Curtis' Dream Journal

[Curtis]

Orange font = A very short dream Red font = A longer dream Blue font = A Lucid Dream Dark red font = A hint tword it was a dream DECEMBER 13th, 2007 Sailing Very, very short dream that I remember, I was just on a ship going thorugh rooms for about 5 second Simpsons Another shor part of a dream (dont remember this one anymore) I was with Carl from the simpsons, I dont know what we were doing, I just wrote that down, then I had a test right after, kind of like my dreams switched Sniper In this one I was on a rooftop with a sniper rifle looking at a skyscraper in the distance. I then looked at it zoomed up (think my scope, I dont remember a dot of anysort so I dont know). It had orange windows and black shadows of people, then something kind of weird happened. You know how you die in games and you leave yur body to go around the level and spectate, well somehow I just went into the building without my body and looked at the people, they were dressed kind of old fashioned, then I woke up. Visiting my cousin In this one I was with my cousin Colin, and he had more muscular arms then usual. Anyway he was holding a bunch of tonic water while I was talking to him, and I dont know how but throught this dream there was a joke that I was worth $7 lol. Anyway, after a while (dont remember what happenens) I end up next to the phone with this kid from my school talking on it swearing about something to the other guy, then I was in a basement, and then this other guy (my best friend) needed the T.V turned up, so I called to my cousin Colin upstairs to turn it up, and he did somehow without coming down.... Moms side In this one I was randomly mowing the lawn at my moms new house (in RL she never moved) and then these random people come to me and tell me a missed the funeral, im like wtf who are you, they were relatives on my moms side (never met them, random people, kind of looks like my friends grandparents acualy) and supposivly someone died on my moms side (havent heard anything about this in RL) so he helps me with yard work in this cartoonish yard and thatrs all I remember. Other dreams happened that night but not big ones, jus small ones with bits and peices that I remember, like being an agent or in a different sniper game. DECEMBER 14th/ 2007 Piano All I remember was I played the piano, like an organ for a second, thats all. Choir Not 100% sure this happened, I kind of remembered it, I was in my school band room singing in the choir with other people. DECEMBER 15th/ 2007 This night was made up of short dreams that I remembered being that I did not stay still after waking up.... X-box games I was in the back seat of the car, I know by friend Chris was riding shot gun and I think his dad was driving too. My other friend who was beside me (I cant remember who) kept getting offered these crappy old xbox games, and for some reason, he wont stop buying them. In other dreams I dont remember him buying them, but when I was in the car I kind of sensed it I guess, anyway he bought it, I called him a retard, and thats all I remember. Drummer Okay in this dream I remember that I was a drummer with this other guy (I think) in the school band or something, my old drama teacher was teaching us. And I was never good, always off beat and I dont think i changed into my band clothes (im not in band in RL). So she told me to get ready so I went on a journy and went through the wet streets biking (must have rained) and almost got hit by a car, and was very scary because I had not helmet on and almost fell about 5 times (estimate) The rest is vauge but I do remember something about a building. Teaching me how to FILD Okay, this isnt my dream that im writing write now but before I went to bed last night, I told my self I was due to have a DILD tonight, seeing how I could obviously tell somethings out from reality because I do that in normal dy life, doing realty checks on little things. I go to bed and pray, fall asleep and to my amusement I wake up at about 5:20 (around that time, like 5:21 mabye). And I move right away, just realizing I cant remember much of what I just dremt, I write it down on the peice of loose leif sitting on my desk next to my bed. I try to FILD but I am not tired enough, I do this for about 30 seconds -1 minute or so and do a reality check, nothing, I try again.... Next thing that happenes is that I am FILDING and at 5:31 get waken up by ,y alarm clock that I forgot to turn off the night before. So I go on my side and try to get as sleepy as I can and then try to FILD. didnt really work so I just went to sleep....then I woke up later remembering this dream.... Very short dream, just remember a lady trying to teach me how to FILD, thats about it.... Tea cup This I didnt remember right after I woke up, about 20 minutes later, I was at my job (the job I have in RL) and this lady has a tea cup and was drinking out of it and dropped it, it smashed so she went back back into the store (a grocery store lol) and came out wiht another one, dropped that one too, so I asked if she would like for me to grab another one, she said I guess so (or something like that) so I did. I get inside and theres tea cups all over the place all around our customer service and others in aother little places. They were all different, I distinkly remember one being shaped weirdly like a maple leave, but had holes in it.... some of them didnt even look like tea cups. After a while I gave up on trying to look for the one she had out off all these weird ones, picked up one that looks simalr to the one she dropped, just bigger and took it to her. She was still waiting out there and I said I found this one but it was dirty, she said she didnt want it and walked away. CONCLUSION I had other dreams that night which I didnt remember intill about 20 mintues from waking up, some were like I was on top of a roof, but I got there sneakaly, it was sort of like a war broke out later on. Another kind of one I remember was going through were I work and my co-worker (in real life too) taking me through out these rooms I have never seen just to show mr something, we get to were we wanna go then he hooks up hooks on the back of his vest (these hooks are from a type of a crane or something) he turns it on and the hooks take him up, he gets hurt but I lower the machine that was making him "fly" in a way. This night I think I almost went lucid. I think I was has asleep half awake and I reminded my self to do a RC, I looked at my fingers, had 6 and hten woke up out of my half dream state, this happened at least twicw I think.

[strinky]

Well, looks like you already remember several dreams per night, which is a great step in the right direction. When you do become lucid (soon!) then you probably won't have to worry about forgetting it. Looking forward to reading more of your dreams.

[lonestarx]

nice. and I agree you wont forget your ld's.

[Curtis]

Hey guy, my dream "teaching me how to FILD" does that mean anything, because I was unsucsessful on FILDing?

[Curtis]

DECEMBER 16th/ 2007 This night I did'nt recall much dreams, and was another attempt tword my first lucid passed on till another night. I do recall some stuff like trapt in a bathroom with this guy I know, he wasnt to friendly in my dream lets put it at that, and there being this battle thing, and also I'm in a basement with other people, very vauge. Hopefully tonight goes better, I tried the MILD techique but didnt work for me, hoping to do it tonight and have a better out come!

[Curtis]

DECEMBER 17th/2007 Paintball gun for sale! Okay, so in this dream i'm looking for a new paintball gun to buy (as i'm in to paintball a lot). I am searching the web for used paintball guns (I think www.pbnation.com) and I find one. It is an 07 eclipse ego (like the picture ^) and it is also got a mod on it that makes it a pump gun aswell. A pump gun is a gun you pump like a shotgun everytime you want to shoot. Anyway there are none of these kind of this gun that is pump in RL. Asking price is $5000 (In RL these guns cost about $750 used) and me and this guy start PM'ing each other about me buying it. Anyway I say i'll buy it and he says he will lower it down to $4000, even better , but then I find out who this person selling this gun is... SO it turns out to be my science teacher whom used to paintball (not in real life) so i'm like sweet, dont got to pay shipping. But for some reason the gun changes from a 2007 EGO, to an pink/white colored 2006 ego. It didnt change infront of my eyes, just next time I saw the gun it was different. For somereason I didnt care, I got the gun and had to pay her later (I dont remember doing that ) Thats all I can remember, sadly the only dream from last night but O well. I think my science teacher was in it because I have a science exam today (big one) and i'm not ready for it. CONCLUSION Didnt have a lucid last night like I thought would have, I got a great sleep though! I remember other dreams vaugly like something to do with a shopping cart. Maybe more will come to me through out the day, mabye not seeing I woke up once and had to get up for schhol.

[Curtis]

DECEMBER 18th/2007 Thank's for Joe's Boxers! Okay so I woke up aty about 6:20 or so and thought to myself "great, another night of no lucids, ill try again tommarow" and went back to bed for a little while (I dont wake up till like 10 to 8). So I'm up trying to go to sleep about a little after 7 and thinking "what are the chances?", Well the chances were suposivly above %50....... (this is my dream now) I'm in some painball pants and decide to change out of them. I do and I go look for some new boxers to put on. Somehow this guy brady came into my dream asking me to borrow/have some stuff so he can teach (he's in grade 10 lol) anyway I'm looking for boxers in my hamper, I look and I see some yellow boxers... In reality I only have 1 pair of yellow boxers which I remember are across the room. So in my dream I pick up these boxers and they say "Spoke'N'Sport" All over them. Spoke N Sport is a bicycle shop in my city. Anyway in reality my yellow boxers are "joe boxer" brand so I'm just like hmmmm, and keep looking. To my surprise another pair of yellow boxers, I look at the strap and has "joe boxer" written on it. I look at Brady next to me and seriously ask him "Brady, am I dreaming?" Just as I would feel asking someone in real life. He replys to me saying some stuff about if I have the stuff he can borrow. I plug my nose and I can breathe! I try again and I can. This feeling is great alone just breathing through my nose. To my dissapointment I am now in the half awake half still looking at my dream state. I wake up to it and dissapointed and happy at the same time, I do a RC just incase of a false awakining. So this is my first time becomeing lucid, it was hazy but I know this is the first step up the stairway tword having full lucid dreams. Another thing is that 2 days ago I was laying in bed ready to have an LD (I didnt) and something told me you wouldent have on till tuesday night, to my surprise didnt have one on monday, but TUESDAY! Coincidence? And the reason I think Brady was in this dream asking me for stuff is because yesterday in guitar he was asking for 5 bucks intill I gave it to him. LUCID!!!!!!!

[strinky]

I know I already congratulated you via PM, but I'm saying it here too. Great job on having your first lucid so soon. May you have many more.

[Curtis]

Thanks!

[Curtis]

DECEMBER 19th/ 2007 Work kill I was at my work and I was talking to s cashier and she asked me were was my green apron (at my work we get these green apron things but I never wear it). She told me that this guy got killed because he got hit by a car because he wasnt wearing one at one of our different stores (for my job I got to go outside a lot). So she told me I should wear my green apron thing. WWII dream This has got to be my most favorite dream i've had yet, being that i'm really interested in WWII. I remember I was in the streets of an abondoned town fighting the Germans, and a tank was shooting at me and my fellow soldiers. Next thik I remember in my dream was I was in a building with a bunch of people and there were two Germans with a Machine Gun fireing at us. I went to a window to the left of the one they were shooting at and If I had a gun with me I would have had a clear shot at both, they wern't looking at me. I ask for a gun and some one in the room has a Colt 45. so he loads it up and also but a bunch of shells in his mouth saying "he will do it" (lol wtf). Anyway, I go back to the main window and see the two Germans running. I aim the pistol and shoot at one guy who is behind the other running, *BANG*, one shot he's down. I aim at the other guy, pop a few more shots and he drops. After this me and the soldiers i'm with see a bunch of other poeple running, we didnt know who they were, on our side or the Germans. Once they are about out of our site we realize they were Germans, and they looked like Generals. Thats all I remember but it was one of the most realistic dream i've had, and my favorite. Swimming pool of pain I remember that I was with some random people and that we were at a small pool. For some reason it had a platform that was pretty high. I remember that two people went off it and hit the outer edge of the pool, but then they were just fine after words.

[Curtis]

I havent been recording my dreams because i'm visiting reletives and relaxing, i'm writeing them down on paper, just not here. DECEMBER 27th/2007 Whats my dream name? So my dream starts out in a video game, its 2D. I dont see nothing but this game. I am a chipmunk or something racing this other animal to get to the finish. I then realize I'm not a chipmunk in real life Bam! I'm in a dream! To my amazement I dont wake up right away like past experiences. So I think, hmm, Im going to make my charcter fart his way to the end. My chipmunk character guy jumps, farts and speeds across the level. About halfway through the level I decide to fly, I get up in the air, fly really fast and somehow the other guy wins, huh figures. So now i'm out of the game, dont know how it happened but i'm myself now. I see one of my reletives leaving the house that i'm in with this other guy i've never seen before. So I go up to my reletive and ask "whats my dream name" (remembering its decembers task). She replys with "I dont know", Desperate to know I follow them out to the parking lot asking the other guy "whats my dream name" he says he doesent know. They then get to this green truck and he unlocks the door, hes about to open it when I look at the door and point my finger tword it and say "LOCK!" to make it lock again so he can't open it, it didnt work and he opened it.... Anyway I bug him further on whats my dream name intill he says "Spener.....no, Its AJ" (these are the names of some guys in my school, coincidence?) He is now inside the car trying to shut the door, I hold it back asking, "Whats AJ stand for?" He says he doesent know, so I bug him more . I then wake up without an answer. This wasnt a very exilerating experience. It felt the same as any dream, just that I had the chance to make myself ask someone what my dream name is so i'm happy. I am glad that I have goten a full lucid dream without waking up right after (its a first). This now tells me that I have more to come and that I know I can do it

[Curtis]

January 19th/2008 Sports car! k, so I had a lucid this morning!, I remember I was sitting on some stairs with my friend and we were talking and got to what would we do if we were lucid. So I was like we gotta see if were lucid or not first, so I did the nose RC. To my amazement it worked and I was in a dream, I kept doing the nose RC because it felt sweet . We started to decide what we would do and we decided, because we dont have much money in reality, we would buy a super expensive sports car. Anyway we reaserched a good place to buy the most expensive sports car and found one, thus started our journy. First we got rid of our current dream cars, mine being some black luxury SUV, I didnt see his car. In this dream I was somewere I didnt know, then I was suddenly in my house, I dont remember how I got there. So were walking through my house and I look outside my patio window, its cold cold winter. So I close my eyes to make it summer, open them and its still winter.... So then we walk out the front door and its summer . I then find myself on the front lawn with my friend and I look at steps infront of my house and theres my little cousin sitting there. I ask him "wanna see something cool?" And I do my first attempt EVER at flying in a dream. My muscels tense up a lot, and I slowly make my way into the air. I get up to about the hieght of my nieboors roof and I drop like a rock on to my gravel drivway. I try it again but the same thig happens. So my friend and I start walking away to go buy a sprtscar when I think, "wouldent it be sweet to have a handgun right now" So I look to my side and try to see if theres a box there (I came up with this thing were I just turn and theres a magic box there, and what ever I want is in the magic box) It is not there, I try again but it does not appear, so I keep on with my journy. I try to fly a few more times with the same results as last time. Suddenly I am downtown. We see the car dealership and start on our way there. And then I focus on some e-mail adresses I randomly think of, I have a feeling they are mine and my friends, but then I wake up. This was my third and best LD yet!

[Curtis]

January 28th/2008 Lucid Okay so I had a lucid this morning. I was in my house and remember thinking I was in a dream, and doing the nose RC, it didnt work but I thought I might do some more RCs. I looked at the clock and it said one something, I looked at it again and it said the same thing. Convinced that i'm in reality and i'm not in a dream I dont know why but I still try. The clocks time started changing everytime I would look at it. Half way convinced I was in a dream I looked at my fingers, I had two fingers growing out were one was supposed to be, and same on the other hand. I am now lucid and decide to go out side. But before I open the door I think I want there to be people out side, and there is. But the one problem is that is night and its a cold winter out there, so I close my eyes and I skip in the streets and here a sound of like a rain stick, and then I open my eyes and its summer, soeom snow but not much, its so beutiful, the grass is so green on everybodys lawn its amazing. And it so sunny. I dont know how but I get to a post office with some friends. I end up with one of my friends grabing my hand and looking at me, and I tell him, i'm in a dream! He looks at me and says something like how Curtis, how can I be in a dream?. I tell him to do a RC check, and we talk for a little then I wake up.