Congratulations on achieving your first few lucid dreams. I'm sincerely impressed that you never gave up on lucidity (and yes, it is lucidity). Including the times that I completely stopped trying to be lucid for one reason or another, it took me over two years to figure out how I'm going to lucid dream. Kudos to you, and thanks for sharing the book titles with us. If I ever see it in my library or the book store, I'm going to be sure to check it out!