Thread: Dying Dignity's Dream Journal

I am in somebody's house, I could be evil but I am not sure. They are upstairs and I have just got into their house by punching the door down and I carry on punching all the shut doors down untill I see them one room away from me with nowhere to escape. I see some toilets in the room that I am in and then I look at the two people and I say to myself "I am dreaming." I said it three times I think, it wasn't a revelation as all the others have been though. I then jumped out of a window and I was actually trying to get pain inside of the dream by thinking to myself that it will hurt. I landed on my shoulder and it didn't hurt. I stood up.

The dream ended, I tried to DEILD but it didn't work yet again although I didn't move or open my eyes.
I won't count this as a lucid either...

Ok, back to my dream journal again after a few days of a lucid dreaming/dreaming break, this dream is only about 1/25th of a dream because I didn't write it down and didn't even think of it but one part of the dream was stuck in my mind for some reason.

I am inside of a gym and there is some guy that I don't know in real life but I have recently met. I don't like him instantly. There is a rope that goes to the ceiling that I climb relatively fast. He does something to show disapproval and I do it again and get to the top (20ft rope?) in about 3 seconds. He mocks disaproval and hides the fact that he is surprised at how fast I could do it. He then starts chatting up some girl I know. Said girl is not impressed and I slowly and quietly walk up behind him putting a finger to my lips, she smiles and carries on with the 'conversation'. I then drag him to the ground as fun to his left. He is really angry at me and I get into a fight somehow, I punch really slowly (the whole Sleep Paralysis thing) and they don't do anything but then I just let out a punch straight to his face and he goes down.

Before that part of the dream I was in an orphan in an orphanage which involved alligators and stuff. I used a dream dictionary book that I got from christmas to interpret the dream and a couple of words showed that I was afraid of losing somebody but I would get over it. The losing somebody really was exactly what I was thinking about all day before I had that dream and I woke up and I felt better about the situation just from seeing that my dream indicated I would get over it. I will definitely be interpreting all of my future dreams.

All I can remember is being in class and a teacher asked me to be in a meeting thing and I say "Err, k." The 'meeting' turned out to just be a normal class but with about half the people, I sit next to a girl and a boy with the girl on my left. Something about hugging/kissing comes up somehow and I say something to the girl then hug her and kiss her on the cheek for a minute then the dream ends, nice way to start the day

Wanting love/affection, this applies to everyone though.

Dream One
I am at school and meant to be in class but I'm outside, skiving probably. I see a teacher walking about about 15 ft in front of me, there is a lot of people out here around white plastic tables finishing an exam, I'm not meant to be doing exams luckily. Although I'm meant to be in class, I see a girl and a boy who appear to be two of my best friends, we talk about how weird somebody is and how said person can just go silent for a while with no apparent reason, I now think that we were talking about an aspect of me, I did not know this in the dream however. People are then asked to put their hand up if they want a piece of paper which is something to do with the exam and everybody wants one anyway, I'm worried that I won't get one and I'm not sure if I do or do not in the end. I think I do. The teachers are now fine with me being there as the paper might help me when I do my exams and it's nearly the end of class anyway. Skip part of the dream that I cannot remember. I am now in a cloak room area and I am getting a story told inside of my own head complete with images as if my head was a video camera. It's about a little Finnish girl who got bullied but she didn't get bullied because of being Finnish, it was for another reason, one that I do not know. Whilst the story is being received into my head, I write it all onto the walls, it seems of the utmost importance that I write it on the wall and not onto paper. I then am in a classroom and mention to one of my friends who comes in that the story seems really familiar, he seems to know something that I do not but I do not confront him about it. We shut the blinds and move the tables for some reason. We then walk outside and I say something about the sun. There is no sun, it's simply not there, the sky is not dark but everything else is. Somebody asks me where the sun has gone and I tell them that I don't know. I am then with some other friends and it is break and we are just talking and eating as usual. I could taste salt and vinegar crisps

This means that I am craving for love and affection, I am feeling like something is being kept from me and that I should give up trying something that there is little chance of being successful. First one applies to everybody, second is definitely about something that I know of and the third could be two things but I have a feeling I know which one it is and I am not giving up. I do not believe that while there is a slight chance of succeeding that anybody should give up and I do not believe that my subconscious would tell me this.

Dream Two
I am late for lessons (tech) and I get told off although me being late was not my fault, something delayed me. I do go to tech and it's a normal lesson (different table positions and people in the lesson though) with no practical work, I vaguely remember looking at somebody's eyes and seeing that their eyes seem really weird, kind of disconnected. I then wake up.

Anxious or worry, I might not feel ready for a situation.

It was a decently long dream but I only remember two parts of it. One I was sitting on some wall (on top of a rooftop) with some guys, again who I don't talk to in real life but know. The other part is: I was in a classroom, I saw somebody and had a thought that I was somehow in the past I think? There was also a video camera there at first but this disappeared soon after. We talk for a minute then we for some reason (spontaneously?) kiss a couple times and hug at the same time. Later on I remember being in my moms house and there is a dog there, who is friendly. I become lucid shortly after though, I remember nothing of what I did when I was lucid apart from trying frantically to stop the dream from ending, it did anyway after a while.

Apparently, this dream (parts that i can remember) means that I can trust those around me at the moment but I should still try to connect with other people and that I am longing for affection and hopes of a romantic involvement. I guess this is true but it could apply to anybody and probably does apply to pretty much everyone.

Dream One
Erm, really unclear first dream that I can remember. I remember being at school and that's it.

Dream Two
I'm spiderman in this dream xD. I guess it is my archetype of a hero.
I am in a city on rooftops in parts of the dream, usually fighting against supervillians, I can remember one was like, an improved spiderman, just a giant red spider with pincers and armor like body with 6 legs, instead of 8, obviously it had a mind of it's own too. In other parts of the dream I am in school and I get tired of being just a nobody and a freak so I try to prove that I am spiderman to people but it's hard for some reason. One limitation is that I am my normal self at times and spiderman at others and I cannot switch round between them whilst people can see me (and it's really hard to not be able to be seen for some reason). I do prove in the end that I really am him though.

Dream Three
Russia and Britain are at war, the Russians have invaded and are in Britain. I am in some building at the start, second floor, offices maybe? There is a battle between the British and the Russians here. This building is important as it is a lot better to pick the Russians off down below than being down there as well. I remember having a knife and quite vividly slitting some Russians throats with it untill I threw it at another who had a knife too. They moved out of the way. I didn't. I remember pain and I was dying, dying wasn't too bad. It almost felt good, kind of euphoric and the pain had disappeared, everything goes really bright and then I am somebody in the MI5 with no memory of the death from a minute ago. I have a pistol (Coolest type of gun in my opinion, which felt really awesome when I later shot at things with it). I remember there was a female Russian civilian (I guess she could of been an unarmed officer too) who had something wrong with her leg and I helped her down as I had no qualm with people who did not want to fight and were currently harmless, but I could not get her down on my own (rooftops and her being injured etc) and I found out another Russian who was armed with a machine gun. I put my hands up and calmly walked over to him, he did not shoot and I requested his help to get the woman down, he agreed and we went to her to find that she told us she could make her own way down . I don't know what happened to the Russian that was going to help me but I got off the rooftops and down onto the ground. We are pushing the Russians back. I see some people I know, they are apparently in the CIA, we go down to an underground car park that the Russians made into a makeshift base thing, there are electronics and we plant explosives onto them. There is a single desk and computer and a higher up also from the MI5, has to get files or whatever from it and we have to be wary of the Russians coming in and fighting. 4 old people come in for some reason and set up computers somewhere else, I have a feeling that they are spies or something. I get my pistol and aim at the monitor of one of the computers (I don't want to kill old people >.<) and press the trigger. I must of ran out of bullets earlier on . I have a small out of body experience in the dream and it turns out they are not spies. Lucky I didn't have any bullets. The one higher up gives me some and I load up. A car comes in but it is not the car that we are looking for (can't remember what it was we were looking for or what it turned out to be). It has 3 women who are half dressed putting on a show ^_^. I know that they are Russian but I do not want to shoot them, they get out machine guns and start firing everywhere, nobody is hit. The driver pops up, odd that nobody noticed there was no driver. I shoot him right in the third eye and he dies (shooting was so cool!). I don't know what happened to the women but another car comes in soon after and I just stand there ready to fire at the driver as soon as he pops up, which I do. I think there was more but I took too long thinking about the start of the dream and cannot remember.

To be honest, I don't have a clue what these dreams mean apart from maybe I need to let the better side of me be seen more often. Both dreams that I can remember clearly are about me being a hero.

Dream One
I can remember having weapons thrown at me (swords, daggers, spears etc) and I had to avoid them or block them, then I have to pick up one specific weapon that turns out to be a nice 1 and a half handed sword and I kill someone, rest of the dream is about exploring somewhere.

Dream Two
Lots of stuff I don't remember. I'm on a coach and I'm sitting next to somebody, I'm just talking to them and something happens then the dream ends.

I try DEILD but I opened my eyes by mistake. I try to incubate a dream for the first time ever (since I have known about lucid dreams) and I don't go to the exact same dream but the...

Dream Three
...The dream takes me to a coach at one point and I remember realising that it was a dream then I rubbed my hands to get feeling which also made it a bit more vivid, somebody motions me to sit down and I'm about to then the dream ends.

I havn't remembered enough of a single dream to derive a meaning from them.

Ok, back from another break due to school starting

Dream one
I'm just doing a raid on my resto druid quite a fun dream actually

Dream Two
I'm making out with somebody and It felt so real, I could even feel it a bit when I woke up too.

I am inside of my uncle's car and driving somewhere, he starts driving towards a tree but turns offroad at the last 2 seconds. We then drive off an edge that is about 20 foot high and with rocks right in front of us, we nearly hit them but again survive just about. I am then with a dog that we now have. Then I'm living at my moms house again and there is something about a cat, can't remember what though. I am then at my grandad's house and I am going to sleep there for a night, the house is different, sort of like a cross between the house I'm in and my moms house, I stroke the dog for a while then I go to bed, eating some gummy bears (which tasted exactly like they do in real life). I know there is something out to get me at this point and there is something in my wardrobe, I can't see it however, there are then loud smashing sounds on the window and I look to see there is hail but the smashing sounds seemed like it was the glass smashing (obviously) and I look closer to find that it did have cracks where the hail hit. I know that that something is still out to get me and I close my curtains but the curtains disappear and a face appears floating outside the window. I get out of the house onto the road (road outside of my mom's) and I see my dad, I am a bit scared at this point and I think it would be silly if it was a dream and I pinch my nose to find that I can breath. I realise that I am dreaming and then I see a skeleton that is about 4 feet high which is evidently in charge of all this face etc nonsense, I am a little scared of it at first but I remind myself that it is a dream and it can't hurt me but it keeps on walking towards me so I just pop it in my mouth and eat it, it didn't really taste like anything though. I find myself at a mirror and my reflection is nearly 100% accurate which is odd. I try to change how I look and I try to lengthen my hair, I do manage a little but not really so I give up and thought I should do the other reality checks to become more familiar with them (plus it can't hurt to do them in a dream for more lucids) then stabilise. I look at my hand and count my fingers and there are 8 fingers but it is hard to count. The dream then starts fading to my eyelids...

I try to DEILD but yet again, nothing happened. No false awakening.

I didn't write these down and went back to sleep after having them so it is only parts of it.

Dream One
I am inside of my house and there is a figure on the stairs coming up towards me, It is covered in a black coat that covers all of It and It has a weird shape. I know that It is evil and I go down the stairs and touch it for some reason to no effect although I know that if it touches anybody else it would turn them like It already is. I am getting bored of saying 'It' so I shall say Bob. Bob stops for a second after I poke him and carries on going up the stairs towards other people that I know. For some reason I have a slight remembrance of this happening before in a dream and I think that a huge toy gun that fires lazers will kill Bob. I find one of those guns and I fire at Bob but it doesn't effect him. I cannot remember exactly what happened now but Bob can extend stuff to grab people and animals and he pulls them towards him, when they reach him they turn into him but look the same as they did before apart from red eyes. I remember looking into my sister's cat's eyes and that it was red. Everybody was turned.

Dream Two
This is a continuation of the dream from before.
I am then out of the house and with 2 or 3 other people, we approach the doorway which is open and one of them get pulled towards Bob who is inside of the house. We cannot reach Bob but he can reach us and we all grab the guy that Bob has tried dragging towards him, we end up closing the door and knowing that there are 3 things like Bob inside of the house but they are temporarily gone. We then go inside and upstairs, I can remember that downstairs, these huge man eating plants grow, making it impossible to go downstairs again. One of the plants somehow eats one of the guy's girlfriends but he doesn't seem too bothered. I can't remember anymore.

Dream Three
I am inside of a safe room like in L4D and there are about 30 other people in there too, I have a ladder and hit people in the head with it whilst we are waiting to go (we have to race to somewhere doing stuff along the way). I get told that I shouldn't do that and then we start, I run with the wooden ladder inside of a dark warehousy kind of building that has a load of walls to make us choose which way to go. I see a big door (big meaning twice the size of the legend of zelda doors in dungeons) and I go towards it and open it, I light the end of the wooden ladder on fire because beyond the door is the finish line but we have to light something on fire there before we can go through it. The ladder does not stay on fire long enough so I find a gas can and pour it all over the end of the ladder then light it on fire again and go through but apparently I have not won from 'penalties'. I am then on a beach and I can temporarily fly, it only lasts for about 5 seconds then I go back down to the ground again, it's more like floating really. I see some guy float for ages, going higher and higher and I wonder how he does it. I then start floating again and I use a /fly command every time the 5 seconds is nearly up and I keep on going higher. I find some man and ask him how long it would take to get to spain by floating across the ocean, he says slightly more than 15 hours. I start floating across but then i wake up.

I can't remember any part of the dream apart from Chloe was in it somewhere.

I'm at school and I have a fight with some guy who also goes there, I hospitalise him >_> don't feel guilty at all. Then I'm in WoW and being accused of being a ninja, instance is some giant sewers somewhere. I am then in my house and I am eating rice pudding and put cocoa powder in. I'm in school again and I am angry, I am about to fight three guys I know but don't for some reason just as I'm about to. It is the end of school and my coach is not there, I see another guy who I don't like anymore but have no reason to dislike, really. I push him then punch him somewhere above the heart and he dies from it somehow. I am then at home again and talking to Chloe on msn for like 10 seconds and my family isn't here so I go to send her voice messages but the government stops me from sending messages to her because I am a murderer, she gets all pissed off at me and I get an image of a chatroom that she is in with about 10 people who she doesn't know and I realise that she is in a kind of relationship with all of them. She then blocks me and I suddenly sit up to find that it was a dream and I am awake.

I don't really know, it was like I was on drugs all night and having closed eye hallucinations. I remember something about WoW: Cataclysm being here and I might of had an OOB experience?

I only slept 5 hours so I can only remember something about vampires and squirting garlic mayonnaise at them o.O

I can't remember the other dreams or even my previous lucid.

I had my first false awakening since learning about lucid dreaming

The dream
I just had a lucid and it ended and I didn't feel completely right so I did a nose pinch reality check and could breathe, I didn't do the look at your hand reality check for some reason but did the finger through hand one, there was resistance at first then I suddenly felt and saw my finger pop through my hand (first time I felt it). I then sat up which was pretty hard, this dream was very clear and realistic compared to the previous dream, almost as if I did a WILD instead of DILD. I got out of bed and tried to just sink through the floor to downstairs, I did sink through the floor but I appeared inside of my bedroom again so I just took the normal way down. My livingroom looked pretty much the same but clear of objects and there were two taps above the fireplace, I couldn't see properly as there was a very thick mist everywhere so I closed my eyes and rubbed them imagining everything being clear again, I opened my eyes and everything was exactly the same so I looked out the window to see what it was like outside and all the houses were burnt down on my street. I saw a shadow of two people going across the street and it was a mob of people with torches and shotguns. I go outside and run across the street, I thought that I would either run really fast or really slow, luckily it was pretty fast. They all followed me and I felt a little panicky for some reason although it was a dream and I tried to expect/imagine me going all camouflage into the hedge so that they could not see me. I think I was too late though and one guy noticed me, he had a gun and I wrestled with him and tried to get the gun to point at his own head, it was relatively hard actually, considering it was a dream. I did manage to get the gun to point at his head and somebody pulled the trigger, not sure who. He got killed but he was still standing there and holding the gun. A woman was there, I think she also shot herself in the head eventually and did the same thing, just stood there with it in her hand. I then start looking for my dream guide and step a few steps back and notice that the gun that the man was holding was turning towards me, firing once every two seconds or so. I woke up around then.

I'm with Chloe, I tell her that she is perfect and that I love her. We hug and kiss. Then I'm in a real life WoW with a lowbie, I'm helping him somehow and a rogue ganks us and I escape (after rezzing, ofc) in a huge maze by staying to the left, although a roundabout did appear and stop me from doing that somehow so I just walked out to the exit that I could plainly see. As I get out of the maze I see myself in third person and I see target like objects from the Argent Crusade, I wonder why my quest isn't completed (picked up a quest that had something to do with targets before I went to bed). I'm drinking something (alcoholic?) and I try to unfreeze something by pouring the alcohol on it. I did a nose pinch reality check somewhere and became lucid, I can't remember anything other than somebody who was like a clone of me gave me some advice when I was lucid. (God, I hope that I'm not my DG) I am then in a Pan's labyrinth kind of place with 3 other people, each of us has a specific power (I don't know what those were though...) and two monsters came out of a cell thing, I can't remember one but the other could only find us from hearing and I remember using this to my advantage and throwing stuff somewhere else to make a noise there. The monster breaks a bow that belongs to some girl around 12 years old, apparently it was the last bow of the Varden and I cast lifebloom and it makes the room that I am in light up. I find a weirdly shaped sword and kill the monster with it, afterwards I am aware that the sword appears really blunt and put my thumb on the tip and I don't cut myself. I then ask other people if it is blunt and apparently it isn't. James says he talked to Chloe and say they're going out now, not me and her. I'm like "You've only been talking to her for for two minutes, I've been talking to her for like a year." I'm not sure if I was going to kill him or not (as he obviously did not care about her, only himself). As I woke up before I did anything.

I can't remember anything but I became lucid and everything faded but I opened my dream eyes to come to a really cool looking place full of ice, like a palace. Then I opened my real eyes... >_>

(Good thing I am not really religious otherwise I would be crying for God to help me right now)

I am lying on top of a bed and then suddenly a huge floating head at least a metre in height appears in front of me and starts screaming at me, telling me that I am surrounded by demons and that the mattress underneath me has a demon and a corpse in it, I see through the mattress in a 3rd person view and I can see a body there and I shift back into 1st person and notice that there are loads of faces now and these weird goblin like creatures, these are supposedly demons. I then skip ahead and I am sleeping on the same bed and I know in the dream that I am sleeping (in the dream) and a positive minded being appears to my right, floating. Maybe it was an angel. He starts telling me about the demons, what they look like, what they do etc. Whilst he is still talking to me a demon invades my thoughts and starts telling me bad things about myself, you are a failure, you have done nothing good, stuff like that. The angelic being then tells me that if I essentially use autosuggestion to say the complete opposite of what he says then he will eventually disappear, so I do. I then have a false awakening and walk downstairs and into my living room, the t.v is on, my older brother is sitting in the chair on my left and my older sister on the floor to my right. I sit on the floor next to my sister and watch t.v but then suddenly my younger brother appears (he doesn't live with me), sharing sweets or something. I suddenly have the thought "He is so going to be gay when he is older." and then the t.v suddenly changes to show my mother's house with my mom, my stepfather and my younger brother all there. I am watching this and then suddenly a demon appears inside of the screen, the head version and it starts screaming at me, evidently angry. I think it came out of the screen and into my face just screaming. It disappears shortly afterwards and I realise that it was a weird and scary thing so I should do a reality check to make it a more habitual thing. I do a nose pinch reality check and at first I'm like "Oh, I'm breathing. I must of not been doing it right." (DON'T do the inconspicious version of the nose pinch and shut off the windpipe as it is less obvious in a dream.)I then realise that I am dreaming but wake up.

Back to dreaming yet again lol, still no technique being used apart from being subject to subliminals throughout the day (mostly nothing about dreams but some).

I tell some 7 ish year old how to know if he is dreaming or not whilst we are outside of a supermarket on the car park, I cannot remember what I said to him but I gave him two ways, one suggesting Dumbledore out of Harry Potter to make it more interesting/fun. I think he is my little brother. Skip some here. We are now inside the supermarket and my little brother has got himself lost and for some reason we are not allowed in by three of the higher ups of the supermarket but I shout and I am just about ready to get violent (in the dream, he would have just been left in there forever) and I get in somehow, I find a room where there are some people that I know in waking life, they each say something about dreams and I think "Oh, this is embarressing, I told all of these people about lucid dreams and now they are all together with the topic up. Wait, did I tell her?" I see two of the same person as well but they turn out to be different people that just look really similar by some coincidence. I realise that I am dreaming, not from any one trigger but from the collection, I am in front of some girl I dislike at the moment (kind of a whore) and I think I might have kissed her or hugged her and she says "Don't take me with you." or something like that, I have no idea what she means but I think she meant into the lucid dream so I move on to another girl and I say to her "Thanks for making me lucid " I kiss her on the lips and I then start to do a nose pinch reality check but I think "hold on, I always wake up around now, I'll try just being calm before I do a reality check." My vision then fades slowly to black as always.