Thread: PatienceMarie's Dream Journal

I think I had a false awakening last night.

I could ahev SWORN I woke up and was like going through my head the dream I had had, and how I needed to come chart it down in my DJ, but I don't remember much after that.

I think I just had a false awakening about writing down a dream then slipped back into a deep sleep.

I don't think I woke up.... and if I did I was half out of it.

-patience

I hate that...beyond anything. Usually I wake and think I wrote it down when really, I dreamed it all.

Maybe you did wake, or maybe it was an FA, either way seems to be forgotten somewhere deep inside your head.

Ahhhh!!

I had so many dreams last night it wasn't even funny.

I can't remember most of them though because I was woken up so abruptly.

I remember one of the first ones though I was pregnant or something, then next thing I know... I wasn't pregnant. It just... disappeared. I don't know what this symbolizes so any guesses would be cool.

Next I remember one where something about we are all having a party..... or something.... and the guys ended up taking my truck. I get pissed off because the run all the gas out of my vehicle. The next day one of my friends ends up in the hospital and she is dying. She died, but then she came back, and then died again. I was like hysterical crying and no one else around me was. I was so pissed, but for some reason I kept saying, "I'm the one that is suppose to die, not her." I think I was suppose to die, but instead she did.

It was rather confusing.

Then I had a false awakening dream, and I didn't realize I did until I woke up. I kept thinking I was suppose to do something in this false awakening. I don't remember what but I just kept thinking I needed to do something.

The next one I was with somebody at my old house. Like a house from like 6 moves ago. Well there is this guy there, and he is dating some girl, and I guess we have a HUGE chemistry because he ended up cheating on her with me. Flat out. She was in the house too but we was like sneaking around.

Goes to show what type of guys I like huh? Greeeeeat.
Anyways I had like 4 more, but the details have escaped me.

I am excited I dreamed so well last night and remembered so much

-patience

I have noticed, alot of my dreams lately have had one thing in common.

Car accidents.

Last night I had a dream I went, I guess back home, for the Holidays, but it wasn't Christmas. Well for some reason it was constantly night or something. It was just always black. This friend of mine in the dream was driving my moms car to go somewhere and she had this weird thing about ALWAYS speeding. I think we was actually headed to my hometown.... how we got my moms care BEFORE I got back to my hometown, I don't know. Anyways we get into this HUGE car accident where she is coming around this lifted bend on like an interstate and she doesn't turn fast enough for the speed she is going and we crash into the side wall and bound to the other side where we crash through the wall and go plummeting down. We then end up slowing down but going into some trees. The cops come and surprisingly, the damage isn't bad AT ALL! There is just a dent in the back. We end up getting back on the road again, and I keep checking her speed and making her slow down. We slowly drive through my hometown, and then we meet up with some guys, that are my friends in the dream. Somehow we end up at a movie theater or something, and I see my older sister there. She is pregnant again or something. I remember like kissing her belly or something. We then head over to a gas station [at this time we are all CRAMMED into the guys truck]. It's like.... me, the girl, and 3 other guys. Anyways we end up getting some alcohol but something happens and things don't go as planned or something, and then we FINALLY make it back to this house to start drinking. I remember I kept telling this guy to pour me a drink or something.

I don't remember anything after that.

-patience

OH YEAH! and my hair fell out in my dream last night. Like a big ole chunk of it!

I have no clue why I didn't become lucid last night with all those weird things going on.

I think my dream sign is pregnant people or car accidents. I can't tell yet.

-patience

Hmmm...going off a wall like that..yeah, you're friend was going too fast (or just a bad driver)...strange things like the no damage deal have happened in my dreams as well, kind of strange.

I wasn't sure what to think with the belly kissing, but I guess that could be sweet, in a strange, weird kind of way.
That dream didn't end on too bad a note. (as long as there were no more accidents).

Hair falling out, I've had teeth coming out, usually when i'm overly stressed..hmm but hair, I don't know what that could mean.

Pregnant people and car accidents as dream signs...Hopefully you'll find some other ones soon as well.

Keep up the good records.

Well I had a FEW dreams last night but my dad called me and woke me up and ended up pissing me off about something so I forgot the majority of them because I was too busy being pissed.

I do remember one though.... and it kind of gives me a warm feeling.

I don't know the setting nor the time, but I do know who was in it [I think]. Well I had a friend that died a while back [the first one of my friends to die recently, and also a damn close friend] and I wasn't able to make it to his funeral back in my hometown because I had just lost my vehicle in the wreck my friend had totaled my vehicle in. Well when Johnny died, Tommy [his cousin... which was LITERALLY like his brother] called me personally to let me know what happened. Well last night before I went to sleep me and Tommy ended up talking for an hour or 2 and we talked about Johnny a little. In my dream there was 2 guys, and one was alive, but one was dead and visiting me, but I knew he was dead. Funny thing is.... I knew it was Johnny and Tommy, but it didn't look like them I don't think.

I was just good getting to talk to him again I guess, especially after talking about the old memories and what not.

-patience

Dream #1: Ryan Love?


It started off around Christmas time. We was over at one of my older houses in my hometown. The first time I had the dream I couldn't figure out if it was my sister or my cousin. Well either way the girl that was with me was helping me paint some room for my aunt. My aunt always does her rooms in these weird colors, and we was painting it 2 different colors of purple. It was hideous. Well me and my cousin ended up spilled the paint, so we had to go buy some more. Louis, a guy that was one of my older friends when I first moved here, and Ryan, my first guy friend that is in a coma was there. Ryan didn't turn up until later but Louis came over right before we started to paint. It seemed him and whoever it was [I have no clue if it was my sister or cousin], had hit it off. They liked each other. Well Ryan came over and I guess Louis had left, and we were talking, and HE hit it off with my sister/cousin too. That kind of upset me though, because in the dream , I was like secretly in love with him because he was my best friend. Well a few days go by, and he calls me and tells me he is coming back, but he is bringing our Christmas presents. He comes over and brings both of us these GORGEOUS red sports cars. I don't remember what I got but he brought her a corvette, and mine was some kind of brand new sports car, but it had a more girly look to it. I was so excited. They were from a Chevy dealership though, because I remember his last job he worked as a car salesman or whatever over at a dealership before he got into the car accident [waking life information].

Something happens and the girl [my sister/cousin] ends up like... pregnant for a SHORT period of time... like I look at her and she is pregnant, then I look away and she isn't. I even remember thinking in my dream, "hey... that's one of my dream signs" but I TOTALLY didn't catch on. How stupid of me. Anyways somehow we end up over at my mammaws house, and I'm upset most of my dream, because she is PLAYING both of my best friends. By this time I realize it's actually suppose to be my sister. Well something happens to her and me and my dad end up having to take her to the hospital. It wasn't over anything major. Ryan ends up calling me and I tell him where we are at and we meet up for a little while. It was awkward because he knew I was upset about the whole him liking my sister thing, because we had used to have feelings for each other and all this good stuff. Well we both end up going back to my mammaws house [where I am currently staying at in the dream] and we end up laying down because we decide, since it's night, we'll just go to sleep until they call, and we'll go get her and bring her back home. Well we are talking and then we lay down. I remain asleep because I just can't get the whole situation off my mind. It's like I wanted to tell him about how he was getting 2-timed but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Well we are on complete opposites sides of the bed, and somehow he ends up right behind me with his arm around me. It's like he kept moving until he was right there, and we ended up talking and everything. Well we go to sleep, then wake up and go get my sister.

Louis calls me because he has some tickets to a System of the Down concert, so we all pile up in our cars and roll out. Well at the concert it consist of like... this house that was mainly the concert hall. You walk in and it's like this big blackish hallway with velvet couches everywhere and plants and it looks very Gothic. People are just hanging out on the couches and what not and then at the end of the hall there is an extension that leads into the house. The doors that you ENTER in though are on the SIDE of the halls.

like this....


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Well on the OPPOSITE side of the doors your ENTER are the doors that enter the actually concert arena. Well we go through and all this stuff, and they have like a "justice of truth" thingy. Well I go through it and you have to hop down off this thingy just to go down the "justice of truth" walk way thingy.Well for some reason at this point [no clue why] I have a sneaky suspicion my sister is pregnant by Ryan, which is REALLY hurting me at this point. Well I go down the walk way and you have to like.... crouch down and crawl under this.... thing... just to get to the other side and tell this person. Well I do then I decide... wtf..... I am not crawling I am going to walk around it. So I do. I go over and you have to like.... tell this GUY what's bothering you and he'll give you the answer to your problem. I told him, and he told me I should confess how I feel in a non abrasive way, or something like that. Not really in those words, but he basically told me to tell him and I would be shocked with my reply.

Well I wander back out into the hallway and I'm just thinking. Well BEFORE I went into the concert, I gave one of my old friends Corlon [we were friends in Jr High] the keys to my car and I told him to hold them for me until I get back. Well I get back and his friend is just sitting there, and he tells me Corlon was in the Jacuzzi room [I think] and that i didn't wanna go in there and that he was ABOUT to be back. So I wait for a minute, and sure enough, he comes back, well I guess they know Ryan somehow, because I sit down and catch up with Corlon, and he says some thing about Ryan. I don't think he knows our situation but he knows we are friends because I sat down and told him about Ryan getting me my new car for Christmas. Well he's like, "Yeahhh Ryan talked about you earlier. He said I bet you was a WHOLE lot better than Nickie [my sister] ever was, if you know what I mean" and he just kind of winked at me.... meaning I should know he was talking about sex. I just kind of blushed and was like, "Well I gotta go!" but in the back of my mind I was thinking, "Oh my gosh!! Ryan thinks about me like that?!" and I was just shocked. Well we go get in our cars and leave and somehow between the beginning of the concert and the end, Ryan found out about Louis and Nickie doing stuff together.

Well he eventually comes up to me and was like, "I knew you knew and I knew you was acting weird and stuff, I should have noticed it, and I should have listened to you." Which was TOTALLY weird because I don't remember EVER actually telling him, but in the dream I act like he didn't say ANYTHING out of the norm.

Well I end up telling him how much I am secretly in love with him and he told me that his feelings were mutual, it's just we had been friends so long and blah blah blah. Well we end up kissing, and in the end, we ended up together .

I'm sure if Ryan was in the condition to hear what I had dreamed of... he'd had laughed his butt off.

Anyways... so yeah... that probably had to be my best recall to date, and this seriously WAS the only dream I had last night. This dream TOOK OVER about 10 dreams. Every time I would start dreaming about something else, this dream took back over.

Funny.

OHHH!!! I am back from my hometown!! Woo!!

ANYWAYS!!

I am so EXCITED because I had 2, yes count them, TWO LD's TWO days in a row!!

And ANYONE who knows me, knows this is an accomplishment because I've had a dry spell since my number one!!

Okay so the first one started out and I was in a bathroom with Shae and PJ. PJ and Shae are friends, but I haven't hung out with them in a LONG time. Well apparently Shae was crotched down doing something, and PJ turned to look at me and my finger nail got caught in his jeans and broke. I looked up at him and was like, "awww my nail broke!" and looked at my hand. I then looked at him and said, "wait... I BITE my fingernails....." then I looked back down and TWO OF MY FINGERS WERE CHOPPED OFF TO THE JOINT!! I was scared at first but then I realized I WAS DREAMING! I did another hand check and it seemed like I had 2 hands but they were fuzzy [almost like they were moving REALLY fast and I only saw the start and ending, then the motion streaks in between.] Well I got excited and ALMOST lost it. The scene started to go black and then my head started to sway, but I calmed myself down really fast. I was then in a blackness of nothing and I remember someone telling me how they started off their LD. Well I summoned a mirror and thought about where I wanted to go and jumped in. Now that I think about it, it kind of reminds me of the Barney bag. Well I ended up in my mammaws house in one of her guest bedrooms [I didn't plan the dream, just who was going to be there] and I ended up with some guy I had never met before, which kind of made sense, but I didn't like what I saw, and I wasn't sure how to change him so I got rid of him. Next thing I know I was in some room with like white everywhere and a white canopy bed and some girl was there, and I hopped right into the naughty time LD. No details from here .

ANYWAYS. That LD was kind of awesome just because of the fact that it was SO REAL. I literally had to keep doing RC because I felt like it was real so many times and I had to assure myself it wasn't. It was awesome how real it was.

The second one didn't last long. It was a very short LD because I ended up waking up, but I started to doze off and BAM I was in a LD! Automatically. It was pretty wicked how fast it happened. Anyways I summoned Kale up, and things started to get a little steamy, but then he just kind of faded away and I woke up.

That was kind of a sad LD because I didn't get to have my way with him, but it was still good. He was a great kisser. haha.

Kale is going to hate me....

so yeah!! LD's WOO!!

-patience

yay! I love when I have LD's back to back, it's like an amazing reward for having patience.

I also love it when they are sooo real. I think its amazing how we can go places that look so real, and it's all in our minds. It's also cool how we could never go to some of these places, because they don't exist outside of our minds. Or do they?!


Sounds like your last one was a WILD! Well, a WBTB/WILD but still a WILD. I'm not totally sure what the "official" standards are for them, but in my definition it was. Was it your first? It's a pretty crazy feeling.

I wish I had better recall, I like to go right back to sleep again because I have most of my lucid dreams that way, but I usually forget my earlier dreams

I frequently have lucid dreams where everything goes black, I'm glad you were able to calm yourself down. But for me they don't always end there. I'm used to it, and I'm used to free falling in dreams, so whenever everything goes black I just free fall and sooner or later I'm out of the blackness.

I hope you have more awesome dreams! They sound like fun! Lucky dream characters....

Originally Posted by yay

*Sounds like your last one was a WILD! Well, a WBTB/WILD but still a WILD. I'm not totally sure what the "official" standards are for them, but in my definition it was. Was it your first? It's a pretty crazy feeling.*



**I hope you have more awesome dreams! They sound like fun! Lucky dream characters....**

*- Actually I had TRIED to WILD right before but I just gave up [mentally] and drifted to sleep. I just realized I WILD'd I am soo happy. I was all like. "arg I'll never WILD! blah blah blah!" and I did!! Thanks for making me notice !!

**- I have no clue who the girl was, but I just got finished telling Kale about my dream. His dream wasn't naughty naughty though just me being a sweet little guy addict. I woke up before I like... raped him in my dream though. How sad.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Okay I'm back now. My computer freaking crashed completely and I had to wait to get the new one in and set up and blah blah blah you probably don't care about the details, but i'm back.

-patience

So I had an LD about:



and some hott chick.... but I have no clue who she was... I made her up....

If you know me you can PRETTY MUCH guess what the LD was about....

I mean come on....

Brett Michael's? PSSH YAAA!!

Anyways I noticed I was dreaming when I looked at my Cell phone and I can ACTUALLY remember what it was like.... it was like a CHAT on my cell to this guy that I have saved as "Kyle Duck" in my phone.... because he's a duck... well it was my pink slvr but the screen was all sideways and black and green. The funny thing is.... you could READ it but you had to CONCENTRATE to read it.....

it was pretty cool.

Oh and for some reason when I looked in the mirror I had like LONG black curly hair and was super freaking skinny.....

Something ain't right with my dream self....

-patience

LD sexy time with Poison's Lead singer? Okay then...

I haven't seen you in eternity, Pati! Where have you been?

Just busy. I start training tomorrow for a job that took a MONTH to complete every form and test with.

So as of tomorrow, I work full time.... yuck.

-patince

So last night I had a dream that a friend of mine, which I am trying to detach from at this time, stole some of my things while I was at my families for the Holiday. I was really pissed about this.... like infuriated. So I jumped in my car, and I went to go find her, but somehow I ended up texting my friend Ricky about ir or calling him or something and told him about it.

That's all I remember

-patience

Originally Posted by PatienceMarie

So last night I had a dream that a friend of mine, which I am trying to detach from at this time, stole some of my things while I was at my families for the Holiday. I was really pissed about this.... like infuriated. So I jumped in my car, and I went to go find her, but somehow I ended up texting my friend Ricky about ir or calling him or something and told him about it.

That's all I remember

-patience

God I hate those, when you want to get revenge, and then something distracts you in the dream, and the dream completely goes in a different direction..odd lol

I'm soooo sorry ya'll!!

I'm still alive, I SWEAR!!

I have been so busy lately. I am LITERALLY living my days by a schedule.

I should be switching to on-job soon, and I'll be more used to working so much and running so many errands, and just getting life together.

I still love ya'll VERY much, and I have NOT forgot about my precioud DV family.

I really do miss you guys, and having free time to just goof around .

For all of you that have my number, hit me up! I'm still available, just not so much on the computer anymore.

I'de love to hear from ya'll :\

-patience