No dreams to record but mere an intoduction. I don't know how much I believe in this or how much commitment I can make but at this point I'm willing to try anything.

I have never had a good dream in my life, ever.

My dreams are nightmares ranging from traumatizing night terrors to observationally odd. Being 22 years old I figure I am long past the point of return as far as ever having a good dream but I am interested in maybe, at the least, having some kind of control. I'm never afraid to sleep since the nightmares are more of an expectancy than an anticipation however waking up is always difficult and makes being a monring person nearly impossible. Sometimes I'll remember my dreams every day for a week and sometimes I can go a whole month with out remembering them at all.

Only once in my life did I ever have even the slightest amount of control in a dream where I changed the course of actions and terror. This was after talking to a very close friend about my dreams in general for about 3 hours. He asked me the who, what, when, where, and why about my dreams often asking the same questions over and over and that night it happened. That was a year and a half ago and I'm hoping, maybe, talking about them more (especially in a forum like this) can help.

For the record, I am a relatively laid back person. I love dancing, singing, art, cartoons, going to the beach, helping people, and all those fun good things. I just keep all the dream stuff inside.


Much Mahalo's
Alia