So I had a long dream last night and my ex was in the whole thing I remember we were driving to lake vacation spot and my parents were leading the way on their bikes and we were driving I remember I said I love you and he never said it back it just went quiet so I said I was like I shouldn't of said that we got to the spot and right away I dropped a pan in the lake I searched forever trying to find this pan I was determined but I couldn't find it! Finally I wanted to go watch. Movie so I asked my friend and ex bf and he declined so I went upstairs to watch it and I came down after fuming mad and I started yelling at him and for some reason I wanted to know if he was texting while I was upstairs it's like I wa just looking for something to get mad at him for. I remember us all leaving going home I opened the newspaper an he wrote a msg to me and had it published it said hi Amanda I love you . I just don't know why I dreamt of him it reminded me of our relationship how we always got into fights how we were both unhappy and how I always started fights