I was there almost i had SP, HI, HS i could taste it........but then lost consiousness but......

I noticed a few things in my awsome experience today I will try to make this as shor as possible

I slept for about 3 hours, got up had somethign to eat read up on DV then went back to bed determined to have a Lucid dream.

when i went back to bed i knd of changed my mind and actually stated that I wanted to have a SP just because i think they're fun and old hag syndrome doesn't bother me. so i layed there trying to relax and repating to have a SP. then i felt myself getting really relaxed, and my body started to get heavy and heavy I felt the vibrations started from my lower back, so i started to get excited but kept calm i just said to my self once RELAX all of a sudden blacked out for a a while i have no idea how long, then i became aware i was paralyzes and i got really excited again sp again i said to my self sternly once RELAX and i mantained the SP I tried to get myself into an OB wich i was readign earlier on a post here and I guess i payed teh prize for getting greedy. i woke up but only for a few seconds cause i lost consiousness...BUT!

I was on a Bus all of a sudden and people kept telling me to go talk to PINK DELIRUM and they kept pointing me to the back of the bus.. i saw a girl with red hair and a great smile (now that i think about it sounds like charlie brown and thats what my younger cousin has always called me, could it be my subcousious?) and she ( PINK DELIRIUM) was talking to a lot of people and i'm teh type of person that doesn't like to interrupt so i waited and i lost her. i saw her getting off teh buss and smiling at me I wonder if she was my dream guide. anyone know the meaning of PINK DELIRIUM?

well any thoughts on this woud be great

RC time! Am I DREAMING?