the first thing i'm going to do next time i'm lucid (a nearly 4 month drought now), is to talk to my personal goddess and my angel.

the thing is that i rationally know that they exist only in my imagination, but they feel so real to me. i can't connect to them to real life, they always hide behind doorways and just out of my sight. i so desperately need to talk to them, and tell them how much they mean to me.