well, last night, i finally got my second lucid dream but , it wasn't as good as i thought it would be.

about 1:00 am i went to bed thinking about my previous dream, and repeating mantra in my head.i fell asleep.then it was about 6:00 am i woke up laying still with my eyes closed, perfect for DEILD.but i got so excited that i will have the chance to perform deild , that my heart began to beat fast and i kinda woke myself up lol.

i tried to WILD but it didn't worked. i l laid there still for about 30 minutes , but only thing i felt was that my fingers began to feel numb and that's it...
(what was i doing wrong? i laid on my back arms by my side and didnt cross my legs.. did everything like in the tutorials)

when i gave up the wild, i just went to sleep with MILD again.later my father walked in my room and asked wether i had seen my sister, i replied that i havent and thought to myself why that idiot is bothering me to sleep
i began to dream and blah blah blah, when suddenly i became lucid and everything went black.i didnt wake up i was just like in dark room.i tried to visualise diffrent environment , but i just couldnt do it... then i woke up in sleep paralysis with a feeling that someone is pulling my out of the bed. (could you give me advice , how to get back into dream from this point? because this was pretty scary feeling)

whats more , i asked my dad if he had asked me something earlier that morning, and he said no. so it means that those were pretty real hallucinations , cause i realy heard him talking to me as i was falling asleep

if you have read my post so far , thank you for your attention, and write your experience in this