Kozi's Dream Journal

[Kozi]

Welcome to my dream journal&#33; I have just started trying to induce lucid dreams, two days prior to starting this journal, unsuccesful as of yet, but I don&#39;t expect it to be that easy. I will be trying to post as many dreams as I can possibly remember from now on. The format will be as follows: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date - Dream Journal - Kozi Written at [ Time ] on [ Date ] <-- If date of writing is different than the date of the dream. Dream One [ NL ] --&#62; Dream one, that was Non-Lucid Dream Two [ L ] --&#62; Dream two, that was Lucid Etc, etc. In the event that I remember something else, it will be included in the original dream, as well as noted below with the time of writing what I had not previously remembered. Just to keep track of what was most fresh in my mind at the very beginning. Rememberance: [ Date - Time ] Dream One [ Date - Time ] Dream Two Etc, etc. (As well as included in original dream.) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Refer to dreams below --&#62; Kozi

[Kozi]

11/28/06 - Dream Journal - Kozi Written at 3:45pm on 11/29/06 Dream One [ NL ] I was with my friend James, well... kind of my friend, in what looked like it was my old house but different (I used to live in that house from ages three through fifteen or so). We were going somewhere, though I am not really sure of where or why, he needed some clothes for some reason, and I let him wear some of mine from my room, in my closet I believe. I think my room was really messy for some reason. There was another girl with us, I think it may have been his girl friend Shannon; she needed clothes as well. Then we went outside and we all got in a vehicle. Of what kind, I am unsure. I believe this is still part of the same dream, but I have no idea if I forgot something in between, or if it really was a new dream. --> Dream Two? [ NL ] In this part I had a puppy, but I have no idea why I had a puppy. For some reason I think that I wanted it to have a singing career. I believe that somebody said that the puppy had potential and wanted to showcase him, or her. Weird... Anyway, I think it was my parents that were telling me that the puppy at this point was too small in size to be able to go out and have a singing career. So I waited a day (the say just changed I think) and the puppy was still not big enough. I waited another day and then puppy was then the right side and I was able to let the puppy go with the man that was offering to set up some gigs for the puppy. The puppy then proceeded to go with the man. I packed up a HUGE bag full of a lot of clothes and it was hard to close, I also put alcohol in the bag even though I don't drink. Several somethings (days, weeks, months?) later I went and met up with the man and the puppy, who had magically become my sister, a little girl who does not exist in real life. I rember being in some sort of building with my sister in her "room." Then the man came in and we talked about something and then he left. My sister then told me that the man was only paying her $20 dollars per gig. She told me that they were relatively small gigs, and then I had a flash or a vision of one of the places she had played at. I was outraged that the man was taking advantage of her. So I went to talk to him in some sort of room that looked like a bar and I think that there were a few more people in there with us. I may have gotten in a fight with the man, but I can't remember. After that, out of nowhere I was in another place in the building with a big garage door in it that was open. It was day outside, and then I was my friend Tyler, I mean I TUNED INTO HIM... and then I saw his girlfriend out of the garage door. Apparently I had the wild idea that this is where they had originally met (It wasn't). Then I was there too as myself watching this happen. I saw outside and it kind of looked like somewhere I had been before, maybe up north or in the muskokas. Rememberance: None as of yet End

[Kozi]

11/29/06 - Dream Jornal - Kozi Written at 1:00pm on 11/29/06 Dream One [ NL ] Cannot as of now remember any of my dreams from last night. Rememberance: 11/29/06 - 4:53pm Dream One [ NL ] All I can remember (halfway through the day) is being at some girls house. I had some kind of injury, thought I am not exactly sure where of what it was. Her father, or my father... I am not sure which, was there, and in some way was involved with my dream, though I have no idea how. Some kind of story ensued after which I found myself at a track meet (I am really into track.) I was really angry because I could not run because of my injury. This had actually happened once in real life. Then 4 of my friends that were on 4x100 and 4x400 relay teams (Which I used to be on with them) had to for some reason run a tie breaker for the 4x100 meter relay, and for whatever reason, they had to run a 4x400 meter hurdles relay (Which doesn't exist) to see who would be the champion of the 4x100. They started the race and one of my friends, (The starter) fell down on one of the hurdles and really injured himself badly, one of my other friends went and picked up the baton because it had not fallen out of the lane, and he kept running with it. I believe they almost came back, but lost. I remember for some reason crying a lot, and it was probably because I couldn't run. I remember almost getting into a fight with (or maybe I did?) one of the other team's athletes over the lost race possibly die to the injury of my teammate. One of my old teachers was there, my religion teacher/one of my coaches. End

[Kozi]

11/30/06 - Dream Journal - Kozi Written at 2:07pm on 11/30/06 Dream One I was in a place with an adult, and a guy around my age. I think the adult was the owner of the place, or my boss, or a leader of some sort. There is a lot more to it, but I don't know what it is. It may have been a movie theatre type place that I was in. I think my dad was there, or somebody, and I had to show them a washroom. I remember sometime after this, being at a party of some sort, or maybe a wedding. Either way some sort of gathering. I took some type of unknown transportation there, with people I don't think I really liked. I was being chased by someone after I went through a fenced area (Though not being chased very vigorously). I was in a swampish sort of area with a shopping cart in the water, and the water was bubbling. I pointed this out to the people who were chasing me (if they were even chasing me). That's all I remember... Dream Two [ NL ] As far as I can remember, I was competing in some sort of nation-wide art contest in which I had to draw a number of pictures that would be judged under multiple sections of the contest. I believe I was drawing some sort of super hero in one of the drawings... maybe somebody that was flying, but right now I cannot remember exactly, or recall any of the other drawings. I was told that one of my drawings was probably going to win one of the sections of the contest. My friend Nathan from high school was there ( as he is a talented anime artist. We were in a place that seemed familliar on the inside, but it was some type of port on the outside. There was a relatively large enclosed boat, that was definitely a boat, but was kind of reminiscant of an submarine that you see in old movies. But a small submarine. There was a small cockpit type room, and then there were showers in the back of the boat, with one really nice enclosed shower for the captain. I remember going out on a different boat, to still something involved with the art contest. I remember distinctly a few times that I had to throw a man off the boat, but I couldn't get him to let go of me when I threw him over the side. I don't remember why I threw him over the side though. Following this whole boat thing, I remember being at wht kind of looked like my current house. I was watching my TV to see if I had won any of the contests, I didn't win any of the first couple contests (the drawings were really good). Before they got to the section I was told that I may have won, I think I woke up. Rememberance: None as of yet. End

[Kozi]

12/01/06 - Dream Journal - Kozi Written at 12:56pm on 12/01/06 Dream One [ NL ] I went to my room, it was extremely messy I got changed and then went out driving with my friend mike. We were driving relatively quickly and then I think it was raining, or maybe it had rained, but we started to go through really deep puddles. We went down this hill, and while going down the hill we were going basically through a like 30 ft. deep "puddle." It was all perfectly clear water though. After we got out of that puddle I was just like wtf, was that a puddle? And I remember thinking I said it kind of gay be cause I was excited for some reason, cause then I said it again in a more normal voice, and tried to rationalize it with him... he didn't seem to care at all though. We went through a few more puddles, and then over a big bridge thing... or an on ramp or something. For some reason I got really scared and turned around in the front car of his seat (backwards) and told him that I didn't like bridges. I think that something else happened in between, but now we were at my house and I needed to go get changed because... well, I don't know why. So I went back into my room and I started looking for clothes. I put on some jeans, and then I got this weird shirt out of the droor (I had two different colors of it, I used the gray one. I needed a white t-shirt to go under it, so I looked in my dresser. All I could find was a realllly small t-shirt that was NOT going to fit... I remember getting mad. I left my room and went to the washroom my brother was looking in the mirror or something in there. I asked him if he had a white t-shirt. (I really felt that this was very important). He said yes and that he would go put it in my room. All of this was taking a very long time, and I left mike outside in his car for what seemed like a half hour or so. He came into my house and said something... no idea exactly what it was but I think he said that he would be waiting outside, which he already was. Anyway. I went in, I think I talked to my mom and then went and put the white t-shirt on. It wasn't much bigger than the other one, but it fit I suppose. Then I went outside to leave with mike, I don’t even know where we were going. But then I saw that his parents were in the driver’s seat and other front seat of his car, and he was sitting in the back. Apparently, he had broken his hand while we were driving before, it had a bunch of cuts on it as well. I don’t remember him doing that, but nonetheless I said goodbye and good luck when they said they were bringing him to the hospital. I went back inside my house and I talked to my mom, and for some reason somebody was going to, or did trash my room. Somebody who you didn’t want to piss off… I went up to my room and saw that even though it had been messy before it was slightly more trashed. My mom had collected all of the items they had broken, and it wasn’t so bad… some stuff I wasn’t sure of what they were, and a lamp that I didn’t really care about were broken. Then I left, possibly through my window. I think I forgot something in between, because then I remember myself running away from something. Maybe the people who trashed my room were chasing me. I did some daring stunt, and then I kind of got away. Then I came up on a big drop, into a construction site. I jumped. It was really far down. I landed in some type of dumpster full of something not so soft. I think I probably should have died from the jump, but hey, it was a dream. Then something else happened but I cannot remember. Dream Two [ NL ] This is the dream that happened before I woke up, yet I can remember less of it then the one prior. I was in school. My gym teacher from high school was involved in some way. Something was happening, but I can’t remember what it was. I remember being in the hall and doing something to the lockers… I think it was some type of safety precaution. A girl came out to help me. Then she left, and I saw some people coming down the hall that I knew. I think one of them was my uncle that isn’t my uncle anymore (due to divorce). I was talking to them, and they were selling something. Maybe candy… they were going to talk to my gym teacher. I tried to shake my uncles hand, but then they were magically full of stuff. Anyway… so at some point I found an old nasty caramel in somebody’s locker that I was “safety proofing…” I went into my gym teacher’s office, and then I ate the caramel… eww. Then I read the school newspaper. It had two of my friends on the front cover. The headline read: “We Lose To Langs” referring to a sporting even (even though Langs is the bus company where I live. I then threw something in the garbage. Then school was out and I was outside. It actually kind of looked like the outside of a grocery store called food basics. Then I heard yelling. This kid’s dad was yelling at him to pick up a piece of thrash that he has littered in the school yard. He was being a real ass and yelling at him in front of all his friends. The kid was really pissed off and didn’t want to pick it up. Then one girl told him to just go pick it up, so he did and his dad yelled some more. And that was that. Rememberance: None as of yet. End

[Kozi]

12/02/06 - Dream Journal - Kozi Written at 10:15 on 12/02/06 Dream One [ NL ] I remember something about getting surgery on my jaw. I did get surgery on my jaw in real life just about two and a half weeks ago. The surgery in this dream seemed less major in a way though. It was a very surreal dream, and all I can remember is before and after. I don't actually remember going into the operating room. The whole thing was very surreal. After the surgery I remember being in a room with a lady. Shw wasn't a very nice lady. I think she was a teacher of some kind, and I was in a class. I remember doing something wrong... like throwing something at the roof, and I remember pillows for some reason. There was also one of my old teachers there, one who was always quite pleasant to me. She was defending me against the other teacher. Dream Two [ NL ] Short dream. I was in a school other than the one that I had gone to. I saw one of the girls from the school I went to, I asked her what she was doing at this other school. She said that she had transferred out of our school and that she was now going to this school. She needed to go meet her friends then, and I lost her in the crowds of people. Dream Three [ NL ] Another dream of school. I was at my old school, but the building was different. All of the people and everything else was the same. We all went outside for some type of pep rally or maybe a football game. I met some of my friends out there that I had not seen for a long time. We re-aquainted. Then everybody was like running to the middle of the field. I then saw on the other side of the fence around the field another guy I went to a different school with. He was mowing a lawn (What lawn though...) with no shirt on. He was extremely white, with no tan. We talked. Other things happened but I cannot remember them. Dream Four [ NL ] I had a really big key... I was trying to open the back of a truck with a like 2 foot long key, it broke off in the lock. I grabbed another key off of a hook on the wall. Then two girls came along, they were like "Wtf are you doing? The woman in that room is going to see you." I think it might have been the woman from the other dream, but I am not sure. Anyway, that's all I remember. Pretty weird dream... and I am pretty sure they were all seperate dreams... but hey, who knows. Rememberance: None as of yet. End

[Kozi]

I cannot remember any dreams from last night... only had four hours of sleep, so maybe that is why.

[Kozi]

Yet again I could not remember any dreams... - The date is 12/04/06

[Kozi]

1 NL I remember being in a hotel room of some sort with a girl that I had just met. I believe we were sleeping together in the room. I felt very attracted and attached to the girl even though I had just met her. I believe she or I kept leaving the room, and coming back. Maybe both of us. I also believe that we were on a plane for a short time in the dream. 2 NL I was in some type of competition I believe though I cannot remember what it was. I was going into a lot of bars and stores, many places of business. I remember being in one store, I left through the door and I saw two large rather strange looking men, I had the feeling I had seen them before. Maybe earlier in my dream in a part that I cannot remember. I also remember being in some type of village, though I don't know why, my dream recall seems to be failing me lately. 3 NL I was going to my work christmas party with one of the girls that I work with (she was giving me a ride as she sometimes does.) I kind of like this girl. We got to the party, and I think we were talking about smoking marijuana. Though I don't smoke it in real life. Then I went into some sort of playpen... at the party, and there was a baby in there. I started to play with the baby, and like make funny faces at him. Then the girl that I came to the party with entered the play pen and picked up the baby. I remember thinking that I wish I was the baby... I don't know why. Later on in the dream after a bunch of stuff I cannot clearly remember, I was at a soccer field. I was sitting in the stands. Then I saw my mom going up the field and playing with people who were in like highschool. She is like 48... She was deaking everybody else out, and going up the field quickly she then shot the ball at the net, past the goalie and scored. She fell to her knees and said "That was for you dad, I always wanted to do it." Then she started to cry. I woke up and was just like... wtf was that... I then went downstairs, to my tv room to "watch tv," but really to sleep because my parents don't let me sleep late, and I stay up till all hours of the night. I had another dream in which I think I had a false awakening. I "woke up, but I couldn't really open my eyes, I saw some guy with a white face in my storage room, and then he walked away. I tried to scream for somebody, but I couldn't, and I was having trouble opening my eyes, and then I really woke up, at least I think I did... or am I still dreaming? Ooooh!!! End