26.5.09
Went to bed 21.40, woke up 03.17
I was in the flat. My grandad (who died 5 years ago) was there too. I go to my room and start DJing playing some music really loud. My grandad is trying to get my attention, he has something to say to me, but I pretend I can't hear him. Later he shows me some things that were in our rubbish bin, some old shoes and computer parts. We were going to throw them away but he said "Thats wasteful, somebody could put them to good use. We should put them outside with a sign letting people know that they can take them if they want."
I said " We don't need to make a sign, if we just put them outside someone will take them"
My grandad and I go for a drive in a car. Its night time. At some point my grandad becomes my dad. He's obviously drunk. He starts driving really fast and recklessly, driving onto the pavement like we're in a car chase in a film. I'm scared, I tell him to slow down but he doesn't.
Later I'm in Tottenham Court Road underground station. Its rush hour and its packed. I'm sitting at a bench on a platform next to a pretty girl with short dark hair, she wore a red tartan blouse. We're chatting. The platform keeps filling and emptying as trains come and go, but we just sit talking. Then we kiss. We leave the station. There are some fence railings with sleeping bags hung up on them. I'm taking the sleeping bags down and putting them on the ground for homeless people to use. The girl says she has to go. She's nice, I don't want to say goodbye.
I go back down into the station. I put my credit card into one of the ticket machines, but it won't work. I go to one of the attendants: "This won't let me through, I'm sure there's money on it." He looks at it, then puts it in his little scanner.
"Will you come with me please sir?"
"Why, what going on?"
"I need to take this card for ID purposes"
I'm confused but follow the attendant off into a little side office.
At this point the dream goes into third person mode. "Crimewatch" the tv program plays in front of me (I detest those crime programs). They have used my credit card to link me to a transaction made a few weeks ago. They play CCTV of me taking money out of a cashpoint. They say "This youth is wanted on charges of drink driving, anti social behaviour.....(a list of of other offences)".
There is then CCTV recordings of me being completely drunk and generally acting like a yob. Then I'm shown driving a car with a bunch of rowdy people in the back. I can't believe what I'm seeing, I don't remeber doing these things. I feel ashamed, guilty.
The final shot of the program is of the offender being arrested, but it isn't me!. They show another guy with handcuffs being put on him. A message is displayed in the screen "Robert Harrigan (not my name), is prosecuted for drink driving, anti social behaviour......"
I wake up relieved that it was just a dream.
Woke up 05.15
In a later dream I was in a bike race round a big park. Then it changes and I'm rolerskating not biking. I'm going over mud but still the skates work.
The race ends at a swimming pool combined with a skate park.
You can buy "One hit scuba tanks" to go underwater with, but they're expensive so I don't.
I leave the pool and go into the park, I've forgotten to change into my clothes, I'm only in swinmming trunks. I go back into to the pool to change.
Dreamsigns
Inner awareness - The feeling of guilt while watching the CCTV videos.
Action - Skates working over mud
Context - Seeing my grandad again
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