set ours down. I decided to grab them from the table and soon woke up.

#4
ADVANCED TASK COMLETE!
I realize I'm dreaming when I'm on campus and I'm heading the wrong direction and could've swore it was the right way. I then hear the bus and fly up to see it approaching. I feel whoever I was walking with grab onto me when I rose up but then after 8 feet up or so felt him drop and heard a light thump. I flew over to the buses and landed on the sidewalk. Some people were encouraging me to come with them and then I remember the Advanced task! I closed my eyes and tried to will it to snow. ...Nothing... then i tried again and before opening my eyes and said "look, its starting to snow!" and when I opened there were flakes falling and a light layer on the ground. I solidified the dream by rubbing my hands together and when I looked up from that there was a lot of snow! probably 1 1/2feet! I start to make a snowman. I grab a handful and make a ball then throw it at a hill and hope it runs downhill and builds up. I give that up and see a large pile from when they clear the sidewalks. I basically leap towards it and start clearing around it for a base. While I'm making the mid-section I see some strangers and say "hey, wanna help make a snowman then make it come to life?" The guy was the only one really excited, the girls he was with seemed hesitant. The back side of the snowman wasn't cleared out yet when the head was almost done. I looked back there and saw a bunch of coal and like 3 carrots in a snowpile. I am trying to work quickly cause I don't think its going to last long. I grab them and try to put them on the head but they keep falling out. I get frustrated and say "its done" and pretend he looks fine when it really looks bad. I step back with the 3 others and say "now we need to make it come to life!" They all look at me and wait. I put my hand behind my back and ask one of the girls to give me my magic wand. I soon feel it and point and say "you're alive!" and look at the snowman. He doesn't look bad at all. In fact without me knowing he obtained some thick round glasses, a bright green hat, a mustache and a piece of coal for a nose. He was kinda funny looking. I started laughing with the others really loud. He seemed like quite a jolly snowman, and he was singing some christmas song I think. I thought I was laughing so hard that I might laugh myself awake. Then Mr. Snowman approached us and the way he moved was also very funny. He started to say something but we were laughing too hard. I said "wait everyone he's talking" and asked him to repeat it and all of a sudden I lost sound. I saw his mouth move but it was a sentence I couldn't make out. I look at my hands to try to solidify the dream but end up really moving my hands together in my bed.

Hey! Congrats on completing a lucid task.

lol-ed at the pierced 3rd nipple.

#1
Strippers
Something about watching tv. and there was 2 girls taking off their shirts. It really wasn't too sexual, I think it was one of those surgery shows. Then they came out of the tv and all my buddies were like "oh yea!" and I wasn't really turned on and walked to the kitchen.


#2
F-ed Your Girlfriend!
I'm standing with a couple in some vague place. It seemed like an ordinary house but I think we might've been on a balcony. Somehow I gain lucidity. The girl was pretty good looking so I walk up behind her and take her shirt off. The guy looks at me and I say something like "its ok" and the girl likes it. I start to unbutton her pants and she helps take them off. I turn her around and tell her boyfriend to hold one of her legs up for me. That was pretty funny. After 3 seconds of penetration I woke. (haha, that doesn't make me a 3 second man)


#3
Tracks
I'm at my parent's place and notice these huge iron bars going diagonally through the house. I ask them if a train runs through the house and my mom is knitting and says "you know the answer to that" or "don't be silly" I really don't understand and my dad explains that it is to stabalize the tracks that go around the house. Suddenly I look through the window and it seems that there are a few intersections of railroads just outside the house. Then I see a train fly by and go around a curve, about 10 feet from the house! I ask them if they got paid for letting them do it and they said something like "2 1/5th so far" and I said how much is that and I think it was like $75 or I might've intellectualized it as 250 bucks.


#4
False Awakening
I'm in my bed and notice people right beside my bed. I pretend that I was getting up and put a shirt on really quick. I open my door and see about 10 people in the hallway of my apartment. This doesn't strike me as odd because this weekend there's supposed to be quite a few people here. I did see a few little children as well. There were some people I knew but a lot that I didn't. I tried to shut my door but there was a string and something else and they said that A. did it so he can get in my room when I'm asleep for a practical joke, and I said something like "haha, but if I pulled a prank on A. he'd be all pissed off" I then started talking more with everyone and a song came on, i think it was "how to save a life" by the fray. Suddenly everyone joined in and put their arms around each other. Even little kids. It was a really sweet moment. Some girl wasn't fond of it and made her way to the door.


#5
Betray or Be Betrayed
I don't remember much of this one but I walk out of a cave or dungeon and see a bunch of people depressed walking down the road. I see a guard from where I walked out of and say something like "we made it" and he says something like "yea" but sarcastically because he then shoves me into the street. There was more to this dream that I can't quite remember. I just know it was like a war and my friends betrayed me and I was hurt and wanted to cry. Kinda felt like the middle east or something.

10/15/07

#1
Bug

I'm in some sort of foster care home for teenagers. There's about 3 guys and maybe 2 girls and I think they were the outcasts or something. I'm walking through the house with my mother and I see a couple of the guys sitting in the bathroom, talking and eating. There's two dogs, they look like strays, running around. The leader or owner or somebody offers me a hot dog. I don't feel hungry but since everyone else is eating decide to join in. Suddenly I get a feeling that my mom was thinking a certain thing and I say, "hey mom, I know what you were just thinking so you better do it or write it down before you forget." she was hesitant at first and then believed me. I don't know what that was about. I then go to eat my hot dog and one of the stray dogs goes after it. I push him away but he's really strong. At the same time I feel a bug around my crotch, I keep fighting the dog off until I feel the bug enter my skin just below my waist. I realize I'm dreaming and think that there's a bug in my bed! I wake to find nothing.

#2
The Breakup

I wake up in my girlfriends bed at her parents or her grandparents house. She's gone and I get all kinds of messages that we broke up and I'm an asshole etc. etc. I listen to a voice mail that has some guy leaving her a message that he's willing to talk to her. I see her grandmother talking about missing an earing and I tell her that it is at my place and I was wondering who it belonged to. I'm worried about the relationship and wake up sad.

WBTB

#1
Porcupines

I'm running behind two of my roomies, N. and J. and at first we're running from 1 porcupine but then we go through a doorway and the sidewalk is lined with a bunch of em. They're about 5 yards ahead of me and when the leap through the next doorway, down some steps, I see about 3 squashed porcupines at the edge of the doorway. The stairs wind down in a square type fashion and there are either 7 or 10 floors. They're leaping and skipping steps as they race down and I think somewhere around 2-3 floors to go my porcupine is right on my tail. Sometime earlier in the dream I recall trying to step on one but they were too picky. Anyway, I think we end up running through the mall.

#2
Farmland

I'm talking to someone around a bunch of farm animals. I see a barn and a wheat field and realize that I'm dreaming. I fly up to the sky and the girl I was talking to is on my back. I just keep flying and notice that when I stop, I float down relatively quickly. I decide I want to fool around with this girl (no-one I know) and fly up really high and strip her down. After a moment I feel like I have to urinate and decide its not a good idea to continue in case I wet the bed IRL. I wake.

#3
Attempted floating Meditation

Again I find myself in some sort of farm-type area and instead of flying around like I usually do I put my lucidity to good use. I fly up just over a barn and attempt to get into a lotus position. AS SOON AS I BEGIN TO ATTEMPT MEDITATION I am aware of my body position in my bed and kinda feel the weird difference between my crossed legs in my dream and my straight legs IRL. I wake.