I have issues in my dreams of not feeling things.
I only become slightly lucid (never came to full acceptance of having a dream yet)
The main problem is the feeling though, here ill tell u my dream for a few nights ago.
Feels like a first person movie which I probably dont have control over (words and actions come from me but am I controlling them?!)
In weird house/living room. with a girl my age on the couch, Worried about getting caught that there was family home. Get her on cushioned table. Touch her, cant remember if I penetrated or not, I think I did but i dont remember any pleasure.
Then a fairly good friend of mine showed up, I instantly have like body armour on and awesome sub machine gun that fires like an MG40 without recoil and crazy large clip. Try and convince friend to join me in virtual reality game. Declines but watches and join me half way through that battle field until he left.
Landscape is a few houses over looking a field and some rocks (they spawn behind the rocks) I offloaded on some dudes who sneaked in but there was no pain in my shoulders (I have shot guns before) Not even any recoil really... Then I fucking woke up. I realized alot of my dreams are in gun fights.
Anyway how does I feel? If I become fully lucid by accepted I was in a dream would I have had more success in feels? Or does it vary, or do you have to train it? Welllll?!
Also implying that the woman wasn't just super loose and have a terrible pussy
Implying the gun was so uber there was no fucking recoil.
Fuck I got a dirty mouth.
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