Thread: Going crazy

Sometimes while practicing awareness I feel really uncomfortable...it's hard to explain...but at one point I remember feeling as if gravity would suffocate me...I had an early experience with pot once where I remember feeling gravity for the first time. I was scared, I remember not being able to find my balance and the world didn't have an up or down, I was just...there, being pushed against the Earth. It's really hard to articulate.. but I've been having these experiences without any influence from drugs now while performing ADA, like they are always there but my mind chooses to ignore it. I have no doubt I have some mental illness but now I'm concerned that continuing will make it worse. And of course I know one of the answers will be to stop trying to LD using ada but hey....if I'm crazy I might as well be aware that im crazy...ANYWAYS...Am I crazy?

I should add I get this while meditating sometimes as well(mostly after)......I've heard there is no negative to meditating so this really pisses me off