The first thing I remember is being seduced by a girl. She was on top of me, and I remember thinking that this must be what it's like to be "the boy" in a sexual encounter. I wouldn't let her touch my breasts, but as soon as I made a move for hers, she shoved herself down on me and started thrusting like mad. The whole thing turned me off, and she scooted away and got all sulky. She was trying to rub my clit under the blanket but I kept telling her not to.
Then I had a false awakening.
My room was arranged differently, and there's a television with a Japanese video game playing. On it, there's a koi fish that sees his reflection on the ground as a series of green star-like lights. All his exclaimations are written in Japanese characters, like in a comic book. Somehow I know the game system is Nick's. I can hear him talking in the other room, and he's upset because he came over to my house instead of "going to [a city nearby] and having a perfectly good time". I walk into the other room, and find a whole slew of 20 or so people I don't know; apparently they're my family. I find Nick and try to apologize and tell him about the girl and how I felt like I was taken advantage of, and he said something like "Well I don't know about that but I've got to go."
After that I think there was another FA, and when I walk into the kitchen all the dishes underneath the bar are all over the place. As I'm trying to put them away, I realize the cabinets are all crumpled up and sunk in from the top. I'm trying to put things in, but it's like there's no support to hold them up. I lift the top drawer up to where it should be and the whole bartop goes with it.
As I'm doing this, my mom rushes out to her car and says she has to leave. I ask where she's going, and she comes back into the room. She's talking about her day and I notice she's talking really strangely. The words all subtlely blend together and the pace is very stop-and-go. It's like she's high on something potent. She's wearing a headscarf that's purple green and white and looks very gypsy-like. I tell her I think "that scarf has gone to your head", meaning it's causing her to play some sort of character. I tell her it's turned her into a "swami or a soothsayer". We have a good laugh.
She leaves and I see that the kitchen is filled with large stacks of things, and the appliances are out in the middle of the room with the stacks. On the ground I see an ant, but on his back he's hauling a small pair of paper butterfly wings, making him look like a crawling butterfly. I see another very large cartoony-looking black and pink bug that freaks me out.
Next thing I know, all the black kittens are in the house, but instead of 4 there's like 20 of them. They're all huddled around the bugs. One looks back at me with a weird look on it's face. Jessica walks in and I tell her about the ant masquerading as a butterfly. Without commenting on what I said, she launches into a story about something that happened to her earlier. She's talking really fast. For some reason I look down and see two boxes of tinfoil. One of the colors on the label is changing seamlessly from one color to the next. Without even doing a reality check I realize I'm dreaming. At first my hands refuse to move, but I will them to. I go lucid.
As she's talking, I climb up onto the counter and over to the window near the sink. She's still going on, and I smack my head against the window in an attempt to get outside. It doesn't work, but I realize I can just move through it if I want to. I start to climb out the window while she's still talking fast and, without missing a beat, she says, "Okay, well I guess you know the way out then."
I half fall, half crawl out the window and for whatever reason I remember to rub my hands together to stablize the lucidity [Even though I've never done that before.] It works, and I get really excited. I want to fly, and go up a few feet or so rather slowly. The act of merely looking at my hands causes me to fly higher without even trying. This time they looked super-weird; completely distorted, and my right hand has another smaller hand above it as if I were seeing in double-vision.
I'm so excited. I fly up into one of the nearest trees, and see that there's all these clothes on hangers hanging from the branches. I move in and out of them. I decide to fly downward head-first and do a little loop. It feels great, and I look at my hands again to move upward again. I fly to another smaller tree and the intense detail of it blows me away. I immediately think about writing it down later. There are little nuts or berries growing on it, and the branches are very artistically twisty and knotted. It seems to be lit with white light from below, and there is a purple light cast on it from one side. I take this to represent the sunset. I literally moan and say that "this twilight is so awesome."
As I swoop downward to do another loop, I casually toy with the idea of conjuring up something. I don't remember thinking of anything in particular, but I just wanted to practice making something. But the flying is so wonderful, I decide to continue with that. As I fly up again, I go really high and straight up. Even though it's starting to get dark, I see off in the distance a tiny pumpkin patch where my neighbor's backyard should be. [I realize now that this is perhaps what I conjured up without meaning to.] I decide I should definately check it out. For some reason the flying is a bit slow. As I get down to the ground I decide it would be nice if I could just run over to it really fast. Next thing I know, I'm practically there even though I appeared to be moving at a normal pace.
It's a tiny little patch in the middle of nothing. On the far side is a stack of straw bales, and a scarecrow with a pumpkin head. As I get close, I stop and notice the scarecrow's eyes are glowing and get a bad feeling. I'm afraid that there are wolves in the bushes. Sure enough, I can see shadows moving back there. I go to run back towards the house when I notice a small, fat, tan little dog. Like a bulldog, but without the wrinkled face. For some reason I get scared of him too and run faster. He chases me nearly to my yard when I remember that he can't hurt me.
I immediately stop, and he sits down right in front of me. I decide to place my hands on him calmly and communicate to him that "it's okay." As soon as my hands are in reach he starts chomping on my fingers voraciously. It doesn't hurt a bit. Something tells me that he's just really hungry. I tell him I'll get him some food if he follows me. We run over to get some catfood for him. Just as I grab a bowl, I notice a large cartoony-looking bug like the one I saw earlier. This one is black and orange, and it promptly crawls up my leg.
In trying to get it off, I strike a really silly pose: one hand holding the bowl way up, and the opposite leg sticking out comically. I give my foot a few vigorous shakes but the bug is staying put.
Before I know it, my laughter at myself and the excitement of the whole thing boils over and I can't wait to write it all down.
...Which causes me to wake up.
Not the most creative lucid dream ever, but I woke up extremely pleased.
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