Originally Posted by
abcde
Could anyone give a straight up definition of a natural, everybody tends to say different things, like one has ld every day, or they started at a very young age, my story's a bit long and emotionally confusing for me to just write it in a random thread, i just want some simple answers, it was a curse for me in the beginning, then i just give in to its uncontrolable effects it had on my life ,,," here i am , i do know im dreaming, and ill have deal with it in silence" on this site i feel my silence has been broken, but still feel the people im talkinging to or the ones listening will never real understand or ever grasp the depth of truth im looking for,,, natural or no natural means shit to me , what i know means everything,,,,,your the creator of everything in your dreams, even you thoughts, ie " i can fly" is a thought u created, or "is this a dream" yet another thought you created,,,,, gods lucid dream called reality is one of the most elaborate creations anyone has thought up,,,, shit it even has feelings and emotions ( a far cry from the creation of jumping of a building and been imortal"*****don't be afraid****