going to sleep 1/17/09, smoked some stuff so might not get anything
: plot is confusing and the dream is becoming difficult to remember. Very detailed dream though.
It was like a movie I was watching. It started as a competition where everyone had to kill each other in a house using bowling balls. Everyone had a number and they were referred to by this number.
While all this was going the back story was about some guy who went across the nation giving these motivational speeches about holding thesr competitions where everyone kills each other. An additional narrative was that they were on some cruise ship trying to get a japanese girl named Loszo peel all here skin off and use her spirit for something. At this point I was watching it like a film and this is the only time I appear in the dream. I fast forwarded to the part where they peel her skin off and she becomes all long and streched out, its not really graphic kinda cheesy like a bad horror film.
The narrative is non-linear and it jumps back to the competition where everyone who is already dead, and horribly mutilated comes back to life to kill each other more. Its more of a comedic part of this "movie". Theres one scene where one of the guys lands in the grass and then a head thats been chopped off starts crawling towards him using his tongue. Next thing you know all the dead contestants are up and are running around trying to kill each other. One part, a pair of legs chases a guy with no skin and shouts "I'm the least dead out of all of you."
Final part of the dream, there are people viewing this film and it goes back to the part with Loszo. After they skin her, its just her head, and they give her some kind of drink which relaxes her, and gives her hallucinations, then they can use her spirit for whatever evil purpose they want. The dream then shows this evil motivational speaker offering four people the opportunity to work for him in service positions like maids and bartenders. Service type jobs. They all do, but eventually quit, except for one guy. This guy is actual a character, Fry from Futurama.
He is dressed like a maid, and is eating breakfast with the other servants who know he is about to do something. He says something like let me do this. His plan is to use a bowling ball to kill the guy when he sits down to eat breakfast. The dream ended here and I woke up.
The feel of this dream was that I was watching a cheap B- horror film that mostly took place on the cruise ship but I can't remember all the details and some are coming back to me. I remember some guys on the cruise ship trying to find girls to ask out, and of the guys liked the Loszo girl, who was actually very pretty.
An additional dream which had me in it: I was in need of a liver transplant, and possibly a heart transplant in this dream. I suspect it was from my frequent drug use ( a real life problem). But, we weren't sure. My mom was in it and she said something to the effect of "you know what the liver is for right," in a sarcastic way. In my head I was thinking filtering poisons like drugs out of your body. The dream then changed to me at my house checking a message on my answering machine. I barely missed this call. The message says its from some guy who wants to help me with the transplant. Not nesecarily in paying for it, but helping me find a good doctor, and such. I call him back and its a receptionist who says that I apparently the guy is a radio talk host and also one of those televangelist type guys. She says I can go on the air, or talk in private depending on what he called me for. I tell her about him helping with my transplant, being careful to avoid mentioning paying for the transplant, since he didn't specifically say whether or not he was going to pay for it. She says something about how lucky I am. Then the dream went back to the other one, this was more of an interlude, than its own dream. I also recall feelings of doubt, as to whether I was really in need of a new liver, and how we were so sure.
I'm surprised by how much I can remember of this dream, and the plot. Its more like a movie than a dream, and my recall is definitely improving. As for interpretation the main dream is difficult and long.
The interlude is easy to interpret for me. I think the liver transplant signifies the bottom for me with drugs. Even though I don't drink alcohol, I think the liver represents the body dealing with these drugs, and what will happen if I don't stop. The interesting thing is in real life, I don't use any hard drugs, and have only used two illegal drugs in my life. I think the dream represents part of me that is afraid I could do long term damage to myself by smoking weed, or salvia.
As for the radio evangelist, I think that has something to do with my stray from religion. I was raised muslim but I recanted my faith 3 years ago. I am now more of a deist, or a belief in a natural religion. I'm not an atheist, but I don't believe in praying, or god's will influencing our lives. I think the dream represents that even though I don't believe in prayer I think miracles can still happen. And, that organized religion might be fake and broadcast on the radio, but it can still help me. Which is interesting, since I really don't believe that at all.
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