So last night I probably had the most craziest dream to date, or at least the feeling I felt throughout it and waking up.
I started in the dream in a city unknown to me. There was this GIGANTIC tsunami coming towards the entire world. I was panicking. All this time though I could see heaven, it was like 200feet above us, and everytime I looked at it, I had this feeling I was playing Tetris(but nothing in this dream related to that). I was about to die, so I said I believed in god(I was an atheist here). It crushed us, and I floated to heaven in about a minute. I got there, everybody was on these bumper car type things, but they were invisible. Then god gave us all life again and "restarted" the world. I ended up in that city again. Then he burned all of us, and I was FREAKING out this time for some reason. I had this HORRIBLE feeling, I'm almost sure I was probably crying in real life. I don't know why, but it was just horrible. It was like knowing I'm going to die, then just nothing afterwards, cause even though I saw heaven in my dream, I had a feeling I didn't believe in god, and I was atheist. Now that I was about to die in a fire, I felt like I was going to hell, but I didn't believe in it. I didn't want to be painful stuff for ETERNITY. When I got burned, I went to hell. I woke up here, I looked around my room, I still felt like I was dead, or in hell, it lasted for a good 15 minutes after awakening.
Now here's to the title.
This dream seemed quite HEAVILY influenced in my opinion.
That day I had stayed up a bit late reading a lot of the R/S forum on DV.
I watched a video(a satire one) of a guy saying he is atheist but says he believes in all gods because when he dies he's safe if there really is one(he was joking).
I mentioned the word tsunami once in a text message.
I played tetris on the piano for a friend.
I can't really explain the fire, but everything else seemed like a rap up of my day, then put into the "I'm going to make you feel shitty" processor, and played in my dreams.
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