My lucid dream experience lot of questions

[kesuaus]

Well, for start i want to say that this is not my first lucid but the longest , it will be probably long and sometimes not very understandable thread but I will try. When i realized it is dream I said something to the dream characters then i started to stabilize i was lokking at my hands for few seconds but it was pointless 1. My vision : it was bad , not vivid something like 3rd person (well it wasnt 3rd person it is hard to explain you would need to see it ) and it does not felt like i was seeing things with my eyes it felt like i was imagining them in my mind .(one of the main problems) 2. Sometimes i lost control of the LD and it was an normal dream for few seconds and then it again was LD big problem (happened very often) 3. When i was thinking the thoughts acctualy happenned : I was thinking how i will ask one of the questions i already had in the dream to this forum and it transformed me into some classroom where i was asking some people the question 4. The dream felt like 1,5 hour (i know because i also said it in the dream to myself) but i do not renember 90% of the dream . The weird thing is that i renember the non-lucid dream i had before LD very clearly and vivid . 5. I was not enjoying things in the dream I acctualy just was gathering this questions because i knew that if I get the answers my LD will be enjoyable 6. For a few seconds when i shout out command to have better vision the dream was absolutely vivid so i tried to fly and it was amazing but then I again teleported somewhere and it stopped . The command did not worked again . 7. I was often teleportating to different locations both unconsciously and consciously by losing control of the dream , false awakening ( and then i realized it is LD again) or thoughts 8. I had Fake memories , memories from the dreams before even when i was lucid . For an example in my LD there were tall buildings next to my flathouse and everything was different but in the LD I had nemories how it all was builded and stuff . I realized that nothing of that happened when i waked up . I had dreams about having an LD but today i realized it were all an real LD because in the LD I was aware that i may forget the dream or it will again feel just like dream about LD So i keep saying to myself "renember this " " this is real LD " "Im aware of this " The question is why i have LD like this and how can i fix that .

[kesuaus]

Sorry for the bad grammar I needed to wrote it fast so I won't forget .