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      Strangest Dream Yet.

      Quote Originally Posted by What??Me?? View Post
      Mwahahahahaha! I'm sorry I just really love this whole journal. Espically the opening!
      I laughed so hard...
      haha, well thank you


      And now the dream:

      It's a lot like flash photography. There's this gray heater. vertical. Small black rectangles, part of the vent, fade and then become amplified. It's one of those cheap vents; the kind you find in cheap apartment complexes---those built circa 1968-89. There is a blond haired college age girl in a fairy princess costume standing there, but then there's a flash of light and she's gone.

      The light in the dream is unstable. i've got camera vision. Edges blurr. Someone is taking pictures, but i can't find the photographer. My mother walks by with a bowl of candy. I see my sister standing in a costume, but then running off.

      The girl in the fairy costume walks by again. My camera vision follows her into the living room. I'm in Santa Barbara.

      The thought registers before the visuals do. My mind travels down the beach town streets at a high speed--the pov changes and the movement contains the traces of light my eyes leave behind, and all around me, i can see the masses of people partying in houses and apartment balconies--people kissing in corridors and dancing in drive ways--in costume.

      It's Halloween.

      "What am i doing here?" I see a girl that i remember from a visit long ago. Her tips me off, her attitude unmistakeable. I start to wonder where the familiar person is, the person who should be here--but he's no where to be found. I look down at my shoes: black mary janes, but the camera continues to flash and my feet are bare.

      my internal monologue goes crazy. there is someone else there. I leave the visual world and go into this darkness. There is someone else there.
      Who's here? Who's here?

      She. It's a she.
      And she's beautiful.

      I approach her with caution. She's got a laugh that's pleasant, and these big, kind eyes. Light hair. Long light hair.

      She's laughing. Is she laughing at me?

      Hands.

      There are these very feminine hands on someone's face. Lips.
      I can see the silhouette of these two bodies. and suddenly they become clear in a revelation of color before being drowned in shades of gray.

      Suddenly i know where i am. i"ve dreamt this before. I get the sense of being underwater but everything is great and quiet and stagnant.

      Then i see them again. But flashes of the old dream return, juxtaposed against these new happenings.

      I walk up to him

      Her laughter surrounds me

      He has this left hand up against an invisible barrier.


      She has her left hand up on his face.

      My right hand goes up to meet his


      Their faces move closer

      ...but i can't get to him.

      I close my eyes.
      I understand.
      I don't want to look anymore
      but my dreams aren't kind.
      and there is no mercy.

      closing my eyes does nothing.

      suddenly i'm on a bus, speeding away, leaving the town
      but her laughter is still there
      i cover my ears with my hands and it all comes back in a rush.

      My first day in Second period english. The beaten down orange chairs. Noticing that newsboy cap. hippie grass and abandoned houses. Desert and river. Roses and Seventh Street songs on an ipod.

      His neck--the way his neck moved with his hand on that boy's groin. The ash that fluttered across the window in the back seat. Frou Frou raping my ears, hiding in the Garden's play pen.

      i can feel the pressure of my hands on my ears. outside the view from from the bus window is looped. the same trees over and over.

      it's my bus ride trip from Santa Barbara from a year ago. I'm in L.A. again but as i walk down the street, years pass.

      I'm wearing stilettos and a strapless red dress. i'm late. I walk faster--my friends are waiting! it's a gorgeous night in Los Angeles. I think that i should have accepted that ride---when i stumble and regain my balance by hanging on to a news stand. The man behind the counter smiles at my clumsiness---and then i see it. A magazine cover with his face on it. There's a second of recognition, just enough to read about his latest success, but my friend calls out for my attention and we walk together to the club.

      Inside, the decor seems familiar and 20 minutes later, when i'm flirting with this very good looking man, i realize that i've had this dream before.

      I look behind the bar and there is this man, faceless, but exactly where i'd seen him before. I realize that everything will be okay, and that this is the best outcome possible,

      because there is someone else waiting for me

      The man looks right at me--I wake up. [/COLOR]
      "Anything is possible, because WE are possible."--A Young Berkeley Poet I Met Sitting on The Side of the Road.

      I f*king love this banana----->

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      Spill-age, and a Bit o' a Cliffhanger

      This might have been caused by the emotional turmoil in my head pre-dream, but whatever.

      In the beginning there was only darkness---and laughter.
      I could see nothing, but my hand felt funny.

      Slowly, I realized that my hand was encompassed by someone else's, and as the scene became more apparent, I realized that the feeling in my hand had traveled up to my heart, which beat faster, and into my gut where I recognized it immediately.

      Butterflies?

      I didn't have time to dwell because I felt my legs sprinting below me.
      In the light of what seemed like our modern day street lamps, I could see my surroundings more clearly.

      We were in the wilderness somewhere. The trunks and branches of the trees I caught sight of were dismembered visually, such that I could not tell whether or not a branch or trunk belonged to the same tree--both faded back into the darkness, which seemed to merely yield in the glow of the postlights.

      There were cubed cabins all around me, futuristic looking, with wood so finely sanded, it looked smooth to the touch.These were scattered about my field of vision, a small intermission between darkness, leaves, darkness, leaves.

      In a bit of a frenzy, I'd failed to noticed the many voices around me--they murmured and yelped with excitement, but I could not tell whether this was out of fear or adolescent amusement: we all looked about high school age.
      At this point, too engrossed with my surroundings, i felt myself trip on what seemed like a tree root or a small rock, or--knowing ME--a few extra blades of grass.

      Gravity here, however, seemed kinder.

      The way down was a slow motion effect, giving me time to take in the deep green of the moist patches of grass below me. I lied there for what seemed like a full minute, searching the skies, intrigued by the fact that, in such darkness, there were no stars visible.

      And then, everything was blue.
      But I..I was really fucking dizzy.

      A melodic chuckle: "Haha, are you alright?"

      Whoever had been holding my hand had materialized beside me, no longer a significant pressure in my palm. He knelt down to see if i was alright, blindfolding me in the process, with the front flap of what resembled a men's dress shirt--in blue.

      My hint should have been his voice, which made me smile below the blinding cloth in spite of my confusion--but his eyes, as soon as i was able to see them, inspired this giggle of happiness that was unmistakable.

      I apparently, I was in love with him.

      The next part of the dream is a bit murky.
      In swift succession of thoughts i understood immediately a few things.

      This was a class road trip.
      The year was 2034.
      And I had a bodyguard--a small, elf like creature who was airborn, yet trailed behind me, a weapon of sorts in his hand, and on his face, a look of disapproval. This look appeared again when my galactic boyfriend put his arm around me and rushed me to a wooden cube cabin.

      The inside resembled my high school bathroom stalls. There was a muffled argument going on outside, but before i had a chance to investigate, my elf guard flew in, his wings humming as he hovered.

      "Clear!" he declared.

      The next scene happened in a POV shot: I was sitting in a stall, staring at the moldy pipes that hung over head. Despite the commotion outside, all I could hear were the sounds of my own piddle and the elf's humming--nearly buzzing, wings.

      Suddenly, a weapon went off. "Agh!" someone yelped.
      I gasped as I watched 3 bright blue orbs float into the room.

      "Yndo!" I yelled, and the little elf appeared, destroying the orbs one by one.
      "There's another one!" I yelled, and he rushed to shoot it, driving it out of the room.
      Anxious, I pressed my eye to the slit in the stall door, searching. But it seemed to be over.

      Then, out of the corner of my eye, a faint blue glow. It moved swiftly, orbiting the circumference of my head without a sound. As it passed in front of me, I got the impression that this ...creature was indeed alive--An intelligent and thinking organism. And soon after, came the most horrifying thought. I was being watched--it, was watching me. And then, so faintly that i couldn't be sure it was happening, it spoke to me...not with a mouth, but in my mind. I could hear it in my mind.


      Hello Prin---

      But it didn't get to finish. There was a loud zap and the orb imploded in front of me, it's image warped. Yndo's smoking weapon was in front of me. "Clear!" he yelled, automatically, and then, in a less mechanic matter, smiled at me warmly.

      It occurred to me then that Yndo couldn't speak my language, so i just smiled back, and he understandingly motioned me to follow him.

      Outside, a flock of orbs made their way towards the sky. I noticed for the first time that there were others like Yndo, cursing the orbs in what to me was muttered nonsense, and firing their weapons at will, wings abuzz in the night.

      In the distance, I thought I saw him, my galactic boyfriend, running with four others, dressed in black from head to toe--but upon catching my eye, he only turned and fled East.

      Confused, and suddenly very tired, I blacked out.


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      There's more, the next part is pretty fuckin' weird to me, but I'm in dire need of some breakfast so, more later.
      Last edited by Comoquiendice; 01-04-2009 at 08:57 PM.
      "Anything is possible, because WE are possible."--A Young Berkeley Poet I Met Sitting on The Side of the Road.

      I f*king love this banana----->

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      Part Two and Then Some

      Took me a while to get back to the rest of the dream--been busy. For the past week and a half or so, following this dream i kept having really vivid recurring dreams. Here they are.

      First, the finale to the last one:

      Eyes closed, I can feel the daylight all around me. I open my eyes to find myself in a house with low wooden beams intersecting all over the ceiling. My first thought is that "This seems like a house that would be in Aspen." but as I think it I look outside to see a vast sea of evergreens and a bright blue sky--no snow in sight.

      POV is wide length screen; I'm sprawled on a black futon with wooden trimmings and an orange fleece blanket. Everything from then on is murky.

      I have a grandmother who is wrapped in pink fleece and a younger sister, about twelve years of age, or maybe nine--but definitely prepubescent who dressed in an aristocratic shade of deep purple from head to toe. Her hairstyle is infantile, but futuristic.

      They're both having an argument with me at the same time, with the silverhaired, bee hive hair donning grandmother mumbling about how such and such is "dangerous" and otherwise insinuating that I should know better, "considering what's at stake."

      Then, in a moment of unexplained clarity, I gather that my grandmother is something like a queen bee: She, my sister and I are the last women on the planet. My sister is not yet of childbearing age but this isn't her only complication: something has happened to her that threatens to render her infertile, ergo my role as the only woman of child bearing age on the planet is pretty important to my grandmother and the rest of the planet, but it's really of no importance to me. As i realize this I look out to see "people" passing by our windows. They aren't human, they're different type of aliens.

      Tired of the same argument I run to my room and bury myself in my blankets. Suspected boyfriend shows up, sliding down a pole/pillar outside my bedroom window.

      With my bodyguard Yndo nowhere in sight, a very rated G cuddle session ensues.

      The mood shifts dramatically. Suddenly I feel very sad and alone. I pull aforementioned boyfriend closer, lay my head on his shoulder and tell him so. In this moment, I realize that loving him makes me feel extremely fragile--(Gah, i KNOW, what was i ON?)

      But before I can admit this to him, I notice an emptiness in his eyes that I had never seen, or rather noticed before.

      A lightbulb goes off in my head as Yndo crashes through the door.

      "You need to get out of here!" he shouts to me. Immediately my boyfriend figure jumps up and throws me over his shoulder, but Yndo presses a button on what i thought was his skin.

      "We no longer require the presence of Subject 47. Abandon mission now."

      But my boyfriend moves swiftly to my window, and I start to panic.

      "Repeat. Disengage Subject 47. Abandon mission now or be prepared to endure the consequence."

      In response, my boyfriend places me down gently and assumes a military position as his eyes start to blink red and beep mechanically.

      I've been in love with a boy-bot. Of sorts.

      Yndo begins to babble on through this communications device or whatever it is, but i can hardly grasp what's happening and sink into a black out once more.


      I wake up in tears for some reason, grasping the very prominent thought that, in real life, I'll never be more than suspicious of romantic love.

      Well, I DID say that this sort of happened after a very stressful day...anyway it made me really emo for the rest of the day. gah. Whatever.
      Last edited by Comoquiendice; 01-26-2009 at 10:13 AM.
      "Anything is possible, because WE are possible."--A Young Berkeley Poet I Met Sitting on The Side of the Road.

      I f*king love this banana----->

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      oh Right, the other dreams.

      I'm a little spent for now, I'll come back to them and hopefully have another tonight.

      But i will say this: my dreams have suddenly taken an HD, sci-fi fantasy movie quality, and i wonder why. it's just really kick ass.

      Mmmmmm.
      "Anything is possible, because WE are possible."--A Young Berkeley Poet I Met Sitting on The Side of the Road.

      I f*king love this banana----->

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