On my second attempt of trying to WILD, I became successful! I woke up in the middle of the night and felt very spiritual, I put on some orchestra music and began to write a bit in my bed on mind expanding things. Since I like to create stories, I felt an urge to try one with a strong focus and deep control. I layed in my bed and let my eyes twitch as I focused passed the darkness. To do this I kept repeating three things in my mind, "Breathing, spirit, disipline..." And in due time I began to see vivid flashes, sudden at first but my urge to see past it was far to great to wake me up. My orchestra music was still playing, and I kept a strong focus on my eyes actualy being closed. I saw a vision finally blur into focus of my bare feet on the orange misty grass. I looked up as darkness covered the skies as a gust of wind blew up the fallen leaves circuling around me, I was a bit fearful at first but the orchestra music kept me in sync. And with that, I felt a great heroic influence of power and strength, I flew up past the clouds and darkness of the skies to see a bright light, I flew towards it but suddenly stopped thinking I might be going to far, I turned around and noticed I was standing on the planet as if I was a giant being and saw a clear view of the stars and space. I began to feel a slight dizziness and lost my balance falling down as I saw the bright light fade and I felt a sudden shock as I hit the ground. The sudden shock caused the ground to tremble, I shouted and tried to control my enviroment but the vibration was too powerful. I listened deeply for the orchestra music once more and began to hear it louder, and forced my eyes open and forced my hand up only to notice my whole body was shaking but I couldn't move it. I relax, and began to think of Marissa (the girl i feel greatly for) and my surge of electric impulse began to slow as I regained complete control of reality.
This tripped me out a bit too much, for I wonder what would happen if I kept going into the light. There is great meaning to this event, though do not want to think of it at the present moment. All in all though, it was a successful attempt at a WILD.
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