Edit: I had taken A B Vitamin Complex, which contained many B vitamins, including B-6, along with some Melatonin.
I feel myself getting so much closer to lucidity! Actually, I think I was semi-lucid!
Let me get this all down..
In the first part, I was in my room, writing down Andy's schedule. I had to write it down, and determine what he would want to be according to his classes. I wrote in a yellow marker. I also had to write down what classes I was in, and determine what I wanted to be while looking at the classes. I was sitting under a quilt, in which I had made myself. It was a ROYGBIV quilt, though in my dream, I remember that when buying the pieces to make it, I couldn't find Orange or Indigo.
At some point, there was a dream with The Rock of Love in it. Lacey and all of the girls were there. Although I could see Lacey, it was as if I was her in the competition. In the competition, you had to run over the dirt things, (it was like a maze), but some of the dirt things had holes in it, so you had to avoid that. It was very.. Video game-like. At the end, I didn't touch enough of the dirt even though I was the first to finish, so there had to be a do-over.
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Then, Alex and I were at McDonalds. We bought food, and then kept going back for more. We didn't buy cups, but somehow we had them, and I had to get drinks when the manager wasn't looking. They were jumbo cups, and when I got a drink, I was afraid I was going to spill.
We kept ordering more food. I wanted a cinimon roll, and he wanted something else.
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In the begining, I had no control. I was working a job at Mcdonalds, with Amber and Seirra. The Seirra part is really random, I never really speak to Seirra, like.. ever. But anyway, I was working there, and part of my job was to send down these taco shells like we have at school, where they are fried and puffy. I noticed that a lot of them were burnt, but I passed them down anyway. We sat there talking for awhile, and Amber and I asked Seirra if she was a lesbian, and for some reason, we talked about lesbians. Then, I realized that it was 1 in the morning.. And that I had forgotten to tell my dad how late I was working. I wanted to call and tell him that I was off at 6:30, but then I realized that he had work and that I'd be stuck.
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I open my door, and there are a lot more driveways near my door. These old ladies walk by.. or so I thought. When I turn around to go inside, they follow me into my back hall. I sit there and stare at them, and they stare back at me expectantlly. One of them looks at me and says "do you want a coke?" and I'm like.. what the hell, it's my house! But then another one of the ladies answers and says sure. She now has a coke. Then one of them reminds me that my mom told me to expect them, and I kind of remember. We go out to the garage, to hand them some diet pepsis, but they already have some. One takes a can of green tea, and I do as well.
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The final dream I'm writing about, is where I think I became semi-lucid. It started off, that I was having a dream about my favorite show, Life as we Know it. Of course, my favorite couple is Ben and Monica.
The funny thing is, I didn't feel lucid. But in the dream, I knew I had control over it. Ben was sitting there in class, and I made the next scene. I made Ben kiss Sue right in front of Monica. I basically made her stand up and slam her fists on the desk, and yell for Ben to get out. I knew the whole time, that any parts of this dream could be changed, and so in the dream, I rewinded parts of it.
Then, Monica took a gun out of her desk, and shot herself. Where she shot herself, I'm not sure. But it's a fade to the next scene. I see a place thats a lot like the back window at mcdonalds, except it's a doctors office. Monica's dad is there, but I don't really see him, just know he's there. I hear a heartbeat monitor, and I know that Monica is alive. For some reason, all I can think about is how they should let her die. That it wasn't fair, and how embaressed she would be when she wakes up. Then the doctor has an ultra-sound thing, and he rubs it everywhere, then I sort of will him to rub it over her stomach, and say that she has a baby. Ben immediatly knows why she shot herself then.
I wasn't satisfied with this ending, because in my dream, I think how stupid it was that the show was canceled at Season 1. Then I think.. If i'm lucid, then I can make my own ending. It's here that I remember at the end of season 1 she doesn't shoot herself, but she ends up saying goodbye in leaving. Instead, I make it after she has survived her suicide. I briefly think about why she wasn't locked up in a nut house, and remember that it's my dream. She talks to Ben outside, much like when she tells him on the actual show when she's leaving. He asks if the baby is his, and she tells him that she isn't sure. They both seem somewhat happy at the thought of having a baby together. She says that the reason she didn't tell him, is because he is young and still had his life ahead of him.
Then, she sees herself really pregnant, and how bad it would look at school to the people who know about them.
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