I recently had something like this occur (and it disturbed me enough that I found this forum because of it). The previous night, I had gotten almost no sleep at all, so when I went to bed I was in that weird state where you're so tired that it's actually hard to fall asleep. But I did, and then I woke up a couple hours later. Since I was awake, I figured I'd read, and I finished the book I was reading (mostly) before nodding off again.
Then, I had the most vivid dreams I have ever had. The entire time, I knew it was a dream -- now, normally when I realize I'm dreaming, I instantly wake up, whether it's a pleasant dream or not. Knowing it's a dream pulls me out of it. But not this time. And, even though I knew it was a dream, I had little control over my actions...it was strange.
Anyway, I woke twice after that. The first time, I don't remember what had gone on before, but when I woke I definitely saw a man's face -- not in my head, like I was thinking of someone, but right there on my retinas as if he were hovering in front of me. Disconcerting, to say the least -- but I went back to sleep.
This time, I had a nightmare. It wasn't a nightmare until the very end, but suffice it to say that in the dreamworld I thought I was about to die (or kill someone, or more likely, both). My first thought on waking was "did I actually just scream, night-terror like, or was that in the dream?" (it was in the dream) At the same time, I shot upright, as wide awake as I have ever been, and I saw something again -- and again, I SAW it, I didn't think it or visualize it, it was there, everywhere I looked (and believe me, I tried looking away, at anything else, but it was always there) -- a dead body, twitching like a zombie (with very bad CGI graphics, even).
After it faded, I stayed up and did some things around the house. Then, I actually went back to bed and had a very pleasant two hours of dreamless, zombieless sleep.
I'm glad I don't know whose face I saw the first time I woke up, because the combo of those two visions (for lack of a better word) would be a lot more terrifying if I recognized one of them.
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