Thread: Doctor's Dreams

May 31

Success!

If not only a small one but one at all! (sense?)

I find that the best thing to do is have the tv off or on low volume and the alarm to not raise in volume to wake you up, as mine was, and to either use your phone alarm (not guaranteed to wake you up the first time but eventually unless your a really heavy sleeper) or just another steady volume alarm so you can lay and think and slowly come awake instead of being jolted awake. I do have a dream even though it is only a frag. I am still happy

Piani Man (FRAG)

There was a giant band concert or some kind of festivial somewhere. My band director was there and a girl, maybe my gf, and they wanted me to go after a famous piano man had gone. I refused, that would be a hard act to follow.

June 1st

Pot (FRAG)

Had a dream I was smoking pot but didn't get a buzz. It was wrapped up in strips of writing paper and everytime that some ashes fell of we just added paper onto the end by wrapping it.

Theme Park Smugglers

We're at a theme park but everything seems like the dessert. Also everything seems overlayed with orange like everything in csi miami is covered in yellow. Everything also seems really spread out and to some point desolate. I walk up to this table under an umbrella surrounded by 4 guys with at least one girl with each man. Some how when I introduce myself to the girls I scare them all. Then I start talking to the dudes around the table. He starts talking to me about how I have to hide this small package, a wrapped up rectangle about 8x6x3, in the girls bathroom. It's probably drugs. So I change into an orange tube top with a frilly fringe on the top and a yellow scarf wrapped around my neck several times. The end of the scarf came down the middle of my chest so I was able to fake cleavage. I also started walking around with my lips puckered out. This was my imitation of a woman.

I sneak into the women's restroom and get into a stall, locking the door. Then I crawl to the one next to me and lock that door too, debating if I should somehow include this in my master plan to hide the package. I look up and I can see the ceiling tiles. There the ones made out of foam that can be found in most government or office buildings. Also frequently seen in dorms or school buildings. My plan was to stand on the toilet and push one of the tiles away, then hiding the package there. The only thing was that there were people in the bathroom, so I had to wait or risk being seen hiding the package. I waited and waited listening to the girls chat but soon it became too much. The girls were waaaaaay too annoying. I run out of the bathroom back to the table. "They were too annoying, I couldn't stay there listening to that anymore!. Isn't there any other place that we could hide the package?" Another guy agrees with me the annoyance here.

A Family Feud

I'm with my cousin (Snoop) and another friend of mine. We're about to drive somewhere and my cousin says one sec. He walks away for a second then comes back but super smashed. So we're in the car and he's acting up in the back then all of a sudden he starts attacking me. I stop the car and turn around, now out of my seat and punch him in the face repeatedly. Then I wrestle his arms out and sit on them. He lays there yelling and then he starts to talk calmly, telling me of all of our memories and trying to convince me to let him free because he didn't know what he was doing. He then morphs into one of my parkour asian friends but I don't really notice. My friend who was in the car turns to my cousin and he has a very puzzled look on his face as he looks back at me sit on this asian. Finally my victim convinces me to let go of his arms and the moment I do they lash at my face. I slam his face a couple more times and get in some body hits then finally get his arms back under control and sit on them. He sticks out his tongue and it has a demonic flare and its forked.

june 3rd.

So i dont have it back down all the way yet but i know that this time its me. I have the alarm clock right i just have to wake up slower and give more effort when I awake.

By the end of this episode I'll have recall down to a science. The more minor details I'm writing in a physical journal.

june 4

Bail Outs (FRAG)

Someone had convinced me to get a govt. job and to start using a certain bank. The bank, right after I deposit all of my money, goes bankrupt and everything is lost. Then it happens to the lady who told me to get the job and use the bank in the first place. Just desserts

june 5

This morning I found my self fighting for the dream to come to me. I knew it was there and I have one specific picture of myself sutck in my head. This recall thing is so frustrating. Good thing is that this week has been a whole lot better than the last so I'm going to assume progress made.

June 9

I cannot say how crappy it is that I have lost my recall but now I'm going to be keeping count of full, frags, and glimpses a week to watch improvement.

Frankie was in my Dream (Glimpse)
There was some kind of confrontation and a crashed bus.

This week

D:
F:
G: 1

Electricity was knocked out by ferocious storms for a couple of days:

June 10

Alone in the Cave (FRAG)

I was in some sort of class and the class was split into 2 seperate groups. The 2 seperate groups were supposed to make something that was supposed to be better than the other groups. The details on that are extremely fuzzy. As part of a feild trip, this all went down in a cave. The walls were rigid and non-uniform and and all had and perfect brown color. The cave was illuminated but with a light source that wasn't apparent.

It was lunch time and there were 2 picnic benches in one end of the cave. I did not know which one to sit at because none of the people in the project were my friend. For some reason I start being a dick and start making fun of (Mr. Burn). He is wearing a black bucket hat that looks exactly like a hat that I've put on one of my drawn creations, paul. It even has a pic of paul drawn on it in white. After my attempt to bust his balls for a couple seconds he retorts with the simple fact that I have no friends around to sit with. I am defeated and leave. After most of the seats are taken up a small group of girls felt sorry for me and told me that I could sit with them. I feel dumb.

Deja Vu Mansion

I'm at this person's house with a huge group of people. It's a huge mansion with all the walls are pearly white. We're in the main entrance of the mansion and right in front of us is a giant stair case that looks somewhat like this but its all white and no rug. On each side of the stair case are 2 giant white collums extending up farther than I can see. One of the girls behind me says that the house is haunted and even though I do not believe in haunted houses I do agree that somthing here is off.

We look at the stairs and then I realise that I've seen this mansion before in a dream that I've had before. Even though I notice this I do not become lucid. I look toward the stair case and just like in the dream before hand I see an amazing blue horse standing at the top of the stair case. I look away for a moment or blink or something like that and then the horse dissapears. I bring the girl and my short asian friend with me up the stairs and we get to the second level where the horse was and this floor is nothing but a cat walk around the perimeter of the whole room which is quite large to begin with. The cat walk has an ornate wooden railing which is the only part of the house that is not white but actually a light brown. We go up a second set of stairs and get to the third floor which is the same as the second except the catwalk is thinner and the tops of the afore mention catwalks are now visible. On top of one collumn sits a majestic lion and some other dragon like mystical creature on the other. Behind the creatures are stone structures that look like drapes but I know are made from stone.

We head back down to the second lever and someone remembers an adult telling us that we weren't supposed to be going around the house especially the different levels. Then my short asian friend walks to close to the edge of the catwalk, the one portion of the cat walk where there was no railing and falls to the bottom. He lands on his feet and just runs away like it was nothing. I watch him go then I put my hands on the ledge and swing down to the floor. A teacher, (Short basket ball) sees me and tells me that I should not have done that...the end

june 11

Prom Date No Go (FRAG)

It's raining and thundering and I'm outside with my friend (pesadilla) and her prom date just called and said that he couldn't make it. He turns out to be really flaky.

Post Trauma Cave Disorder

The dream starts where I had finished writing out a song I'm working on called war. Somehow I bring this music with me and I'm in a cave with 2 of my friends. One of them was (Pesadilla). She was ahead of us in the cave, the other friend was in the middle and I was in the back. The cave had gotten to the point where it was so small that we were only able to crawl in it. Eventually we hit a dead end and since I was the last one in, I was the one who was blocking the entrance into it. For some reason I was being a real dick and when Pesadilla wanted to turn back I wouldn't let her. I continued to block the entrance and the longer I did the more histerical she became. By my dream time, I had kept both of my friends in there for atleast five hours. Finally I let them out. As soon as Pesadilla got out of the cave she started sobbing which evolved into a full blown cry. The other friend was holding her and I was looking at the other friend mouthing out how awkward this was and how sorry I was that the whole thing happened. I realised how big of a jerk I was and then when the other friend let her go I reached out my arms and she ran toward me, smuthering her face into my chest. I tell her over and over again that I'm sorry.

June 12

Just had one of my wisdom teeth pulled.
Woke up several times during the night because of the pain.
No dreams

june 13

I am confident that my recall is now back to the force that it was when I lost it. The only difference now is I'm dealing with wisdom tooth pain. For some reason Vicoden seems to have very little affect so the only thing that really seems to work is when i cool it down with ice. Doing this before sleep helps tons.

This dream is a frag only because I had been woken up three times by calls and I should have written it down the first time.

Band Stand (FRAG)
I"m in the cafeteria which has a bunch of long grey tables. Its a brick building and all the walls were made out of brick and its about as long as 60 meters and as wide as 30 meters. The long grey tables g length wise. The whole school band is sitting in it and I'm looking at some new music that we'll be playing. It was awesome. This white guy in his twenties with a lightly shaven goatee was behind me and tapped my shoulder. "You know what else we'll be playing? I'll give you a hint: Star wars" I guessed many songs such as duel of the fates and anakins theme and what not. He said Leia's theme but there were much more that we could play. He pulled out a list that included artist such as aesop rock and ying yang twins. All of this was going to be in a football pep band. I was excited. This man turns out to be my band directors new assistant. For some reason there is a celebrity couple sitting near us also.

Invitations (FRAG)

Not sure if this is a continuation of the dream before hand but I was inviting people to a concert that the band was putting on and it was going to be at an amphitheatre with a curvy shell like backing.

june 14

2 things on the memo this morning:

1: My recall is not as good as it used to be, saying that was a pitiful attempt to feel good about what little progress I've made

2: Not only did i seem to lose my recall when I experimented with VILDs but also my dreams have become BORING. This worries me a lot. I have a couple theories about why my dreams have all of a sudden, except for the occasional (june 1,10) dream, became as bland as tofu.

Band Stand Change Up (FRAG)

I'm at this school and I'm recruiting people to be in this band with me. It's going to be an all vocal band and I'm looking for these people becasue the people that would be in my usual band went to some place on this bus where they were very liable to get hit with a tornado. Everytime I go over the people I chose to go in the band, the dream camera does this pan thing over a picture that holds all the people in the room.

June 17

I'll fill the rest of the dreams in later by editing and adding them in. My phone that I use to write my notes in is dead but this morning I wrote down a very nice Dream in an actual journal.

[EDIT]: Here are the other dreams from my vacation that I have.

June 15

Yellow Sundress Girl (FRAG)

I'm in some sort of feild trip and my teaher is picking out art partners for us. I get this blonde girl ina yellow sundress. Later we stop in this little building for food that feels like a public school cafeteria with gray bland tiles on the floor and one of those crappy room seperators that you slide along the top of the ceiling. Me, and some friends [COLOR="Sienna"](Flu, Omega, and Nate) were arguing about what a good scottish accent sounds like and then its time to eat. We go up to a buffet style thing and there's only tubs of pancakes. Sundress Girl gets in front of me and takes the last ones some how...Then we got pair up again...

June 16

Red Tag Sale!

My school just got out of school as in I just graduated but no one is happy and everyone walks away just as if it were a funeral and one of our biggest friends died. Everyone is silent and in stiff suits. I walk alone to a grocery store near the school. There's some kind of announcement at the grocery store that the credit cards are unreliable so I take out my credit card and look at it and the Visa logo which had before covered the whole card slides off and is replaced with my gf's face. I start walking through the parking lot in a zombie like state of depression and I can hear another store announcement coming through the speakers. it tells of how cars with old license plates will be towed. I look at this old white cadilac and I watch as its license plate somehow slides up under the top rim and in its plate slides down a new plate. I look around and see tons of cars doing the same thing. It doesn't phase me. Then the announcer speaks again, this time of a giant rush time. Everyone gets off of work and heads toward the store. When the get out their cars its a headlong rush to the door, stampede like. I'm running to, apparently to get the bundles and bundles of savings that are available. I run in the store and push through a large crowd of people. I'm craving something sugary like donuts or something sweet. The first thing I find is these rolled up strips of dough that look like giant strips of bacon rolled up and floating in jars of brownish liquid. It looks horrible but it also looks delicious! I bought a jar for 2.59. I fought one guy for it grabbing a jar out of his hands and elbowed my way once again through the crowd. wtf

Online Quiz (FRAG)

I did an online quiz...

June 17

I'm very proud of this dream because after I thought I had nothing I waited and got all of this from a fastforward rewind method I've started using for recall.
Also today I've made a success in coming back from the horrible VILD experience. I've actually had another interesting dream that wasn't a plot that could possibly happen. So ladies and gentlemen, without further ado...

Diamonds are Forever

I'm in a Sci fi grungy city, not like robo cop or anything like that but a city with the feel of mirror's edge. The grungy part was on ground level. In the World, the Catholic church has grabbed hold of power and enforced a rigid martial law. In the World cities were split into districts that were controlled by High Priests. I was in one of the lesser districts on the south side. I was on top of a sky scraper in a pool and on top of the sky scraper with me was a sniper and two gunners watching the ground for trouble. One of the gunners start humming or singing to himself something that was rather cheerful. An old white man in a long black cloak was sitting near us, the High Priest of my district. He had short white hair and was cleanly shaven. He stopped the gunner from humming, pointing towards a high sky scraper, "she doesn't like hearing happiness. That is if she can still hear anymore." The gunner stops humming.

I'm on the ground floor outside on the streets fully clothed. I run into my friend (afro) and his mom. Also three other friends of me and afro, one black 2 white. Afro's mom is a pastor in the World and actual world and in the World she's telling afro and our friends that they have to go to the daily services which in the world last the whole day. I'm lucky and my mom forced me to get a job at some restaraunt or someplace so since I'm working I don't have to go to the daily services.

Somehow we get away and me and the guys are hangin in some sort of hall. I think its part of a church or something. We end up walking into this room thats a cube that one side is about 20 yards long. The walls are brown and on one side is a light brown crucifix that takes up the majority of on of the sides. It's as tall and as wide as the whole wall. On the wall to its right are two huge stanided glass windows, vertically slim rectangles reaching from the floor to the ceiling. On the wall to the left are two giant medeival doors that are studded on the outlining rims. There are hooded monks whose faces are shrouded with the shadows from the hoods. All they're doing is standing there being silent. I'm talking to this girl that I'm supposed to be tight with and she's talking about how her parents wanted her to be a priest but she instead wants to be an artist and that for a while she's been lying to her parents about it to her parents. While she's talking I've been climbing on the crucifix and hanging upside down on one end by my legs. I remember wanting to tell my son(?) that I would want him to have an amazing life changing christian experience. The monks all take off their hoods and it turns out that one of them is actually Mother. I'm not sure what happened but I think that the monks were mad that she was lying to her parents or that I was hanging from a cross or something.

It turns out that the other monks, which are not monks, other than Mother are all mutants (like x-men type mutants except they were projects of the government) and they're five of them and they're are five of us. Turns out that we were mutants also except that we're natural mutants not some science project. I forgot how the fighting got to a certain point but it was a boss battle type thing and I was going against this short asian lady, not thin but not fat, that looked sort of like my friend. She was centuries old but she looked to be in her 20s. Me and her started an intense fight and then I popped out some Lady Deathstryke Claws except darker and she has smaller stubbier versions of these and we're going at it for a long time. At one point one I look over and one of my friends pops out his claws in his pointer ring and pinky finger but he wasn't in this fight. When he does this I have a close to lucid moment of clarity when I think that my friend's claws are a lame version of wolverine. It was between me and her.

With my claws in, I attempted an uppercut but she caught it and I could see her stubby claws as she caught my fist and the blades morphed and twisted as if they were a thick liquid. With this oppurtunity I push her back and extend my claws on both hands and then plunge them into her stomach. We do one of those dramatic pauses and she backs away from my claws and stumbles back to a table next to the crucifix. On the table is a large pile of diamonds. In the World, it is with Diamonds that she is paid but now she looks at them with sad eyes. She picks one up and she says, "You know what I have learned form all these years? You can't do anything with diamonds, all you can do is look at them. They have no use" I make the connection that she is refering to her self as a diamond.

She makes it clear that we are free to go and me and my friends start singing gospel and yelling out "hallelujah!" We run around the room for a couple, jumping around and dancing. The doors aforementioned turn out to be slide doors and they open up and while we celebrate they slowly start to close. I yell for everyone to get out. One of the guys gets out first and I run to the doors holding them open. I get shoved from behind and the rest of my friends spill out behind me. We run down the hall singing praise and what not and everything is the happiest ever. When we get outside we're still singing but I see a black lady from my school in the World and she informs me that I've been drafted to the school swim team. I complain cuz really and in the World I am not a swimmer in the least. She tells me that I"ll only be in some of the small meets.

Sandy's Home (FRAG)

I'm in the Spongebob world and I'm watching and not really acting. Sandy the squirrel has returned from some sort of trip so patrick and bob take her to eat at some fancy restaraunt. When they go to a table pat and bob sit in the same chair becoming one person, half one another. They open their mouth and pour food in.

June 18

I had many dreams last night but since my phone was dead and I couldn't get to my journal fast enough I only remembered one, and for good reason.

Blonde Bombshell

Me and this hot blonde chick are in a bathroom stall together because we work in this restaraunt together and we have to get into this giant foam suit of the places mascot together. We were gonna do that thing where they stand outside and promote the restaraunt by looking dumb. For one reason or another things end up gettin pretty raunchy. I mean reaaaally raunchy. Not going into detail. I only went into detail during the lucid because it was a lucid and I needed to remember every detail. This just gets crazy. Afterwards we walk out in the suit together as if nothing had happened. It's just better not to judge my subconcious.

june 19

Gotta Fight 'Em All!

I was outside with a large group of people. I don't remember the exact discription of my surroundings but there were large cement pilars and about 100 ft above our heads was a cement overhang. To the sides of us we could see the sky and I'm not sure whatelse. I'm in some sort of Pokemon tournament except the people actually have the powers. I'm going againts these 2 girls, about 12 yrs old each, and one has lightning, the other has water powers. Turns out that I didn't get any powers except for super stregnth. In retro spect I guess I was a rock pokemon which I could've taken more advantage of. I was able to use the super stregnth to throw them at each other but I didn't want to hit them. I don't hit girls. The girl with the water powers wasn't doing much but the girl with the lightnight powers would keep trying to do a thunderbolt from the sky. I was hit a couple of times but the I was able to see that there was a slight lag from when she did some sort of hand motion to the actual blast. Even though I was so tired, I was able to keep counting on the lag to dodge the blast. At one point the girl with the water powers was holding my arms from behind and lightning girl had an easy shot. I yell out that they lost, that they were disqulified and lost. The water girl asked the official and because she talked to the official they were both disqualified. Afterwards my friend (poems) said that I was being unfair to the girls but I argued that it was fair because they outpowered me so I had to outwit them although I admit it was pretty easy.

Around that moment a gang wearing the exact same blue as the water girl walks past and I start cracking up as they notice.

Bible Camp

I'm supposed to go to some lesson about the bible but me and my friend (friendly Green) were skipping the class. When we decided to go we get there and (afro)'s mom is waiting the table outside but it turns out that we were supposed to bring bibles so we rush back to the car??? to get our bibles. When we come back mine is a giant version of the Oxford Study Bible and it has tons of sticky notes and highlight in it that make it look ratty. Its acceptable. When get in side and there's afro's mom's twin or just afro's mom teaching the class.

It skips forward and we're in the lunch line with Friendly Green, afro, and the twins and when I get to the end of the lunch line, the guy's serving something that looks and sounds foreign. Green tastes it and makes a horrible face so i took none.

Maybe another dream from the bible camp thing but I'm not sure so I'm just making it into a seperate frag (FRAG)

I somehow hack into the tv and broadast a signal of me dancing with the apple camera distortion stuff on. I broadcast it to CNN. Later I'm at some sort of police headquarters and I'm askng a guy if he can find me, in third person, and see if he can send me updates on the investigation.

june 20

I woke up and I was late for somethings so I was only able to pick up the end of this dream and it was the most boring part of it. I know this cuz when I did my whole rewindy thing the block at where my memory stopped had this giant feeling of ecstacy and happiness which I can usually use to find out to see what happened then but there was nothing. Too much of a rush.

As people may see, the people that keep up with my journal: I've changed the name tags to fit gender and I figure I'm going back to just names unless its some serious stuff goin down.

Work on Your Grades 'Cause That's All I Remember From Last Night (FRAG)

I was walking away from the scene of where something epic had just happened, something that I did with the friend that I was walking away with (afro). Then I started to focus on the future and college and thinking that I had to work up my grades cuz thats what I've been saying I'd do for 2 years and I seriously hae to do it. And then I said that the easiest grade to lift up would be math because I'm good at it I just don't do any homework at all and I don't work hard enough. It was night time, I was outside on grass, but I think it was a neighborhood street with houses on both side. Single story houses.

june 21

Parking Garage (GLIMPSE)

There was a parking garage...

Determine the Winner (FRAG)

There was a drought that was killing of all the food and I was driving around in this old beat up car looking for people to put on some team. Except the drought had been my tool to see who was qualified to be on the team. The team did not have to do with the drought very much. Also there was this old white guy who I talked to on the phone and never saw. Reminds me of Giovanni and Team Rocket

Kiss Out of the Blue

I had just finished eating a meal in a restaurant that was exactly like cheesecake factory. Everything was big and slightly glamorous with a hint of human and humbleness to it. But it was mostly a a golden, candle lit and soft light restaurant. At one point the restaurant emptied out into a Mall that was only a very large hall with stores on both sides. The hallway never turned. I was alone and sitting there, so I had decided to walk around for a second and as I am walking around I see, sitting with most of their backs to me (Zoe B) and a bunch of her friends sitting around having a nice size get together of friends. Suddenly I realize how alone in this place I am and it hits me like a train. I start looking around a little more and I'm starting to notice that tons of people from my school are here but I'm mostly seeing a bunch of people that I don't like. That's when I realized that (Peter) was there and then we walked off into the mall area and went to a sharper image?

When we emerge I see (Boston Heartache) and her friend that I'm ok with but they don't see me. I follow them to when they get outside into the cold dark sky illuminated by orage bulbs and when all is silent I say hey to Boston. It's been a while since we talk but immediately we stop and stare a little at each other and when the tension grows a little bit I lean in closer and kiss her gentley and then she swings me around wildly and we twirl as we kiss. It turns sort of romantic as we finally let go of each other. She looks at me and tells me that she really enjoyed it and I say the same back to her. It was a great kiss cept suddenly she had braces and they were scratching my lips. She walks away looking back at me once and as soon as she turns the corner my other friend (Dreamer) comes from behind me and starts kissing me and me not knowing what to do pushes her back and silently we walk into the mall. We walked down the giant hall to where some of my friends and Boston were standing. Boston wouldn't look me in the eye as we all stood around this block fish tank?.

Suddenly I feel a tug on the back of my pants. I look backwards and see a giant black guy almost as wide as he is tall. He is with another who looks just like him, maybe twins. They are both in black suits and they both have droopy eyes. He is holding my wallet and he said that it is better that he has it. I snatch it back and disagree. He snatches it and I grab it again this time running away, elbowing my way through a tight crowd. My dream quickly turns into a nightmare. I start going in small circles around them because they aren't that mobile. At one point I run in a straight line away from them and I swing close to a body wrapped in black. I look up and I realize that this is not a body but actually one of the giants legs. I dive and roll as he reaches down to get me. I have to run around with brief periods of crawling to get away from both of their hands. My body starts getting heavier and heavier and it is getting harder to move. I'm getting so winded.

june 22

Now I'm starting to experiement a little bit more. This week is all about MILDing and next week I go try some WILD using the WBTB method. In the MILD i'm going to sleep without tv and I'm going to change my alarm to make it less crazy and more monotonal to distract me less in the morning and still being able to wake me up. The only thing about last night is I noticed I didn't really concentrate on my body that much just my mind. I need to concentrate on my breathing a little more so I can still be saying everything at a closer point to falling asleep.

Today my daily dream sign was chairs so in the morning I was RCing like crazy but the later in the day it got the fewer I remembered. I did remember just about anytime I thought about the words, lucid, remember, mental map, surroundings and sometimes the actual chairs around me.

SAT

I was hanging out with my friend (Justin) in front of the building that the SAT's were going to be held in. The building looked like grand central station except it was ten times bigger. The sun was shining bright and there were large white nimbus clouds in the sky, my favorite. The surrounding blocks were crowded with all ages of people from all backgrounds that were here to take the SAT's. It was more like a concert than an SAT taking. We were sitting in front of my friend (Peter)'s dad's green van looking at the station and talking. All of our conversation is a blur to me. At one point a lady with a green knit shirt, late 20s, sitting with her baby in front of us had screamed "Damnit!" and she looked back at us, mad at Justin for doing something but that's a blur too.

Soon I think Justin leaves to take the test and I start walking around. I bump into (Chelsey) and her mom but I say nothing. Then I go into the Grand Central Giant which is actually a school. The inside also looks like a giant model of grand central except slightly lighter and without the flag. I take a seat on one of the many benches my the World created in grand c and just stop sit and listen to everbody. One kid with blonde curly hair and round glasses yelled out about the school's theatre "It looks like they could do some serious filming in there!" I start to get worried about if I'm late to take the test so I ask an officer how long it will go for and he says that they are testing til 10 pm. My time to start was 10 am which was in an hour. He also told me I could wait at the warm up table. He pointed to a square picnic bench where a bunch of fat kids were stretching.

Nail Clippers (FRAG)

Something about me getting toe nail clippers from someone and being all fake cheery about it.


[EDIT] I found this while roaming through the forums and will use it. I didn't wake up last night after a certain period so that will be tried now

Originally Posted by Denny22

Do yourself a favour a wake up around 5 hours after you first go to bed. Get up for awhile and tell yourself you'll have a Lucid Dream. It's important to ont only tell yourself but to vividly imagine yourself realising you're in a dream. Do this until you nod off.

Try it out and see what happens!

Do it eveny night for a week and I bet you'll have one.

June 23

Another Day another failed MILD attempt. This time I set an alarm for 2 o clock after going to sleep at midnight. I did wake up for the alarm but it was the kind of awake that you don't remember being awake. I know I had around 4 dreams last night but I only have one as a FRAG for now. Tonight I'm going to make the alarm and put it at a distance where i have to get up to so I'll be fully awake.

Keep Your Socks On (FRAG)

I'm missing the bread to the sandwich here so this is the middle of the dream:

I'm swimming in this slightly murky pool at this a musement park. It's not as bad as lake water its just slightly discolored and a little hard to see in. Tastes...alright. I'm swimming in it with all of my clothes. When I get out I see 2 girls from my school and (William J) and I tell them to swim too but to keep their socks on because it feels better that way.

Wish me luck tonight
Today's Daily Dream Sign: SHADOWS

[EDIT] After another study session I found Adam's Lucid Guide and I remembered taht I wasn'nt waiting long enough after I went to sleep to wake my self up. so next time I'm going to try for a five hour sleeping period then if i get up, stay up for around5-10 minutes and add in some MILD stuff.

June 24

Another failed MILD. Woke up 5am after going to sleep at midnight. Problem was I really had to pee and while I was peeing I became awake quick. I think that was the factor this time. I'm not sure if all this stuff is the best for my recall so I'm going to take off MILDing until I have a dream that makes me feel better that my recall isn't trashed again.

Plan for next attempt: Empty out blatter before hand, in the small gap i'm awake, write down first dream because I always have atleast 2 before the alarm and I need to get those down. That would help.

Romantic Discourse (FRAG)

I was with these 2 girls that I had liked and was flirting with both of them and oth of them were blantantly flirting with me with knowledge of the other so it was all fun and games at this point. I was a mechanic again. Not only was I with these 2 girls but my moms was following me arund with them no matter where we went and she was accompanied by my uncle. We were all watching a movie on in some floaty holographic medium and during with the girls both hand their hands on my lap and my hands on theirs and like i said fun and games. The movie showed tons of dogs at the beach except these dogs made burroughed around and dug tunnels. My mother wouldn't stop complaining about how she would neer have that many dogs and who had let the dogs out onto the beach to roam free anyway? They shouldn't be free like that. My uncle tunes in and says dogs running free and having fun is how it should be. On and On and On.

During this whole thing the skinnier girl pulls away and me and the other girl just look at each other for a second and look at the other girl. Something is wrong and I think I caused whatever went awry. Around this time I send an invite to them to go to a concert of a band that's sort of like German girl EMMA via an iphone. The movie ended and they walked away fast before me. Me wondering what just happens sorta catches up but I see the skiny one whispering to the other, who's not fat or anything i'm just calling the other one skinny cuz she was skinnier. The give me a horrible look. I feel bad for something I don't think I ever did.

June 25

no dreams not enough sleep

[edit]
it's been over a month since my last lucid and i really want one and i'm hoping that writing this down will help me out but it would be reaaaaally nice right about now...

june 26

things in this color are thigs i should have noticed

last night I tried a WILD. It failed but for reasons that are preventable. I feel so much closer to doing it right!!! Time to list out my mistakes...
1. I tried to do the WILD part where I keep my mind awake but body asleep the first time i was going to bed-as in 11pm when i was first going to sleep. Shouldn't have that was a nono

2. My friend called me at midnight...that crapped it up

3. I think i was laying on my arm so that i was losing tons of blood to the limb so i woke up before my alarm because I couldn't feel my arm anymore...took a second to kick back in.

4. not sure if I was awake enough when my arm fell asleep but i was awake enough to write the dream so it couldn't have been too bad.

timeline
11-11.30 mind was awake trying to get body to sleep. I finally lose patience to see wat time it is
11.40-50ish attempt 2, fall asleep, not enough will power as before
12 get the call
3.32 wake up and can't feel arm. as soon as feeling comes back i write the dream that I can remember
630 wake up remembering the second dream...

Father Son Bonding

We had just come out of a movie and my father had said that he won't be able to be around for forever. This meant in the dream that he was coming close on his death and he could sense it so he wanted to try to make up lost time between us. He starts joking like we do and he sarts cracking of about my leg hair. He says no woman would like a man with the* sandpaper legs i had. I felt my legs and they felt like they had been dried out by an industrial dryer and were covered in course wires. First in the order of learning how to become a man from my father was learning how to walk. He did this lanky kind of psuedo walk and we're both laughing as I follow him as he swings his arms. We both laughed as i tried to imitate it. Then he starts to tell me how to do this thing he called trenching. Its this thing where we do the same kind of walk except we held our arms as if we were hilding assault rifles. Also we moved slower and strafed and looked side to side quickly. Out of no where this guy in a green formal army suit comes and starts yelling at us about how we weren't doing the strafe right. After doing a more energetic version of the "strafe" he suddenly loses it and starts reenacting a part of the war. He then started yelling about how he killed 20 men in one battle so then i decided to mock him and i said how i killed so many people with a knife and we all started laughing together.

Somehow it gets to the point that i'm hanging with peter and his dad and another kid who was white. They were all smoking the same cigarette. They passed it to me and i took a quick puff. After coughing for a qiuck moment i turned it around so he lt end was facing me and i blew on it. The cherry slid straight through the cig and landed on the other side. I showed the others what i had done. Soon we arrived at our home base which was signified by crappily painted chairs. Mine had some sort of zebra pattern and little doodles from my team.

Michael is Dead

I had just gotten out of a meeting or something of he sort and had run into someone at the music program i go to. I told them that i would be able to hang with them for an extra 2 weeks because i was in town early. Some folks i know(chris and faris) were there but i don't rembember what i said to them but i remember that i was laughing with chris. We were going over what was supposedly a stunt that mj had done to kill himself. The whole thing stated that he had made a water ride at his amusement park that had propelled him out to sea. My teacher in this course was my sunday school teacher. We had gone over some of the physics of how the ride had propelled the raft but we were missing something like how the raft got to a certain point. I get on the ride and try it out and we see that the river had a strong under current that lead to this weird jet thing that made the raft jump into a huge jet stream and then travel off to sea. I get off before this happens. I meet up with my teacher and he rells me that my mom said that i have no attitude and when he says that he means that i have no personality. I didn't think he meant that so say that i don't have an attitude. He corrects me in what he meant.

june 27

Not enough sleep: got another 1 am call that lasted til 3
friend problems are the pits

june 28

Tonight is going to be another WILD attempt

Timeline for my sleepy sleepy:

11:30 go to bed
3:35 wake up on my own (i've read about this happenin to folks, will this keep happening?)
4:40 Woke up from alarm
6: somethin Wake up again
7: something wake up again

I was able to remember 3 dreams and 1 frag but i know I had atleast 4

The World is Blue (FRAG)

I remember fixing my friend (Shelby)'s glasses. In fact they're not real glasses but just plastic fake ones that she wears. Also I remember tons of bland people walking around a small towncenter and the colorscheme of the whole place was a light blue.

Roach In a Parade

I was able to pick three different cars to be in a parade or some sort of procession. I was in a large orange cadilac and I ran over a giant roach. The whole procession stopped and we all looked at the thing's corpse laying there in the street. Everyone was looking specifically (in my notes it says) the anus. I'm pretty sure because it ws lying butt up in the street and I was behind it anyway. The orange car I was in was the largest and less menueverable car so I had one of my friends drive it for me.

Mr. PC

I was in a class room like place with bland gray walls. My cross country coach (Yaf) was starting a baseball team and for some reason I was in a line to join in. In line with me were 2 blond dudes who looked exactly like this guy I remember from a musicians program 2 yrs ago. They both had hair long enough to go in front of their eyes but it wasn't too long in the back, jst enough to reach the bottom of the neck. Both also had 2 lip peircings, one on each side. We all became on the team.

Later we were outside at some sort of grassy field talking and joking around. One of the twins (new name) pointed to an old guy and made a joke by saying that he looked greek. Apparently this was really funny because we all cracked up. Yaf came storming over and reprimanded us. "That is not funny! That guy has lost one kidney to cancer! You should be ashamed." That was a major buzz kill and i get extra pissed because the joke didn't even have anything to do with the kidney. Yaf was just mad that we laughed at someone who had a bad experience and not even for the bad experience. I had the strong urge to yell that my grandfather had died but I can still laugh.

A blonde girl in a bikini, who was somehow on the team, had walked over and asked why I was so mad. I told her that people should be able to laugh at themselves and it was stupid to think like yaf did. We layed down in the grass together and I continue talking. I tell her how life would be so boring without laughing and that everything is supposed to be silly and most things are. I then ask her what she wanted to be when she was a child to help prove my point.

The Talent Show

My whole class is having a sleep over at this huge house. The land was the size of a theme park and the house was three stories and seriously huge. The whole place had a tropic theme mixed in a smidge with a hawaii tiki feel. The place is having a talent show and everyone is sitting on these huge wooden bleachers overlooking this weird set where there's tons of rocks and a small stream and some more stuff as such. I was in line to do something for the talent show and my mom says that I shouldn't do a lord of the rings joke so I run out of things to do. I get to the front of the line and with nothing on my mind to do. I ran out to the front of the bleachers and pretend to trip, I clumsily get up and then I fall again and take a longer time to get up this time. There were some snickers and some laughs but mainly nothing and then I run off stage. I was really embarrassed but being the showman that I am, I needed to get some applause or laughs or something.

I go to the back of the bleachers and I see my friends David and another guy practicing an act that they were going to do. I head back to the back of the line, this time I planned that I wanted to do a front flip off of one of the rocks. While I'm in line I see the girl who served me sushi last night (really) driving away in a car that was slightly old and beat up. She asks me if I was going to show off some free running and I say that I only wanted to do a front flip. As she drives away the second girl at the sushi place drives up and I tell her what I was going to do.

When its time for me to go, I run out to the stage but I see that if I flip from any of the rocks, I would have landed in the streams so I try to run back to the line and I see that the next act has already started. It was david in a white canoe with 2 other guys. One of the guys is naked with a thick rope wrapped around his penis so you can't see it. He jumps into the stream and swims away. I jump in the boat and sit there and everyone is crappin out going crazy. As the stream comes round to almost be gone around the corner, I see a guy I know (Stu Ru) and I take some drum sticks from the canoe and hit him on the back several times.

He is really pissed. I run into the giant house which is actually not so island themed on the inside and I start somehow on the third floor. I can hear him following me so I cut into a small room and stand on some sort of shelf or drawer on the side. He walks in looking around for me and when he sees me I push through him and run into another room. This happens to be the bathroom and I go into the tub and he walks in again. After pushing through him again, I jump down a flight of stairs and run around til I'm finally cornered. He holds up these long glass salt and pepper shakers and proposes a deal. He can hit me like I hit him and as he's telling me about the deal he makes his own little hand motions. When he gets to the motions of hitting, he aims a little low. I warn him that if he does I'll go crazy. He says ok and just in case I pick up a binder hold it flat at belt level and tell him not to go below it. He starts hitting my stomach and then goes around and under the binder but before he gives me a nut shot I take the binder and slam it across his face twice and run. His face is cut open and he falls to the ground.

When I sprint away I run into my friend, (Zombie)'s, mom. She was the one who was able to get us all the house. She asks what was going on as she sees blood stains on a piece of furniture. I apologize for the mess and promise her that I'll clean it up tonight.

june 29

last night was another failed Vild attempt but it helped shed some light onto what to do next.
Another VILD attempt tonight!

Timeline
1230 sleep
4 wake for wbtb
420 end of first attempt
445 end of second attempt
445-525 research online for what i wasn't doing then that i had done before
525 third attempt

At the beginning of the third attempt it was obvious that what i had forgotten about Vilding since my traumatic last try was something that was important to my success. The first being that swallowing is a reflex and can not be stopped. The second being my positioning. The way i was when i had some success was straight on back with hands crossed on chest. Very important. Next is that i needed more time before the wbtb. Next time it will be 5 hours. I'm not sure if i need to spend more time awake before attempting anything. Specifically going to the bathroom first...

Step Brother Rap Battles

I'm at my step brother's house. I don't have one IRL. He is about my height, rich, and rather chunky. For some reason we engage in a rap battle and when we're battling we're walking around the house. The beat can be heard where ever we go. We walk outside still going at it and still able to hear the beat. I remember trying to imitate the style of del tha funkee homo sapien and he had the style of young jock. We get to the pool and my IRL step sis and dad are there and haley's friend ashley. dad said that Haley was in the pool but i wasn't able to see her. It was getting foggy and night was beginning to fall. Dad had started to pretend to rap and it was lame. I can still hear the music and my step brother starts chasing me. While i start running away he starts to yell about my shorts and the way i look. I get mad at him because he's never been poor. I dash into the garage as i hear that he's starting his car. His car was not in the garage that i was in. The one i was in was more like a random shed with an old car. I start to see headlights so i make another run for it going under things and jumping over others. I'm in a corner and i get ready to fight.

[EDIT] Just read this. Keeping it forever