I guess I'll try to keep a dream journal. My recall isn't that great (yet), so I'll probably skip whole weeks, and the dreams will be pretty chopped up and missing portions that I couldn't figure out how to explain, but I'll try it. Might even include pictures of them, if I draw anything. Anyone is welcome to message me and see if they could interpret them, since I'm not that good at it. I'm a sixteen year old female. My dreams are almost always about being controlled.
Let's start with some older dreams, if only bits and pieces of them...
Being an Alien
Had this one about two years ago - details are sketchy. It was a non-lucid dream.
I was out in a large, open area with hard-packed yellow dirt and small green reeds growing up every few feet. There were occasional pools of water, and lots of the reeds were clustered around the edges. I wasn't me anymore - I was a huge animal, something like a wooly mammoth. I was at least six feet tall, had big ears and six legs, and a long, thin trunk with a red tounge like a snakes that came out of the end. There were people with me in white coats that seemed like scientists, and they walked beside me slowly, talking to each other. I couldn't quite understand what they were talking about, so I just walked. Eventually we came across a small nest of dried reeds on the dirt. Inside were a few tiny furry black creature that looked like kittens. I stuck my tounge out and licked them, taking a DNA sample that the scientists wanted for later review. We continued to walk.
The Healing
I don't remember the start of this dream well enough to write anything down about it, but the middle is clear. My back had been hurting in awake time after I had injured it a few weeks prior to the dream. This was non-lucid up until the point I say I went lucid.
I was with my grandmother, who was concerned about my back hurting so much. She said she knew someone who could help, and took me to this huge rectangular house. It looked very old, and had three floors. Somehow, we suddenly were up on the third floor, which was like a sunroom. It was all old but sturdy wood, and there was a screened off area with two doors going out to it. The enclosed area was shaped like this: [ , but the ends of the bracket extened in a little ways so the porch was pretty small. There were couches off to one side near a screen door going out. We went and sat on the couches, waiting. There was a woman sitting out on the porch in very bright, golden sunlight. After a few minutes, she came inside and sat in an armchair with a footstool in front of it, motioning for me to come sit on the stool, facing to her right side. I sat, and she placed her hands around me, so one was sitting on my solar plexus and one was on the area that my back was hurting. Her hands were incredibly hot, and she had a shimmering golden light around her. I was struck by the feeling that this was more than a dream - this person was real, and was trying to help me. My body was filled with energy, trembling energy like I feel with I'm getting reiki. She took her hands away after a bit, and I felt really sleepy. I fell over on the floor, unable to move, and heard the woman telling my grandmother, "She'll be alright, she's just taking in the energy." Suddenly, I was overcome by the feeling I get when I'm about to go out of my body, and felt incredibly light and floated out of my body. That's when I went lucid, at least partially, and flew up into the sky as far as I could go without feeling like I was in too much danger before quickly doing a controlled fall back to earth, landing by a mailbox in the bright, golden sunlight of autum, looking at the street, before greying out and waking up.
My back has started to heal since having this dream. It still hurts, but it feels better.
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