Maybe it's hopeless or wrong to actively seek to justify this. It's just I was raised to this procedure and it's been done for centuries and centuries by farmers and other folks. I was just exposed to this at a very young age, and I agree with spaying/neutering in most situations of course. I really want to actively learn about this, you misinterpret me.

If you honestly think I am a hopeless case, whatever, I'll drop the issue and pick it up when I feel I can humanely tackle it.