Originally Posted by Muhdi
Hello
I see that you might be getting discouraged with your dreams. May I suggest letting go a little and letting your mind run free. It could be that your trying to hard to dream something inspiring and by telling yourself that the dreams you are having are crappy you could be setting that up as the goal for your dream. So now you have this dichotomy at work, wanting something great but telling yourself its crap. I suggest appreciating what ever dreams you are remembering and finding the joy and value in them. I hope that can help you.
I AM getting frustrated and discouraged. It's totally true. It's just that my dreams used to be so vivid and I would remember so much, and now...nothing. And honestly, I'm not trying that hard, I really am just letting go and letting whatever happens happen. But the result is crap. I'm not even trying to LD at this point, I just want my beautiful dreams back and the ability to recall them. I know it's because of personal problems, and I just need to wait it out and let myself "heal" or whatever. But I'm still kinda miffed about it.
Thanks for the encouragement though Muhdi. It helps.
Having said all THAT, I do remember a bit about last night:
- I don't remember exactly what was going on, but I get the feeling (as usual) that I was escaping something or running away from something evil. It was almost like a movie where a town was being invaded by aliens or some deadly virus had been unleashed and the town was being evacuated. I know my mom was in the dream to. And at one point she was hugging me and talking to me in a corner somewhere. I don't know what we were talking about.
- Oh! We were in this place that was mountains and fields, and oh! there was a train there too (that just popped into my head) and I kept wanting to take pictures of these beautiful purple and white flowers and every time I went to take a picture they would fade away or wouldn't be as beautiful as I thought when I got up close. I remember another kind of burnt pink flower, but I can't quite recall the scene though or how they were involved in the dream. They were big I think.
- I had a sort of CD case type thing and I was collecting all these gold coins in it. Actually my mom had been putting them in there. And actually the coins started out as text messages that my mom had exchanged using my phone, and then each text message ended up on the gold coins. There was a circular design engraved around each text on the coin. I remember the coins being very brilliant. And I was looking through this case of coins in the back seat of some jeep. I was on the left side and my mom was on the right. Hmm...my mom went away this weekend on a trip with her boyfriend. I bet I'm wondering how she is and if she's ok and that's why she's so prominent in this dream.
That's about it for now.
- Remembered more about the train. We actually saw train tracks at first and we were laughing about something to do with them, but I can't recall what it was. And then a train went zipping by on the tracks and then disappeared.
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