Dear Roller,
I think it is largely overemphasized that Lucidity is gained through some form of mental discernment – I frankly do not think it true. I think Lucidity is the result of a combination of two factors – the suggestion to become Lucid and having a great surge of Consciousness Energy which can support Lucidity. Any of us who have had weak or borderline lucid dreams know that all of the mental discernment in the world can hold that intense state of consciousness which we designate as Full Lucidity. But when people do become Lucid, the Suggestion they had so often practiced presents them with some situational discernment to trigger the Lucidity. Yet if we have a long history of Lucidity, then we must have record of instances where we had no situational discernment at all in order to trigger Lucidity beyond the simple perception of the increase in vividness that comes with a Lucid Dream. Lucid Dreams become recognizable as Lucid Dreams because of their inherent Intensity.
So, anyway, with your experience of having Big Dreams and Intense Psychic/Mental States, you are well pass half way to Lucidity. You might need to ratchet up waking suggestions that you attain to Lucidity in your Dream State. For instance, I have a sports watch that has a Count Down and Repeat Timer which can be set to beep every 10 or 20 minutes (or whatever). Let that run all day long and every time it goes off allow yourself to feel regret that you have not attained Lucidity. Go over in your mind how you would put Lucidity to work in a positive way to make you a better Soul. Your own personal Dream Workshop will then go to work creating for you a Lucid Dream. It takes awhile. Lucid Dreams must be written much like a Computer Program that has to provide for various choices that will be made. Often when Lucidity has come to me, I have used it first in order to stop the ordinary dream activities and to leave whatever Dream Scene I had presently been in, in order to begin Dream Meditation (an old Dream Guru of mine once said that a few seconds of Dream Meditation are worth a thousand hours of waking Meditation, and he was right) and then Levitate away, up to a high altitude. I learned over time, that the Dream Mind will then allow me to lose altitude and descend into a Dream Scene that was especially designed to engage the advantages of Lucidity.
Some of these dreams have been my most important dreams. But one must remember to give the Dream Mind its due. Make the choices that seem appropriate to the context of the Lucid Dream as presented. Often Dreamers will begin a campaign of total control, destroying all the preparations that the Dream Mind had put into these carefully constructed dreams. Of course, the Dreams are not wasted – they can be put into storage and used later, if they are still psychologically appropriate. But the Dream Mind is frustrated by Lucid Dreamers who destroy all they encounter with their over-control – their control ‘ober allas’. We know our Dream Mind is rebelling against this over control when we have False Awakenings – when our Dream Mind runs programs designed to lure us back into ordinary dreaming, to make us suppose we are awake so that we will relinquish our destructive control. Every Lucid Dream that ends in a False Awakening is an indication that we went outside of some predetermined boundaries established for our Lucid Dream. We had taken a rare instance of a spike in consciousness energy that alone can provide for and account for every instance of Lucid Dreaming, and had wasted the opportunity… missed the window… took the ball out of play… just plain ol’ screwed up.
Anyway, that was just a few thoughts. I’m sure you will do fine. Oh, and since you are into power Meditations, I will leave you with a tip from an old Kundalini Yoga Master – the Meditation which holds the greatest balance between ease of performance and intensity of result is the “One to Twentyfour Count”. Count from 1 to 24 focusing on the bones of the Spinal Column, starting with your tail bone and going up to the swivel point in your skull. Do it three or four times and you will feel a distinctive rise in your Kundalini Energy. Perhaps this energy can help you to attain to Lucidity. But spikes in the intensity of this Consciousness Energy are difficult to account for. Typically they present in two quite different ways: in the first we have a spike of energy because of exceptionally good health; but more typically we have the second way in which a collapse in the health has released a great deal of energy from the body which is channeled into use as psychic energy. Remember, that the strongest experiences are Near Death Experiences. Remember that the strongest Experiences are typically recorded by Ascetics who by sleep deprivation, fasting and borderline starvation, and bodily mortifications are effectively destroying their physical bodies in order to release energies sufficient to support a powerful Visionary Experience. I would recommend the First Way, though the power peaks will be only just above Threshold and perhaps far between. But in order to exploit the Second Way, one needs to remember that by using one’s Body’s Residual Good Health as a Battery to supply for an intense Psychic Life, we can use it only by running it down, and we can do that only one too many times until permanent damage is done and a full health can no longer be re-attained. Most of the Great Visionaries of the Second Path died very young. The only thing that can be said for them, then, is that there have been no Great Visionaries of the First Path.
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