i havethese questions and Im just wondering if anyone can answer them for me? Yes, I know how to google but I never know if I found the right answer lol

These are questions based on my situation I don't know if others are the same.

1. Why in 'halfwake' ( I think that's the right word) are all my nightmares so much more intense? Why is everything I dream during that state a nightmare? Never is there anything positive? It's always dark smoke, demons, a horrible feeling in my stomache, just all things nightmare?

2. I only dream with three locations for the majority of my dreams. Why? It's either my old house, my grandmothers house, or my old backyard. Different dreams in the same settings. And the settings brings people from that place back as well to be in my dream. I never have dreams of faraway distant dreamlands?

3. ' Dream memories ' is what I call them..what/why is that? It's best described as that Deja-vu feeling but in my dreams. I've dreamed this before, I know what will happen next. Then different characters, different setting but the same dream plays out.

whats going on? The first one is my main concern I had a really disturbing halfwake the other day that left me scared to fall back asleep for a few days. How can I turn it around? i know if you confront your dream characters while lucid..the nightmare characters usually shrink or turn into something else. But in halfwake that doesnt work for me! In that halfwake I was choking the demon screaming at him " what part of my subconcious are you? what do you mean?" and its just became more detailed, its fangs came out and it just hissed so loudly. It was horrible! It got worse. I woke up fell back asleep and I was at my old house. i saw my mother but she was blonde( shes brunette) and she looked so young. I asked her what are you doing here? Your not my mom and then a twin came out brunette and they turned into demons, black smoke builing up behind them. Again i asked what do you want, what do you mean? talk to me ,but they just got more detailed more intense and I felt i was going to die. How can I change it?