I've been having the same dreams consistently for what feels like years. It's not the places, or the people, or anything like that that is the same, it's just the same basic concept repeating itself over and over again. Even tho I'm not learning lucid dreaming specifically to stop theses dreams, I don't believe I will ever be able to lucid dream unless I stop them. Any ways, description time:
First off, the strangest thing about my dreaming cycle over the last year or two has been the fact that I don't ever remember dreaming in first person any more, my dreams are always in third person, as though I'm watching myself through a video game or movie. In fact, sometimes my dreams transition this way: I'll be playing a video game or watching a movie, and as soon as my attention focuses on it, that game or movie becomes my dreaming reality, and I don't even notice the shift at the time. However, the constant running theme is that of being chased. My dreams always consist of me being chased and/or running from something, and I'm not sure what the deal is. I bought the book "Exploring the World of Lucid Dreaming" by Stephen LaBerge to help myself in lucid dreaming techniques, but the more I try, the foggier my dreams become, the less I remember. But I still have bits and pieces of recollection, and those are of the same damn dream that I've been having forever. It's so mundane any more that I can't handle it, and I thought that since I'm so familiar with these cues, I would be able to pick them up and realize I'm dreaming, but my dreams just don't feel real enough, vivid enough, and the few times I do become aware, the already unreal world fades immediately. I feel I lack the ability to bring the dream world into focus.
Any suggestions on anything would be more than welcome. Thanks ahead of time for any help.
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