Originally Posted by
Darkmatters
I have definitely experienced it, but going well beyond what your examples illustrate. Many times I've been laying in bed as you describe thinking I'm fully awake or very nearly, and that I could easily move if I want to, but when I try I find I really can't. If I keep persisting in trying to move, then I have to sort of force it, and it will gradually happen, but it's like I have to slough off several layers of sleep (that I didn't think were there) before I can actually move. So the reality was that I was actually at least half asleep, if not more - I think it would make more sense to say I was really asleep but had either some level of conscious awareness, or maybe it was just the illusion of conscious awareness. I liken it to the feeling of being a hot air ballon that needs to rise through thick fog before breaking through into the light, but for some reason I think there's almost no fog, or I think there's just a very thin wispy layer of it, when in reality I was very deep into it.
I think it's something like an illusion that you're awake. Sort of you're dreaming that you're awake or mostly awake, and thinking "#$$^$#!! Why the %#%^ can't I fall asleep??!!" but in reality you've been deep asleep for some time now.
It's similar to what's called a False Awakening, but a somewhat different form of it. In a false awakening (FA) you dream that you wake up and get out of bed and start doing things. But this one is more insidious - you think you're laying there wasting precious sleeping time when really you are asleep. This is a good time to do some reality checks, so if you actually are sleeping you'll become lucid.
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