Originally Posted by CoLd BlooDed
Me and a bunch of friends were planning to eat mushrooms for three days in a row this weekend while we were camping. We started off on the first night, and the experience was just indescribable. I've never done it where everyone's on the same level - it was incredible. It was deep conversation after deep conversation, a pause of me playing guitar, blazing, and then a continuation of previous thoughts. It was unfortunate because we got pulled over on the way up to the actual campsite we were staying at, and I got arrested for carrying 35 grams of mushrooms, some weed and two pills of MDMA. I didn't get charged, but looking back at it now those two days have changed me in a way I can't begin to describe.
I've become more literate, my trains of thought have been more consistent and delivered in the way I mean when I initially open my mouth (I've always had a problem with getting too excited when I talk and stuttering like crazy to the point where I have to restate the sentence), and my skill at guitar/singing seemed to have improved while I was on it.
Overall, the first night was the turning point. I learned a lot about my friends that night and who they were, and you know what's crazy? One of my best friends from this year - who I kinda drifted away from over the last couple months until now - has been lucid dreaming his entire life. He told me after we hotboxed the tent the other night, and I was absolutely amazed, because he's one of those lucky people who become lucid every night or every other night.
Crazy weekend.
That sounds awesome, that's the kind of thing I'm hoping to get out of shrooms. I know I'm too quiet and have bad anxiety problems and whatnot, and I've read of other people taking shrooms and having these kinds of epiphany-type moments, where they come back after the trip and are a better person for having done it, and completely losing their anxiety problems. So far I've tried doctors meds, and they're completely useless other than fucking up my sleeping schedules, and making me feel odd and unfocused....
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