okay it was friday night i had no reason to be up early tomorrow so i thourght why not try a wild or somthing. i went to bed at about 11pm dosed off about halfpast. so i wake up probally around alf 5 and its fairly light in my room. i jotted down some notes from my last dream and took 2 b6 vitimin tablets. then i grabbed my ipod and listend to the "curse lucid dream 2" file off warpmymind. it went on for a while and i dont no if i went into trance but i rely wanted to go bak to sleep. i open my eyes and its even lighter in my room i do a reality check just incase.no luck. so i try to get in a comfotorble position but my bed and cover is rather cold and its never cold in my room. i usually sleep on my front but for some reason i was only comftorble if i was on my side called up in a ball. i remembered somthing about if you wanted to WILD then your arms or legs cant be crossed so i tried to change persition. so i put my head on the end of the pillow(which i always do, cant sleep if i put it in the middle) and i try to dose off but the more i try an fail the more frustrated i got, so i put my head on the other side of the pillow. (i reapeted this process for about an hour) now i've been suspended so i dont need to catch up on my sleep or anything but i'm a guy who enjoys to sleep.
now the next bits hard to describe you may not understand me but i'll try my best. its like i've skipped all the WILD phases and i have no recinition of falling asleep. yet im inside a wal mart( i live in da uk ) but i'm still in my bed, i cant move in the dream or look around its like i can only see. i think to myself wait i was trying to sleep before this must mean i'm dreaming now. i think i shud rub my hands together to stop myself from waking up but just slowly drift back to reality. its not like i was in the dream,cuz i cud still feel myself in the room. its wierd. anyways it was about 7:10 am then and i just couldnt
anyways it was about 7:10 am then and i just couldnt fall back to sleep so i got up, i was thinking wow just fuckin all the LDing shit. but i just sed to myself okay u've just had one bad nite ur tired just deal with it and try agen tonight.
now my point of this post is to ask wy i couldn't get back to sleep? was it because i listened to the lucid dreaming mp3? because of the B6, or was it becuase it was lite in my room?
is der anyway i can stop this from happining or any techniues to help me fall back to sleep couse i've lost a lot of sleep over nothing, i didint even have a non lucid dream, an i feel like shit i must of got about 6 hours sleep an i got notihn out of it.
all positive feedbacks are apreciated :yumdumdoodledum:
p.s i wonder if any1 could shine some light on my whole wal mart dream/non dream. if anyone understands it thnkuuuu
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